Awkward.
This thing we are in,
relationship,
whatever,
it's a complete and total oddity.
Wouldn't you agree?
I would.
Love seems to be the only factor in this side show.
Religion,
Beliefs,
nothing in common.
But the love we share holds up together,
nothing can break this feeling we share.
Passionate kisses,
loving looks,
Am I ready?
Am I truely ready for what this man,
the love of my life,
wants?
Kids,
No.
Marriage,
No.
Truth,
I just don't know.
My emotions collide with the fact that I am to proud to let them free,
that's just not me,
I'm an unemotional person,
I don't want to let him see my feelings,
I want to remain strong,
but is this being too strong a danger to me?
Will I ever be able to figure out this age old question of dignity?
How the Hell am I suppose to know?
It's just plain Awkward.