Jesse's POV
"Beca! Hurry up I don't want to be late!" I wait around for 3 minutes before seeing what's taking her so long "Bec are you ok? I'm coming up there." I run up the Bella stairs, everyone has left for the holidays and Beca didn't want to spend the holidays
with her family so being the awesome boyfriend that I am I decided she wasn't going to be here by herself and instead spend the holidays with my family, the perfect opportunity for her to meet my family.
I head directly to her and Amy's room and burst through the door "Bec come on." I say sternly because sometimes you have to show her that you mean it "I'm not going." She said not moving from under the covers "Come on Bec, my parents are so excited to
finally meet you." I say moving the covers down "Why don't you want to go?" she sat up I could tell she had been crying "You don't want to know." she said coldly "I do want to know, just tell me." She put her head in her knees "My brother has terminal
brain cancer and he only has 2 months to live but that's only if he's lucky. Most likely he'll be gone before the end of the week."she burst into tears "Which brother Mikey or Lucas?" Mikey was Beca's older brother he was a jokester and he always
made Beca laugh they were best friends since the beginning. They never fought and shared the same interests. It was always Mikey and Beca versus the world, they protected each other and looked out for each other. Beca would always tell me about how
her parents divorce made them close up to people and they would only talk to each other making having friends unnecessary.
Lucas was the youngest he was always serious. He came three months before their parents split making Beca and Mikey despise him. They always said it was his fault and would tease him for it. He didn't share the same bond with Beca but they got along 45%
of the time. He was considered cool in high school but he wasn't nearly as careful as Beca and Mikey and had twin girls in his Junior year of high school, now he lives with his girlfriend and 2 daughters he never went to college though and got a job
as a mechanic. Beca was really close to both of her brothers and loved them dearly.
"Lucas." She said quietly "Oh my god Bec I'm so sorry. We don't have to go to my parents for the holidays." she began to play with her fingers "We?" I lifted her chin up "I'm not leaving you to go through this alone."
That week was hard on me and Beca. Everyday we would drive to the hospital to visit him and every day I watched Beca break down at the sight of her brother but I still refused to leave her to go through this alone.
Beca's POV
January 14,2012 was the day I lost my brother. He had been fighting for a month and passed away peacefully in his sleep. When we were kids I remember telling him that if he died I wouldn't miss him, if only I knew this was going to happen I would've
never said anything mean to him. He was my little brother, and I loved him.
"Beca are you okay?" Jesse said pulling me from my thoughts "Well I'm feeling how somebody who lost someone is feeling." I said sarcastically "Sarcasm. Sometimes I just don't understand you." I played with my fingers an old habit that I was starting to
pick up again "Bec i'm really sorry about what happened to your brother, i'll never know how you feel right now. Especially losing someone who you loved and grew up with." Jesse said sympathetically. "It's fine, i'm fine I just want to stop talking
about it."
"Ok well i'll see you tomorrow then." Jesse said shutting the door behind him. When he left I immediately broke down crying, crying because I lost my brother, crying because we barely spoke to each other. Why hadn't I treated him the same way I treat
Mikey, why did he have to die. I sobbed all night until eventually I fell asleep.
5 weeks had gone by and I tried my hardest to avoid everyone, I went to classes then went straight to my dads house. I spent most of the day in bed, the only people I would talk to was my dad and Mikey who moved in with dad after his girlfriend broke
up with him because he wasn't spending enough time with her. Personally I didn't like her, she would tell him to not text me because she thought he was lying when he said I was his sister
One day after my last class I came right home and went up to my room. I knew I should've been studying but i'd rather mope around. I plopped on my bed, curled up under the covers and went to sleep. The sound of the door bursting open woke me up. I jumped
up annoyed at whoever burst in here without knocking "What the hell Mikey!" I screamed "Beca it's not Mikey." I looked up and standing in the doorway was Jesse and all the Bellas. "Beca we're sick of you moping around." Chloe said pulling the sheets
off of me "And when was the last time you showered." Stacie said pinching her nose "She's right flatbutt you smell like a dingo farm on a hot day." "Ok guys not the point." Chloe said giving Stacie and Amy the stink eye "Beca, the reason we're here
is because you've been pushing us away. We can't help you if you won't let us."
"I don't need your help." I said coldly "Lucas would never want you to mope around like this." Stacie said twirling her hair "HOW THE HELL DO YOU KNOW WHAT HE WOULD WANT!" I got up pushed them out the door and slammed the door shut. The more I thought
about it the more I realized they were right, I was a mess and I know Lucas wouldn't want me to act this way. But they still had no right to tell me how to react to my own brother dying. I took a shower for the first time since I found out he had
cancer, opened the emergency ice cream me and Mikey hid at the back of the freezer and watched The Breakfast Club. I needed this dammit!
Well that's the first chapter, comment and tell me how I did or don't it's your life do what you want