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My beta: The Maiden of Autumn
Warnings: Implied rape, lemons in future chapters, and gore. BE warned.
(On To The Story)
Blood -curdling screams.
The painful screams could be heard throughout the village. Nobody cared though, the people of the village all hated him. They wanted the demon to leave, to die and rot in hell. They didn't understand that Naruto, the child who is the vessel of the nine-tailed beast, was a hero. They had kicked, beaten, and even raped him throughout his childhood.
But he kept on smiling like nothing had happened.
Naruto twitched as he was kicked in the gut, cut in the back and pushed further into the ground. Naruto was still bright; he never let them get to him- or so he thought.
One of the village men held him up so the others could strike him with anything they could get ahold of. One had stabbed him in the gut, making Naruto's blood pour out slowly. They had laughed at seeing this and one had slapped Naruto to the ground, spitting on him and calling him hurtful words.
Demon.
Monster.
You piece of shit, you deserve to die in hell.
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Naruto walked through the small forest, taking little steps as he inhaled the fresh air. He had been beaten until he was saved by the trusted ANBU; they always came and helped when he was on the verge of dying. Naruto's blond hair blew through the wind and the orange jumpsuit that was stained with his own blood. He tripped over a branch, falling on the ground, but he did not get up. He stayed still.
"N-Naruto-kun." A soft voice could be heard. Naruto looked up to find Hinata staring wide-eyed at him. He smiled at her, but another Hyuuga grabbed her away from where he had fallen.
"Stay away, Hinata-sama!"
He dragged her away, leaving Naruto empty inside. He had just wanted a friend. Nothing else; he was always alone, and would always be alone. Naruto was just a mere tool for the village.
As Naruto moved his hands forward, clamping his nails into the ground, he slowly got up from the ground. He fell, but he never gave up, though. When he had finally gotten to his feet, he walked towards a stream he had come by one day. The water looked fresh as the fish swam towards opposite directions. Naruto wished he was a fish so he could just be free from everything, all the pain and suffering he had endured through the past 7 years of his life.
The thought of having freedom made Naruto laugh to himself. He couldn't even leave the village because of what he was holding inside of him; he had found this out from the villagers. They had told him everything as they beaten him. The men had stabbed him repeatedly through his legs, laughing at his suffering. Naruto was only a child, they could not see that while he held the Kyuubi inside of him.
It brought tears to his eyes to know that nobody would ever love him.
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Five years had passed since then, and Naruto was now twelve. He had a rival, whom he also had a crush on. Yes, he was gay. He knew that if anybody found out that he would be called a 'fag' and a 'queer' so he stayed to himself.
As Naruto watched every girl swoon over Sasuke, he felt jealous- but how could a person like him get Sasuke's attention?
"Ugh! Don't stare at Sasuke like that. Idiot!" Sakura slapped Naruto across the face, hurting him. Naruto looked at the ground. Why does she hate me when she hardly even knows me?
Naruto walked straight out of class, running towards the forest. It was where he could be free for a little while until the villagers decided that it was his time to get hurt or whatever they had called it.
He slowly walked through the forest, stepping on leaves as he slowly started to sing to himself.
"When will everything change?
The suffering...will it ever end?
I have no choice,
But to bear it.
Has everything gone black for me?
I have no time left.
Everything I've known is dying.
Will I ever get the power to stop this...?" Naruto sang softly. He looked up towards the sky and smiled to himself. Maybe, just maybe, something good would happen to him.
The sound of a branch breaking made his head snap towards where he had heard it.
"Who is there?" Naruto looked around, waiting for someone to show themselves.
"Ain't it the Kyuubi child?" A man in a robe appeared before him.
He shuddered, knowing fully what he wanted. Everything bad happened to him. It was a curse, a nightmare. The burden of having to endure hurt him so much, but maybe he could stop it this time.
The man walked slowly towards him, taking little strides, his deep chuckle waking Naruto from his thoughts. He'd had enough of this, and he would stop them from hurting him. He could and would show them the pain he had been through.
When the man was close enough for Naruto to grab him, he flung himself towards the elderly man and punched him in the stomach. When the man fell on his back, groaning from the punch, Naruto swiftly cut his throat with a kunai.
Naruto watched as the man's blood gushed from the wound, smiling maniacally to himself. He hauled the body towards a dark place in the woods to dump it off.
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Naruto had been assigned with Sakura and Sasuke. How he hated it; he didn't want to be in a group with the pink-haired female. She had been a bitch to him when they had first met.
Naruto downcast his eyes when Sasuke glared at him. The only people who had shown him kindness were the people at the ramen stand he usually visited every day.
The man had always laughed with Naruto, and was concerned with him about his health. Naruto was finally happy that someone had actually seen him as a human, not a demon.
The shinobi world was so cruel. Some senseis had even told their students to kill their own comrades, Naruto had heard. He had known that it would bring strength.
The other kids in his class glared at him as he smiled at them, but he kept his mask up until the academy was over. He ran swiftly towards the forest, trying to get there as fast as he could so he could finally do what he had always wanted to do- to be free from this world.
But, he knew that someday, he would be reincarnated and then he would strike this village. Even if it took him a thousand years to be reincarnated, he still would kill them... he would get his revenge somehow.
The only thing he was worrying about was his love for... Sasuke. He would never confess his love; Sasuke would be disgusted with him.
Sitting by the stream, he grabbed a sharp kunai from his pocket and dragged it across his wrist. The suffering felt good, in way, when he did it to himself; not from others, though. It was different when he caused himself pain.
Maybe I'm a demon, Naruto thought to himself, pressing the blade a little deeper into his wrist. But before he could cause more damage it was snatched away. Naruto turned around to see...
Sasuke.
Sasuke glared at him, throwing the kunai away from Naruto, and threw him against a tree. He pinned him down, grabbing his arms and keeping them secured above his head. Naruto struggled for a while until he got tired from it and just gave up.
"What were you doing, dobe?" Sasuke whispered in Naruto's ear.
"Nothing of your concern, teme," Naruto said hotly.
Sasuke slowly leaned down, placing a soft kiss on Naruto's lips. Naruto's eyes widened, feeling a spark when their lips met. He knew now that Sasuke might like him.
Oh, how he was wrong.
Sasuke rubbed his knee onto Naruto's now- awakening boner, and he smirked to himself as Naruto let out a moan.
Many hours passed, Naruto and Sasuke giving both their first kiss and virginity away to each other. Naruto was happy-but not for long.
As Naruto lay on the ground, he heard Sasuke get up slowly, dressing himself back into his attire, and just left Naruto there. As he had thought, everyone just used him, and he knew someday that he would get a chance to end his sorrow- filled life.
He got up carefully, grabbing onto the edges of a tree. Naruto fell a couple of times, but when he finally got up, he limped towards his apartment.
The Hokage had given it to him, fueled him with some money to stay alive, and he actually kept the small place clean. The small bedroom he had was very comfortable; the green bed was small, but it did not matter. As long as it was something he could sleep in…
Usually, the Hokage would visit him, check up on the house, and maybe have some sweets to share with Naruto. When the Hokage left, some of the neighbors would come over and trash the place as Naruto watched, tied up, and laughed at him before they left. It had been six weeks since the Hokage came to visit him, and Naruto missed him lots.
He wanted to visit the Hokage, but the guards would not let him through the gates. So he would always walk back to his apartment or go to Ichiraku's.
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Kakashi, his new sensei, had asked them a question, and they answered.
"Well my favorite thing is... I would love to..." Naruto cut off her obnoxious voice and stared at the ground. He really hated her now, he thought he had liked her when he was younger but she'd grown to become some stalker.
It creeped Naruto out that girls actually tried to steal Sasuke's boxers when Sasuke was training. Not that Naruto knew.
But when she was done, Kakashi pointed at him.
"My favorite thing is ramen, and I would love to become a strong shinobi so I can get revenge. The things that I hate are... I'm not going to state them, and everything else you asked I'm not going to say. Oh, and I'm Naruto Uzumaki."
As Sasuke talked about killing a certain someone, Naruto started to think of ways to kill some of the villagers who had caused him the most pain. Maybe kill their family in front of them? Or maybe slowly torture them? It was so hard for Naruto to choose.