My personal punisher

by kyokunkunoichi

He wants me to suffer and I hate him for that, but I know that I need him no matter how cruel is that... A poem about James realization of the Pyramid Head function (I don't own anything about SH)

I hate you but I need you

It can't be more unfair

Every time I get to see you

I want to go away in the air

I guess it can't be helped

Since you're a part of me

You're my sins, my guilt, and my wrath

You're the darkest part of me

I hate you but I need you

To punish me to remind

That every action has a reaction

And will haunt me in my mind

I need you to be cruel

I need you to insane

I need you to remember

That I must try to stay sane

I need you to guide me

To force me accept my sins

And I need you to don't have mercy

To confront me by any means

You're my wrath, you're my tension

You're my most restrained desires

You're my guilt that follows me over

You're the one I'll never admire

You're a monster, you're MY demon

You're the darkest part of me

But you're my only way to affront

The guilt that slowly consumes me

I just want to die soon

But I know that you won't let me

I need to suffer more

And affront my crime, no mercy

I just want you to remember

That I hate you with all my heart

But I also admit I need you

My personal punisher in this hell