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-Prologue-

"Love is a decision, not an emotion or feeling,
that if made from the heart will outlast anything..."

- Raul and Samantha Juarez -

Do you know that feeling, when you care about somebody so much that just the mention of their name turns your head, just their voice makes you smile as if nothing mattered, and that their laughter gives you hope that tomorrow will be a better day?

It's like floating through the sky, a dreamy sensation that we as humans all crave- whether we admit it or not. The truth is, we need love. It's the object of desire that people can search for an eternity for and fail, the ultimate treasure. Personally, I for one am not to the type to think so much, to use my feelings much.

But that's just…..what I think it might be.

I have to admit, I am a very inwards person. I don't know how to act towards people that I care about, often causing misunderstandings. Its not like I want them to think I'm like this….this cold, this self centered. I'm scared, so very scared of what they think of me- pathetic to think that it's usually the most self dependent people in this world that need the warmth of others the most. I can agree to that.

And yet, I want you to know how I feel about you. Looking back, It's ironic to see how we started out rivals, and now I can't stop thinking about you. Fate really does have its twist of events, doesn't it? It's seeing your smile everyday that reminds me that there is some good in this world, something to strive for. It's a feeling that, up to this point, I have never experienced. It makes me want to do something that's very unexpected of me….

Laugh.

Yes, laugh. I can't remember the last time I actually did. I guess you have a knack for bringing out the good in people? If only I have enough courage. I don't know what to do, to be honest- but love makes fools of us all. Sometimes it's just plain better to be a damn fool, I guess. At the very least, a happy fool. And happiness is what I truly crave.

I don't want to be alone anymore, Sakura.