I'm not that girl
Disclaimer: I dontown Glee, any of its cast and I am in no way assosiated with the production of the highly sucsessful show that is Glee. I also dont own the musical production Wicked or any of its songs.
This Idea came to me when I saw the episode where Kurt and Rachel sung Defying Gravity ,I looked up the play it came from "Wicked" and while I was listening to all the musical numbers from it I found the song "I'm not that girl" and so this one shot was born. not very long I know but i hope you like it.
She watched them from across the room ,how they held hands ,they way he smiled at her and she smiled back. Finn and Quinn the golden couple. Quinn was pregnant and Finn thought it was his. Rachel sighed to herself , Puck had been right ,They were never going to break up and that was the sad truth . It was at that point Glee club was called to order. She turned away from them to listen to what Mr. Schuster was saying to them about sectionals.
After school Rachel went home and straight to her room without even talking to her dads . She sat on her bed just staring at the wall,thinking about him ,she did that alot latley even when she didnt mean to, her thoughts just drifted to him like a moth to light . She couldnt help it ,he was always in her head ,always on her mind not matter what ,his smile ,his voice everything about him was lodged into her head and she was constantly thinking about him and what they could be. She could see it in her minds eye . Both of them the glee stars,happy ,laughing ,kissing......
"He's with Quinn" She told herself pulling out of the vison of her and Finn kissing "Thats not changing anytime soon ,even though you want it to ,he chose her "
As she said those words she knew they were true ,her eyes stung but she blinked back the tears that were threatening to fall at any moment ,he chose her, she got up off of her bed and walked to her mirror pulling a face at the reflection of herself.
"He knows what he wants and I'm not that girl" She began to sing softly to herself letting out the pain of wanting him so much the only way she knew how apart from crying,music.
Hands touch, eyes meet
Sudden silence, sudden heat
Hearts leap in a giddy whirl
He could be that boy
But I'm not that girl:
Don't dream too far
Don't lose sight of who you are
Don't remember that rush of joy
He could be that boy
I'm not that girl
Every so often we long to steal
To the land of what-might-have-been
But that doesn't soften the ache we feel
When reality sets back in
Blithe smile, lithe limb
She who's winsome, she wins him
Gold hair with a gentle curl
That's the girl he chose
And Heaven knows
I'm not that girl:
Don't wish, don't start
Wishing only wounds the heart
I wasn't born for the rose and the pearl
There's a girl I know
He loves her so
I'm not that girl
She finished the song and sat back on her bed and once again Finns face pushed it's way to the front of her mind ,with his charming smile as clear as it was in real finally let the tears ,that had been threatening to come for a while ,fall thick and fast. She buried her head in her hands and let them out. She wasn't Quinn ,that girl.
Ok So I'm done with this . Hit the review button and tell me what you think please and thank you. Bye bye