Hey everyone! This is my first Ccs FanFiction. So if you like it, please review, and if you guys want it, I'll make a second chapter. Enjoy!

Tomoyo's mom is going to Hong Kong. She said that she could deliver a letter to Syaoran while she was there. So this is what I came up with.

Syaoran,

I can't take this anymore. Pain, Hurt, Loss. Nothing seems right anymore. Nothing at all. Loosing you has to be the worst feeling I have ever encountered in my life.

Why does this hurt so much? And are you hurting as much as I am? I don't want to miss you, It hurts to much. Why do I need you to make my heart not hurt so much? Please come back to me. Be here with me. I can't get the day you left out of my head. Our hug, how you kissed me. (Even if it was just on the cheek) I can't go anywhere around here anymore without remembering a card we captured, or just us together. As friends.

You know, I wonder if I would have known how I felt towards you a long time ago, before you left, would I be hurting so much? Maybe.

I'm not whole with you gone. It's been five years since you left. But I still make sure to watch for you everyday. Waiting for you to climb out of a taxi in these busy streets. You never come though. Yet I still wait. Because you promised to come back. And I have never known you for breaking even the smallest promise. So why would you break the one that had my heart in it?

I hate this. It's falling in love in the cruelest way ever. Realizing it right when you can't see them again in years. Falling for you, even when your world's away. It's just not fair! Why can't you be here? Come back to me. I love you to much to describe. Love, Sakura

I rip it out of my notebook and throw it away. I start over. Once I finally get the right words in there, I seal it and give it to Tomoyo.

Syaoran,

I hope you're you having a good time in Hong Kong!

I miss you.

Happy Birthday.

~Sakura

Syaoran Pov

I open the letter eagerly. There are two pears inside. Each one is Labeled. I frown. Sakura's letter is much smaller than Tomoyo's. I shrug and read Sakura's letter. It's short and simple.

Syaoran,

I hope you're you having a good time in Hong Kong!

I miss you.

Happy Birthday.

~Sakura

I open Tomoyo's letter next. Holy Cow its a novel!

I read the first part.

Syaoran,

I have no idea if I should have done this, but hey! Its done obviously since your reading this. Anyway, I found this in Sakura's room. Its a letter to you. I didn't read it, but I can tell that she put her feelings in it. She probably didn't send it because it would trouble you, but I have a feeling she needs you to hear this. So here.

So this is Sakura's real letter. Reading the first line, I'm already in tears. No wonder Sakura didn't send this to me. She didn't want me to hurt.

Syaoran,

I can't take this anymore. Pain, Hurt, Loss. Nothing seems right anymore. Loosing you has to be the worst feeling I have ever encountered in my life.