No ordinary love.
I sat outside on the ground
The trickle of water from the clouds above tickled my face.
It felt nice, cool against my heated skin.
This was no ordinary love.
This was something else.
I love him
He denied it.
I realized it, when he had saved me - on his own accord.
He was beautiful.
An angel of death.
Mukatsu made me his bride.
My life flashed before my eyes
but he came to save me.
But he denied it with a perfect excuse.
Simple as that.
He didn't save me.
But he had
This was no ordinary love.
I chuckled as the rain splattered onto my face.
When the smoke disappeared it was his face, claws extended.
Poison glistening.
It was him that I realized I love.
Had always loved.
Will always love
There was nothing like him, no one.
Never
No human, no demons.
This was no ordinary love.
I love him, prince of pride, prince of darkness.
Price of power, cold as ice
I was a mere human
A miko.
But a human no less.
And he would never touch me, or love me.
I chuckled to wonder what that would feel like.
But still, this was no ordinary love.
If I could I will give him my all.
I would keep trying until he realized what love meant.
I would die for him, if he only asked me too.
I laughed at my own absurdity.
I laughed at my own infatuation.
Was it an infatuation?
Again, this was no ordinary love.
To love a DaiYokai who had no intention of loving me.
I gave him all that I could, if he'd only let me.
But a love like ours would never last.
The rain soaked through my clothes.
I imagined him undressing the matted down fabrics.
Soaking in the sight of me.
My nakedness.
His amber eyes.
Roaming.
Loving me.
There would be nothing like us.
Just us.
Alone.
But this was no ordinary love.
A DaiYokai would never allow himself to love someone like me.
A mere human.
A ningen.
But he brighten my days, whether he intended to or not.
And I loved him.
I love him still.
And I will continue love him.
Even if it was not an ordinary love.
Sesshoumaru, I will keep trying.
I will keep praying for you.
To love me,
Nothing like loving me.
Because no one will love you as I love you.
No one will give her all to you like I will.
The rain soaked through my underwear and
I felt the warmth between my legs.
I closed my eyes.
My face tilted toward the clouds.
I let it soaked through me.
I wanted it to cool the heat within me.
The boiling desires for him.
This is no ordinary love.
A miko
Loving a demon.
No.
But still, my heart beat
For him
For Sesshoumaru.
Lord of the Western Land.
And I am happy.
Even if it's not an ordinary love.
It made me special.
It was my own little secret.
I cherished it.
I will always cherish it.
I tasted the saltiness of my own tears.
My tongue reached out and licked it away.
I smiled through the tears.
I love him.
Yet he knows not.
A love like ours will never last.
Because it didn't exist.
It is not an ordinary love.
It was unrequited.
I stood finally, from the hard ground.
My hair matted down from the rain.
I shiver.
My fingers went through my locks.
My nipples perked from the cold.
My short school uniform barely covered my long legs.
I chuckled.
I exhaled.
I looked up.
There he stood.
Golden eyes looking at me.
But it wasn't whom I'd thought.
It wasn't the hanyou
Instead it was him.
This was no ordinary love.
I smiled.
Even if he didn't.
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No one told me about you,
little miko
the way you smile when you walk by
And no one told me,
little miko
that you would always be cheerful
positive, even in the worst of situations
And no one ever told me
little miko,
that a cold Demon's heart such as I
could change
No one ever told this Sesshomaru
that, he was capable of 'loving'
and loving you, he had.
And this is no ordinary love
for you belong to another
...to my half-brother...
...~....
And I will tell no one about you
I do not find you distasteful
although human
I do not find you disgusting
although human
I do not find you below me
although human
You could be, should be
far stronger than I
The Great Lord of the Western Lands
.....~.....
No one told me,
about you little miko
that you have the power to change
change this Sesshomaru, in ways
he didn't think was possible
This Sesshomaru has loved you
and it was no ordinary love.
.....~.....
I could break you, with a mere touch of my hands
But what I wouldn't give to feel you in my arms
To feel your love for me,
but you love not - this Sesshomaru
My little miko loves the hanyou
Yet
I wanted my kisses to fill your mouth
I wanted my love to fill your soul
This was no ordinary love
And dreamingly
you will be mine
Willingly,
eagerly
you would let me undress you
Touch you
Kiss you
Once,
Twice
Again,
Then I wanted to break you
Take you
Suffocate you under the rapture of passion
This is no ordinary love
For
You will never let me feel my arms around you.
No ordinary love,
Indeed...
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If you can't figure out what song inspired this…well, I can't help you. LOL.
Fluke of the moment redoing the story. Hope you liked it, it was not edited so sorry for all the mistakes and no rhyme or rhythm either......R&R Please..