Broken Puppet

By: Riku

Edited: 963Q

A/N: I just own the plot, I don't have the characters and the story…

As the usual thing, in the afternoon while there was no mission given to him. Lavi, the red colored hair man, was sitting on the chair at the headquarters' library. Next to him, there were many books, being… like a mountain. Why did he want to read so many books? Of course, to became a Bookman, to record ancients or incidents that were happening in the world.

"Umm, where is the book? I've been reading half of the books that were restored here and I don't even find 'that' book." Lavi stressed, actually, he might need help from someone. But they were too busy to help him, and he had no choice besides to find it himself.

Then, he started collected some more books to read after placing back the books that he had read. He took a book, "Broken Doll", that was the title. It told the readers about a little girl, which had been forced to do some hard works everyday by her foster parents. There was a sentence that made Lavi stopped turn the page for a while, "I'm working like a doll, I can't escape from the fate, no matter how hard I'm trying to escape from it. I started thinking that they were controlling me, yes, just like that puppet show from the street, being controlled. Never move with their own will, but move with their master's will."

Then, he turned the page, reading the next sentence, "Why? It's like I never been able to refuse, just keep on accepting and do what they want. Never been able to do something at my own will, it had began when I born into this world. I don't want to live… I'm alone… here, in this world…" "Cih!! This is not 'that' book too." Lavi threw the book to the door, and started to read other book.

Then, Allen opened the door. He was going to return the book that he borrowed six days ago, he had finished reading it.

"Owh, Lavi. You're here, what are you doing?"

"Can't you see? I was reading some books. Ah, and lock the door. So, what are you doing here?"

"Return a book, I had finished reading it." Allen showed the book that he was going to return, then sat on the chair at Lavi's right. "Hey, aren't you going to return a book? So, why do you sit beside me?"

"Because you looked busy. Do you want to find something? Want me to help?" Surprised by the 'help' words, Lavi eyes were glowing,

"Yo…You're going to help me? Aren't you busy?"

"No, I'm not. I had sleeping all day after coming back from that though mission yesterday, so I'm full of energy. Besides, I'll be grateful to help you." Allen smiled, he really was full of energy after sleeping for about 17 hours started from yesterday night, then woke up, ate breakfast, and went to the library. So, he was just waked up 1-2 hours ago.

"Then, I'll be grateful to accept your help. I was searching the history of the black magic, I heard that it was just released one week ago." "Black magic… ano… that was…" Allen was sweating, "What? Do you know something? Tell me." "Umm, the book that I was going to return, it's about the black magic and was just released one week ago. So…" Allen showed the book again, then grabbed by Lavi to checked it. He opened the book and turn it fast, "I… I have been searching this book for five days!! And, the fact is… it's being borrowed by someone!!! Arghh!! It's wasting my time…"

"Ahahaha, gomenasai. I thought that that was interesting, this book was being bought by Lenalee when she was on her way to went home, and when Lenalee gave this book to the library, I borrowed it." "WTF?! Hahh, at least, I found it. That Komui!! He said that the book was in the library and didn't say a thing that it was being borrowed by someone."

Allen, tried to comfort Lavi, he was stressed out. "But, I returned it. So you can read it now, right? Don't get angry like that."

"Yeah, you're right. Thanks." Allen smiled again, giving his best, warm, gentle smile. "You're welcome. And, what is this book? Why it is on the floor?" Lavi saw the title, and it was the book that he threw before.

"Actually, I threw it. But, when did you take that book? I don't see it."

"When I came in, I took it. You're too focused, so you don't realize." "Oh, I see. Haha, that's just the way."

"Lavi, why did you threw it?" "That's not necessary. You don't need to know." "Eeeh, come on. You can tell me…" Allen started to read the book, opened each page. "Hey!! Why did you read it?!" Fiercely grab the book from Allen's hand, and of course, made Allen surprised. "I just wanted to read that book, trying to know what the story is about. Why did you getting emotional suddenly? You don't like I'm reading it? Or you don't like that book?"

"Uhh…I don't like this book, yet I don't like you read it too!!"

"Tell me why."

"It's… because… it's telling about being controlled by someone. Telling about can't make any decisions at her own will, just like a… puppet. It was the same for me… like I don't have any decision to live. I just live to become a Bookman, my heart's hurt when I read that. I… just… don't know."

Lavi is suddenly quiet, it was unusual for him to act like that. He was very cheerful, likes to make some jokes, and a mood-maker. Allen realized that and tried to comfort Lavi, "Hey, it's okay. I think that's okay to become a Bookman, which is not bad. And, you're always proud about it right?"

"But… I… don't even know if I was happy, I joined The Black Order just to record the history."

"So? Even if it's true, you're still my friend."

"No…no, I'm alone… I don't know when, but I will leave you all. Just like that book said, I'm all alone…" Lavi scared, he was confused, his body was tremble. "If you going to leave, I'll stop you. You're my friend!! And, above all, you're not alone. So, don't think like that. Please…"

"Allen… you… don't want me to leave?"

"Of course!! Even if, you are going to leave, I'll come with you, so you're not alone. Okay? So, cheer up." While saying that, Allen hugged Lavi, made sure he didn't tremble and scared anymore. Lavi didn't refuse and he hugged Allen too. He felt warm, and thanks to Allen's comfort, he didn't scared anymore.

"Allen, thanks."

"Yeah, you're welcome…" they softly talking each other, giving thanks. They released their hugging then neatly sit on the chair. Lavi's face was turned red, and then suddenly, he stood up. Touching Allen's cheek gently and patted his head just like a puppy. After that, he closed his face to Allen's forehead, then kiss it. "Thank you very much… for comforting me."

"Ng, it's okay…" I want to ask, what is he doing to me now?!! after gave the most gentle kiss to Allen's forehead, his lips is heading towards Allen's and then began to pressed his mouth to Allen's. Kissed him gently like he did before…

Allen began to struggle, refusing Lavi's kiss. "Wait… Lavi. What are you doing?" Realized what just he did to the poor, white colored hair boy, he shocked then jumped out.

"A… ah… what just did I do?!"

"Hey, that's my line!"

"Oh, shit I… umm, sorry! Just… forget it!! Okay?! Bye!!" Lavi was running, went straight out from the library, left Allen alone. Did he got a hit on his head? So, why, did he do such thing to me? Did he… a gay?! Anyway, I've got to ask him tomorrow. Now is not the time.

Lavi went to his room, locked the door and sat on the bedroom. He was thinking, muttering to himself, "Oh shit!! What the hell?! Why did I kiss him, and why I think that he was so cute?! Oh my God, this cannot be happen… but, he was… very cute back then…" He needs some refreshing, and luckily, there are so many books that had been stocked. Then, he started to read it all, just to forget what he just did before in the library. But, he can't concentrate, he kept remember the incident. So, he went to the training room. "Maybe I can forget it with some training. And, one thing… I'm not a gay!!! Ahh, but he was so cute just like a puppy. His round and watery eyes, his white and smooth face, his smooth skin, and… Ahh, no!! No!! Stay focused and control yourself Lavi. You can forget it. Come on…" It's seems that he will never forget the incidents, and it's no use to doing something like that. He was… hopeless…

Five days had passed, Allen was filled with angry feelings. Yeah, and it was, of course, Lavi's fault for avoiding him in this past five days. Then, he sat in the cafeteria, ordered some food, or… not some, but many. He ordered 45 buns of dinner roll, then 21 portions of beefsteak, 10 milk shakes, 55 glass of ice cream, and many more. After that he went back to his room, still angry for what happened between him and Lavi. He sat on his bed and then started thinking to search for a conclusion, and he didn't find it, besides, it made him dizzy.

Allen decided to take a walk around the headquarters, then, he passed Lavi's room. "Umm, if I'm not wrong, Lavi's room is here. So, let's see… umm, hmm… ahh!! If he kept avoiding me like that, I will never get a chance to ask him. So, let's see if he is in his room now." Then, Allen knocked the door, but no reaction, there was no one opening the door. He knocked it again and got the same reaction, then he did it over and over again. But the reaction was always the same, he got pissed of, "Maybe he's not in his room now, I'll come back again."

He turned his body back and then started to take a walk like he was planned before, and then, there's a man, wearing a bandana, stood right in front of him. "A… Allen… wh-what are you doing in front of my room? Eh, umm, ma-maybe I should go now. Hehe, bye." When Lavi went away, Allen started to speak, "If you leave now I will break the floor and tell Komui that you do that for some purpose, then I will mess your room too. After that, burn all the books that you have and told the librarian to not let you borrow or even read books in the library. How's that?" Lavi stopped walking, "A-are… are you serious about this?" "Of course, but if I can ask something to you then I will not do it." Allen said with confidence, making Lavi cold-sweated.

Then, he invited Allen to come to his room. Told him to sit on the bed while he sat on the chair, and started asking what Allen wanted to ask. Then Allen started, "Well, I was wondering. I really, really, really want to know. The reason of what you did to me five days ago." "I told you to just forget it right? Why do you still remembering that accidents?" The white hair boy started to angry,

"I can't forget such thing!! And I bet you can't forget it to right?! That was the reason why you keep avoiding me. Tell me now!!"

"It-it's because… umm, how I should say this? When you comforting me, I feel very relieved. Then I hugged you, patted and kiss your forehead because I was very happy. And… uh…" Lavi's face was turning red, he was quiet suddenly.

Allen's got impatience, "and… what?! Hurry up and tell me… I'm waiting…"

"Actually, that time after I kissed your forehead then looked into your face, I felt that your face was very cute. Then… it happen, I kissed you." Lavi's face turned redder, like a volcano that can burst anytime.

Then, Allen shocked, he stood up and said, "It's… because of my face?! You think that my face is cute… You know… I" "Actually, now, I think that your face is very cute too. Since I kissed you, I can't saw you, if I saw you, I really want to kiss you again. I don't know why, but I want to. So, umm, if you didn't like it, please go out. I'm afraid that I will do something horrible like that again." But, Allen didn't go out. He just sat on the bed, doing anything. "Why you didn't go out? What if I…" Allen cut Lavi's line and began to speak, "Stupid. I think that… you… love me. And, because of that accident, my heart's beating too. So, I think that… umm, maybe we can getting along." Lavi was speechless, he was totally clueless, and he didn't think that Allen like him too. Then, he stood up, walked towards Allen and sat on the bed too, besides Allen.

"Then, I don't have to hold back anymore. Right?" said Lavi to Allen. "What do you mean?" Right after Allen finished talking, Lavi touched his cheek, and kissed him, directly on the mouth, made Allen surprised and struggled. Lavi stopped the kiss and asked, "You don't want me to kiss you?" "No, it's not that. But, you're to hurry and there's no warning too. Actually, I embarrassed…" Allen's turn, his face was becoming red too. Then, Lavi smiled, and started to kiss Allen again, but this time, slower than before. He kissed Allen softly, then started to pull him and made him lay on the bed, while he kissed Allen. He kissed Allen's soft lips again, and he was going deeper, he used his tongue. Allen started to moaned, "Nnnh, unnhhnn." Lavi wasn't going to stop now. He was enjoying it, and he even liked it.

He stopped it a while then asked Allen, "Do you like it? Want some more?" Allen nodded slowly, made Lavi kiss Allen again. It was very passionate kiss, they felt hot as they were burning now. Then, Lavi started to kiss Allen's neck then lick it and began to suck it until it was turning red. Allen moaned again when Lavi sucked his neck again, "Ahhh… La….vi. Sto….p… ahhhh…." Lavi didin't stop, he even sucking it deeper, then he opened all the buttons at Allen's cloth started to licking, making traces on all over Allen's body. Just like a sign button that Allen was Lavi's. Then, Allen moaned again, again and again while Lavi tasted his body and making traces with his tongue.

Then, Lavi was about to take off Allen's trousers until Allen kick the half-naked boy who wore a bandana. He fell to the floor and being yelled by Allen, "What do you think you're doing?! And, where are you going to touch?!" "Ouch, that's hurt. You don't have to do that right? And, I thought you want to do some more." Allen grabbed the pillow and throw it to Lavi, "Hell no!! It's too fast!! You perverted scum!! I preferred to kiss you, nothing else more to do!" "I think you're ready, so I was going to do it. I'm sorry…" Felt like he's the only one, who guilty, he said, "Umm, it's okay. Actually, you can do it. But not now, I'm not ready yet. But, I'm okay if you want to kiss or hug me." Lavi was lightened, he was very happy, "Then can I kiss you whenever I want?" "Of course, but don't kiss me recklessly. I like softer way, and… umm… if I want to do more, can I just tell you?" Allen's face began turning red again, Lavi saw it then started to pat Allen's head. "Okay, just let me now. I'll be waiting for you. And, I-love-you, it's your turn, say it to me. I really want to hear it." "Umm, I… lo…lo…lov…love…I love… y…you."

"I love you too. Umm, so, want to go out? Like walking to the town?" Lavi offered and Allen answered, "That's great. Umm, are you still scared that you are alone?" "As long I have you, I'm not alone. After all, you're going to always be with me right? Always in my side… If you do that, I will do the same to you too." Lavi tied his cloth's button and smiled while asking Allen. "That's good. I will always be in your side. So, don't make such a scary face like before, okay?" Lavi nodded, still smiling. He was very happy to know that he wasn't alone like he thought before, and he knew that he could move like he wanted. And, he even had someone that will be always by his side. After all, he was… not a… broken puppet or a puppet…

A/N: Yeah that was great. Actually, I wanted to make them do some more. But, it's still too early for them. So, just wait until I make the next chapter… Don't forget to add some comments about this story, kay? I'd like to see it…