I do not own Vampire Academy it belongs all to the wonderful Richelle Mead. However, I do own the plot.

Chapter 1

RPOV

The music pumped loudly, bodies grinding together and the smell of sweat and alcohol overriding my senses. I watched from a distance as my friends laughed and talked in one of the club's booth. I felt a pang of loneliness as I watched them, I wanted to join them but I could not, I am not same anymore. As you see, I am not fully dhampir …

Flashback

"I've given up on you" he said, voice soft. "Love fades. Mine has"

I never thought I would hear those words come his mouth, but as ran from the church with tears running down my face I knew that once Dimitri made a decision he would damn well stick to it. I kept running ignoring the looks people were giving as ran to my room. I burst in through the door only to fall to the ground with the horrible pain I felt in chest, after a few minutes someone touch my shoulder, I looked up to see Adrian. He didn't say anything but instead pulled me into his arms and rocked me back and forth.

"It's okay" he kept murmuring.

I tried to listen but the pain in my chest kept getting worse until it became unbearable. I pushed Adrian away and clutched my chest.

"What's wrong?" worry lacing his voice. I didn't listen as the pain travelled to my eyes.

"Get … L- Lissa" I managed to choke out. He ran out the door just as I collapsed onto the floor. I felt something warm travel down my cheek, I reached up my hand and touched it, I pulled my hand away to see blood. The pain travelled to my mouth, into my teeth and suddenly it stop. I dragged myself to the bathroom and pulled myself onto the counter but nearly fell with the shock …

My eyes … they were red, I opened my mouth slowly to see that my teeth were jagged and my canines were longer, but my skin was still tanned. I looked down at my chest to reveal a small black rose tattoo right were my heart is. I watched in total bewilderment as one of its petal disappeared.

I broke away from the mirror when I heard shouts coming from the hall. I could not let anyone see me like this so I opened the bathroom window and climbed through it.

Flashback over

A week or so later I met Rachel and Keith. Somehow they what happened to me. They explained to be that I was fola, and it only happens when spirit user heals or transforms a strigoi back to a mortal. However, since they were not staked someone else has to take their place, normally the spirit user does but if the spirit user has a bond mate they be transformed in to undead instead.

Lissa healed Dimitri. I'm bonded to Lissa. I am becoming a strigoi.

I asked them about the black rose on my chest; Keith was the one to explain this. He said that with each petal that falls off I become closer to becoming an evil monster. After that, they let me stay with them.

I'm still bonded to Lissa, I usually check up on her twice a day, that's way I'm this club a hotspot for strigoi to lurk, to make sure she's okay. I knew she had plenty of other guardians but you can never be safe enough.

I drowned my alcohol free martini and headed towards the dance floor. My dress got a lot of attention from guys; it was a simple black dress but hugged my curves and showed off my great body, the dress stopped about mid-high, I wore black heels encrusted in crystals on the straps. A love heart necklace hung from my neck (A/N see profile) As I danced and swayed to the music, I could feel someone's eyes on me, watching me as I moved around.

After a while I sensed through Lissa that the gang were getting ready to leave; I went out through the back exit so not to risk running into them. I took out my brown contacts they were annoying and irritating. I was about to leave when a voice stopped me …

"Rose?"

Ohh, who could it be … I wonder *evil smile*

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