Chapter 1

I jumped in my seat and dropped my book Wuthering Heights, on the floor. Someone with dark, big hands grabbed it and put it in front of me. I looked up and saw Jared Gold, my crush since I moved here in seventh grade. I have never liked another boyu since I first saw Jared. Not that it mattered I was really the kind of girl guys were always chasing.

"Thanks," I said, feeling like my face was on fire.

"No problem," he said, showing off his dimples and walked away. Jared knew who I was, how could he not. I wasn't the kind of nerd no one saw, I was the unlucky one that people often laughed at.

He was in the jock group anyways. The kind that dates cheerleaders or airheads who don't care if guys take advantage of them. I played soccer, the sport where the girls looked "too manly" but yet it was a girly sport. Whatever.


The rest of the day goes by pretty fast. Nothing important happens, I continue to stare at Jared in the two classes I have with him. Im walking out of the building, its cloudy out and clearly going to be raining in a few minutes. I see jared walk to his car, wouldn't it be amazing if he would just offer me a ride maybe even take me to one of his parties. A girl can dream right?

When I got home the house was empty. My mom died during childbirth when I was 5 to what was suppose to be my little brother, neither of the lived. So its just my dad, and my older brother, Liam who is away at USC. I jump on my bed and pull my diary out from under my pillow.

Dear diary,

Today Jared picked up a book for me. Which means he has to have noticed im in that class with him. Oh how I wish he would notice me as someone other than the girl who sprayed milk out of her nose and all over him in eight grade. Kim Gold. Looks great. Kimberly Ann Gold. K-

I roll over on my back, enough day dreaming for today.


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