When she claimed I accomplished repairing my soul bonded I didn't believe her. She showed me that in the loving him and casting the spells she told me. Ze taught me to forgive and yet be wary. She taught my lover to be kind yet iron fisted. She was the person he could relate to her past so similar. In many ways I was both jealous and proud. Jealous that he could relate to her yet, proud that I had one so similar to her. He surprised us all by reforming, freeing Siri and saving us all. He did all that and allowed me to be free and him to dissolve into nothing. Ze didn't mind, to her all that mattered was that I was free. She is so proud that I can be free and he is no longer known.
Ze knows it's time. We all know it's time. Ze's been here to long never changing, never shifting. She says even she has a limit to how long she can spend watching over us. Our guardian angel knows that now we are strong that we can do it ourselves. We can change the world. We can help those in need just as Ze did. We may not be able to fill her spot but we know as does Ze that we can make an impact simply by believing and following through.
Just like that she is gone. A member of the race she protects. There is no pain, no moment of sudden wisdom, no nothing. We don't even have a body. She is simply gone. After all those years; that near millennia she is gone. I don't know how long it will take to grasp that. Its scary how even the least mortal are still mortal. But it helps to know she is proud. Proud of what we can do and what we have our strength our power and our dreams.
Good bye Ze. May your spirit live on.