So this is my second fanfic, so don't know how good it will be. Sorry about the spelling XD
This is just a prologue so will up data later.
'Bla'= thought 'Bla'= talk (stealing it Mana sorry XD )
I do not own Final Fantasy VII... god I wish then I could have them all to myself. *hehehe*
No sound could be heard, but the rhythmic breathing of a heart, the raven haired SOLDIER stood by the sword rack, back straight, head high, as he put his weapon back on the bench. He gaze focused out at the training grounds below, trained on a certain blonde cadet. The SOLDIERs violet eyes dulled with sorrow and worry, he turns away, dragging his feet as he walked towards the door. 'What can I do to show how sorry I am? To show how much pain I'm in as a result of this mess.' The bounce that he usually walked with was gone. Zack hardly spoke to anyone as he walk down the corridor, no smile or hello, nothing. Head down, drowning in his pain. Everything hurt and only one person could help wash the pain away. 'And he's not even able to look at me, let alone have a conversation with me' Yes the occasional word was uttered, but not without it being mumbled in fear, the blonde never looking him in the eye or smiling like was once normal.
Getting home, he slow opened the door hoping against hope that his lovers would be there waiting for him like they used to. But all was dark, no hope lingered here. Sighing he walked in and turn on the lights to try to make it seem normal, like his world had not fallen apart. He ate in silence, hating that no laugher brightened the apartment. His room was cold and dark, begging for the warmth of the ones who could chase away the dark nightmares that lingered there. Curling up in a ball on top of the covers, the once strong SOLDIER began to cry, willing sleep to take him away for the dark, his shoulders shook, chest rising and falling fast with the pitiful sobs that fill the room. Nothing could be worse than this, nothing. He was alone, no one would come to him now... now that he was a monster.
Gradually time passed and his tears dried up, only the quite sniffs and red marks streaking down his cheeks could show his pain.
Hours later Zack's front door creaked open and a red headed figure slipped in. Quickly closing the door he made his way to the bedroom he knew his lover would be hiding in. Quietly pushing the bedroom door open, the red head could see his raven curl up tightly in the middle of his bed. The sound of soft whimpers could be heard. This was the moment man at the door knew his lover was on the verge of breaking completely.
'Zack?... Zack, Babe,' Reno gently reached to shake him, trying to get Zack to turn over so he could cuddle and comfort him. But Zack moved away from the red head and curled up more, murmuring
'N...No, stop. Leave me alone. I'm a monster...' 'I don't deserve your comfort or love' Zack ended the sentence. Reno tried to fallow Zack over the bed, shhhing him and whispering words of love to him. Suddenly the murmuring became yelling 'LEAVE ME ALONE, I'M A MONSTER!!!' and ran from the room to the adjoining bathroom where he slammed and locked the door. He could feel his body shaking and slipped down onto the floor curling up and sobbing harshly again.
Reno sat still in shock at how distort his lover was, he bowed his head in pain, listening to Zack's sobs. How could he fix this? He had one crying at his place, begging for everything to be good again and now he finds the other breaking in the same way, needing comfort but not finding it.
ARRR... so yeah hope u like XD please review so I know to keep writing.
M.Y