This Fanfic is set after Kacey comes out as a boy and Carol starts abusing her.

My Living Nightmare

Chapter 1 – The First Time

Kacey's POV

I had just got home from school with Dynasty and Barry had come home first and by the sounds of it had already told mum that I was a boy, which was just great as she would be ten times worse.

'KACEY GET IN HERE'

I put my bag on the floor and went through to the living room, she had told Barry and Dynasty to go upstairs as she wanted to talk 'in private'.

'WHAT IS THIS CRAPPE I HAVE BEEN HEARING?'

I didn't respond she was dangerous in this mood I didn't want to upset her; she walked up to me and grabbed me by the shoulders before dragging me up the stairs.

She went in my room and ripped all my posters down and then put everything I own in a bag and took it to the loft, she then confiscated both my football and headphones.

She then went in Dynasty's room and grabbed some off her stuff and clothes and put it in MY room, all really girly stuff, make-up and hair things.

'WHAT ARE YOU DOING?'

That was when she punched me; she was a lot stronger than she looked as well

'THIS BOY CRAPPE FINISHES NOW YOU ARE A GIRL AND WILL ACT LIKE ONE'

She then walked out of the room my eye was REALLY throbbing but I couldn't worry about that right now.

My new friend Zoe send me a text 'How did your mum take it?'

I replied 'she has lost it' and then I got called to dinner, it was the most awkward situation I have ever been in, Dynasty was being supportive but we couldn't talk a lot at the table and Barry and mum stared at me shaking their heads the whole time.

I went to bed that night and my eye was still painful, sleeping in my room when it was like this was impossible I needed to see the poster of my beloved boys on my wall, I didn't blame mum she couldn't handle it right now and would calm down, if only I could have known.

The next morning I woke up and noticed instantly my black eye from when mum had punched me, it was really bad and very sore but I covered it up with my hair hoping it would cover it but when I went down Dynasty noticed.

'What happened to your eye?'

'Hit the ball in my face didn't I?'

She seemed to accept it so I grabbed a piece of toast and walked back upstairs to get changed where I found mum laying out the whole uniform (which NOONE wears) with tights a skirt and high heeled shoes, I couldn't help laughing, the was no way I was wearing THAT, I do have some dignity.

Seeing the look on my face she tossed the uniform in my arms, she was still angry and not be prepared for a fight I put it on as I didn't HAVE to get out the car.

When we arrived at school Dynasty got out and mum started grabbing and pulling me to get out it hurt quite a lot so in the end I gave up fighting.

I was walking into school keeping my head down when I heard a voice behind me

'Kacey wat the fuck are you wearing?'

It was Zoe 'clothes' she was smirking and trying not to laugh so I walked off

'Oh just leave me alone Zoe'

'I'm sorry Kace, it was just a shock seeing you like that that's all, did your clothes get mixed up with Dynasty's or something?'

'No mum wants me to be more 'girly'

'Oh well you don't look to bad'

'I want to look like Kacey'

'I miss the old Kacey too she is the best'

I lifted my head up to smile at her and she noticed my eye

'What happened to your eye?'

'Nothing' I tried desperately to cover my eye with my hair again but it made her more suspicious.

'Barry did this didn't he?'

'No he didn't it was mum but she was mad that's all'

'You're mum hits you?'

'No it is the first time; don't tell it was just an one off'

Zoe agreed not to tell as it was the first time but if I had known how it would get but I would have let her tell right there and then.