Summary: Shin has always hated it when Yankumi talks about Shinohara-san. But one day, he saw Yankumi, down and hopeless – because of Shinohara-san. And one thing Shin knew, it's his time to prove that his love for her is ever lasting.

Disclaimer:

I'm not going to hurt you

A Gokusen fan fiction

sushidreams

Chapter One: I can't take it anymore.

It was a very rainy day at Shirokin and as usual, Shin couldn't get to hang out to his favorite spot, the roof top. The benches were wet and all he could do was to stay at the classroom and listen to his math teacher, Yamaguchi Kumiko. This isn't fun for his part since listening to her is very much boring. She always slump her shoulders whenever his 'well educated classmates' are not answering her math questions.

He clamps his thighs and places his heated forehead on his cold desk. Sleeping will be the best remedy for boring things like this but Kumiko isn't an opponent to kill. She always keeps an eye to him and all he could do is to roll his eyes and ignore her angry plea. She's always that 'happy-go-luck-yet-clueless-teacher'. And he hated that attitude. But, pretending to interested to her class isn't the best solution. You have to insult her to become happy a bit.

"Sawada!" Kumiko shouted, pointing a finger to Shin's place. "I told you not to sleep at my class!"

He didn't move a muscle. "I'm tired."

"That's not an excuse, young gentleman!"

"Let me sleep."

"No way!"

Annoyed, he stood up and eyed her narrowly. She knew that he's annoyed to her little sermon but she didn't mind it. He's only her student so why bother being concern? He let out a little exasperation enough for Kumiko to hear.

"And what does that mean?" she asked, very much angry.

"I'm out of here." he retorted, icily.

He fled out of the classroom and went to the roof top even if the rain is heavy pouring from the heavens. Kumiko, as usual, blazing with anger, ran up the stairs and told her class to just keep quiet. Shin sat down from the wet bench and looked down, restlessly. He was very much tired since last night because Natsumi came to his apartment, asking him for some advices. Of course, he helped her a bit and had slept around 4:32 in the morning. He was about to close his eyes when he heard footsteps coming up from the roof top. He knew it.

"You brat!" Kumiko scolded but was little bit concerned to see him, getting wet from the rain. "Aren't you cold?!"

He didn't answer.

"It's raining in here, you little idiot!"

He didn't opened his tired eyes and look at her.

"You might get a cold by staying in here, Sawada! Open your eyes, you little brat!"

He opened his eyes, slowly. "Why don't you just leave me alone?"

Kumiko blinked in confusion. "What?"

"All that little things you do, it always annoy me. You're being too annoying nowadays, Yankumi. Just leave me alone and don't give a little damn about me, getting cold or what."

"What the hell are you talking about?"

He closed his eyes again, pretending to be upset when he's really a bit uplifted that Kumiko's concerned about him. "Leave me alone."

Kumiko was surprised but mustered her guts to run towards him. Removing her red and white tracksuit, she wrapped her arms over him and wrapped the tracksuit to him. Shin eyes widened by the sudden contact. "I'm not leaving you alone, idiot." she said, as she grabbed Shin's hands and lifted him from the wet bench.

They were both wet but didn't say anything to each other. Shin couldn't look at her, wearing only a white shirt since she removed her tracksuit for him.

"Y-Yankumi… are you okay?" Shin asked, a little worried.

"I'm okay." she said, assuring that she's okay.

They moved into a dry place. Shin patted his uniform but he didn't really mind getting cold. He was used to the cold. "Why did you offer your tracksuit?" he asked.

"You're wet." she answered, untying her pony tail. "And I can never forgive myself from not rescuing you, Sawada."

Shin blushed a bit. "It's not going to work, anyway."

"You know, I really want this kind of thing to happen. Shinohara-san and I, sharing an umbrella on the rainiest day of the year. Losing each other's energy by just looking at each other's eyes. You know cheesy stuffs like that."

The small smile that painted Shin's lips suddenly disappeared. Shinohara-san again. For the umpteenth time, she was always talking about that lawyer guy who never put his eyes on her.

"You're still sure that lawyer guy will like you?" he said, very much annoyed.

"Well, I'm not sure if he really likes me but I could tell whenever his eyes meet mine, Shin." she said, feeling a sudden giddiness from her system.

"You…could tell?"

"It's the eye contact, Shin."

He rolled his eyes, irritated. He cursed his self so many times this month because he can't even tell Kumiko what he really for her. That blissful feeling that he always get whenever Kumiko is close to him is too far out from reality. He's only a student. And there will be no chance that Kumiko will see him as another man to her life. For sake, she's a stubborn teacher!

"Maybe you're jealous, na, Shin?!" she teased.

"And why did you think I'm jealous?" he retorted, irritated. "It's not like you're so much important to me, Kumiko."

Kumiko's eyes widened a bit. Did he really have to say that? "Ehhh…"

"Don't look at me like I'm just another student of yours, Yankumi. Maybe I'm not a very honest person, but trust me; I don't feel any mutual feeling for you."

"Sawada…"

He glared at her. "Don't expect too much from me. It's like that I don't trust you but you're such stubborn teacher. And please, ditch Shinohara-san whenever we are talking? I just don't like him being our subject."

Kumiko didn't answer. "What do you mean by that?"

"Well," he said, handing her the tracksuit. "Thank you for rescuing me to this hell rain. And maybe, that lawyer guy and you will have a good ending, ne? So, see you around."

Shin walked away. Well, if we have listened a little, we could hear that he's cursing his self for being such a selfish person. He just can't take it anymore. There is this strong feeling, which wraps in his body. Kumiko is the most important person in his life right now, but he again broke her heart by being such a devious person.

Meanwhile, Kumiko is still down. Shin's word really hit her but this isn't the end. That kid will beg for forgiveness once he realized that he's the wrong one.

Next Chapter: I want to say sorry.

A/N: Updates will be posted weekly, as promised. I guess, Shin became so much absurd in this chapter. But really, he's just jealous about Shinohara-san. In the next chapter, Kumiko will have a heart breaking moment with Shinohara-san! Will Shin rescue her and finally apologize to her? Find out on the next chapter! ;)