Current song listening to: lets dance- lady gaga.

this story is already well under way. only posting chapter one for right now. r+r

disclaimer: i dont own twilight. -drops to knees and crys- (:

I pulled the hood up over my head and threw down the cigarette that had been hanging from my mouth.

Bad habit.

I started walking towards the street the condo was on and sighed when I heard my name being called.

I grabbed the mint and gum from my pocket and shoved then in my mouth.

I chewed for a while before turning around. Edward didn't know I smoked again and it was going to stay that way.

He had been my best friend since kindergarten.

And I was inevitably in love with him.

And, as oblivious as he is, he doesn't know.

"yeah." I called to the running god down the street.

"GUESS WHAT!" he hollered.

"what, I don't know."

"I've met someone."

"how nice." I turned around and kept walking. He followed my rapid pace.

"she is SO hot. God, I all but threw up when I talked to her."

I just shook my head and pursed my lips.

Hoping for Edward to love me wasn't really my forte.

"and she's going to meet you in a few days, she's in Kansas visiting family. And-" I stopped short

when he said that and interrupted with,

"I don't want to meet her." I tried to hide my disgust but I just couldn't.

Every time I meet one of his many girlfriends, they try to make me jealous. I don't know why, they

just do.

His eyebrows furrowed. "why not?"

I rolled my eyes and kept walking.

"pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee!" he begged.

I pulled the hood further on my head and ignored his pleads.

I reached the condo then.

While pulling out the key, my pack of cigarettes fell out of the pocket of my jeans.

I sighed, bent over to pick them up, and met Edwards confused eyes.

"bad habit." I mumbled.

He shook his head. "I thought you quit."

I shrugged and pushed open the door only to find Alice on the couch watching some foreign movie.

"schmuck," Alice murmured shaking her head.

"why don't you just meet her." Alice said without looking up from the movie.

I paused, "because, I just don't want to ok." she looked up finally from her movie and gave me a look. I shook my head.

"convince her, Alice." Alice was Edwards sister.

She had been my best friend ever since I met her.

I had been her Barbie doll for about three years, and then she got frustrated when I wouldn't were some green thing for Edwards 13th birthday. It was a shirt, she had said, but it didn't hide much.

I sighed.

"no."

" I think I'm going to go lay down."

"what those cigarettes too much for you" Edward bantered

"now I'm definitely not meeting her."

" NO NO NO, I WAS KIDDING!." I started walking into my room and he followed me chattering all the way.

"please, Bella you're my best friend, and I NEED you to meet her."

I sighed. "fine but I'm leaving after I meet her."

He breathed a sigh of relief. "ok."

I rolled my eyes and walked into my room.

My cell phone buzzed and a text message from Jacob popped on the screen.

You comin tonight?

I sent a quick reply. And threw my phone on my bed to look for something to where, just remembering the party he was having tonight.

I turned my head the side and tapped my chin as I surveyed my closet.

"Aha." I said aloud as I took out my dark skinny jeans and the shirt I had been looking for.

I slipped them on and looked over my hair.

I turned on my straightened and began the search for my dark purple skinny headband that would match perfectly with my outfit.

I searched through my drawers and under my bed.

Someone had it in there hand and I grabbed it gratefully.

It was Alice.

"where did you din it?" she smiled.

"I had it, I needed to borrow it for a day. I had a date"

"Ooh"

"yeah. So it seems like your listening to my advice. The jeans match perfectly with that shirt, BUT,-" she said, and handed me the cute black velvet vest off my headboard.

"throw this on top and it will complete the look"

I put on the vest and gave myself the once over.

Alice was right.

I straightened my hair so it was bored straight.

I smiled and slipped the headband on.

"cute." she said.

I nodded.

We walked out, "ready for Jacob's party?" I asked her confused.

She knew we were going.

"THAT'S where your going? I kept wondering. No let me go get ready, I'll be ready in an hour." I nodded and plopped down on the computer.

No new emails.

I sighed and got up to turn on the TV.

My phone started to ring. I ran back in my room to get it.

"hello?" I said into the receiver breathlessly.

I stared down at the cell phone on my bed and listened as the girl on the other end asked, "um, is Edward there?"

I stood straight.

Was this the girl?

"he doesn't live here. Next time why don't you try calling his house?" I slammed the phone down.

Ok, so that was a little mean. but I didn't care.

Edward giving his new girlfriend my number was even ruder.The phone rang again.

I waited a minute. Then picked it up.

"hello," I said annoyed.

"look, sorry, is this Bella? Edward told me to call you, I don't know ok, I didn't exactly want to do this.-"

"this is Alice." she said on the other end.

"I got it Alice." I said into the phone.

"alright" she replied hanging up the phone.

"Bella?" the girl asked on the other end.

"what"

"I'm Tanya, and Edward, told me to call. Which I guess was a bad idea. Huh?"

"look-" I said. "why don't we just say I wasn't rude at all, and we got along good. It would make it a hell of a lot easier if you just said that."

"alright."

"I have to go, I'm going to a party." and with that I hung up.

"who was it?" Alice said.

I jumped. "god, Alice, what are you trying to do scare the bejeezus out of me." I shook my head.

"ready?" I asked.

She nodded.

"alright lets go."

At the party.

"BEL-LA!" Jacob slurred.

I rolled my eyes and laughed.

The red cup I had in my hand was getting empty. Alice was snuggling up to some guy

And I had been talking to one of my ex's brad.

Jacob was drunker than me on my birthday.

Ha. I patted him on the shoulder and said, "I'm going. I'll call you tomorrow, when your...well less drunk" I laughed again.

"noo! Bella stay the party's just starting."

I laughed and threw my cup in the trash can.

"BELLA!" brad yelled.

"I'll walk you home." he said looking at Alice.

"alright." I said.

We had been walking for a while when brad said "you know I still like you. And I think-" someone from behind interrupted him.

"Bella? Is that you?"

I already have 13 chapters written, but If you want them on here, review.