Shattered Dreams and A Life Worth Living
Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha!... but it cant stop me from wishing hee hee hee.
Chapter 1: Tears of Hate & Tears of Sorrow
Kagome paused as she came from out of the bone eaters well resting against the ledge to gazed upon the stars. -How beautiful they looked - she pondered as she rested after climbing the well's wall.
Her thoughts being jerked back to reality as she sensed someone watching her from a near by tree. With habit she jumped the rest of the way out of the well and pulling her bow and arrow in front to attack any on that dared to approach.
A figure jumping down from the shaded tree to show them selves "calm down Kagome its only me" said a failure voice.
With relief and anger Kagome saw it was only Inuyasha. "Inuyasha! You startled me! Don't you ever do that again!" she said as she lifted her chin and turn slightly in a different direction wile showing a display of stubbornness Inuyasha had well-known Kagome for.
Though Kagome had watched Inuyasha and Kikyou share a kiss, Kagome still came back to the feudal era to continue to help find the jewel shards. Kagome could still not help but feel the hurt that Inuyasha had shattered every feeling she felt for Inuyasha leaving her body and mind numb with pain as she watched them kiss.
At this memory her eyes began to sting and she could feel the tears coming and blurring her vision. Holding them back as much as possible Kagome turned back toward Inuyasha to ask "what are you doing here at this time of night any way Inuyasha?" with curious but yet angry eyes. "Feh.. I thought it a little expected Kagome I always waiting for you to return from your time and I could not sleep so I came and waited here early by the well for you. I must admit Kagome you are a bit early. What's the rush?" spoke Inuyasha in a calm but light voice in hopes to lighten up the conversation acting as if that scene between him and Kikyou had never happened.
Kagome unable to hold back the anger from recent events from the night before gave Inuyasha a glare "Why do you even care? What makes you think that I want you to wait for me? AND how can you stand there and pretend what happened yesterday never happened at all and still look me in the eyes?" Kagome said in an angry voice staring at Inuyasha strait in the eyes. Realizing her own words her eyes saddened and became teary again.
Looking away Kagome whispered silently "I'm sorry Inuyasha that was to bold of me to say." Tears running now running down her cheeks she slowly stud and turned and faced the woods and only took a few steps and stopped "Inuyasha?...Just please don't forget that I would have always loved you and cared for you.. But I guess it was just not meant to be." The tears now rolling down her cheeks faster now she took off into the woods not stopping to hear Inuyasha's reply.
Before Inuyasha had tried to grab Kagome to comfort her as he saw the tears falling she had already run into Inuyasha's Forest and disappear into the schreberi. He himself now feeling wet tears falling down his cheeks now realizing the pain he himself inflicted upon the young miko girl and was angry with him self that he had treated her so badly during the time that they all had spent with each other trying to defeat Naraku.
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Alright here is the first chapter please be patient with me seeing as this is my very first story to be put up on FF. Hope you enjoy the story and reviews are greatly appreciated thank you.
