Well as I am soooooo overwhelmed and touched with Will and Lou and their love story, I came up with this story. A story about Will and Clark. After I saw the movie and read the book, this couple stayed scored on my heart and it will stay there forever. It's so devastated that Will went to Dignitas because he loves her as much as she loves him. So, this is a two chapter story people. Chapter one is about Lou's point of view and her feelings about Will. Chapter two is about Will's point of view and his feelings about Lou. Clark, as he likes to call her. The story takes place after Alicia's and Rupert's wedding and the night they spent at the hotel away from the annex. This story explains that even Will did go to Switzerland, his love with Lou is eternal and they will be together forever. They will be walking beside each other's side every step of the way, no matter what. Until they will meet again. So I hope you'll like it. Please review!

Louisa

His eyes, his skin, his touch. All beautiful, all perfect. All I can think about is how much I want to kiss him. And I know he wants that too. Oh and that day I shaved him. His lines, his lips, absolute perfection. And that smile. I got lost in that smile. I still do. I will never stop. I can see it in his eyes. Will Traynor is the only person that reads my soul. At first we weren't close. Well it seemed that we weren't close. Because now I know that I loved him from the first day. As he did loved me. And even if we seemed that we didn't get along at first, after the carrots I put in his soup, the pesto with the green gravy and the French movie we saw together, we expressed our intimacy to each other. Will Traynor, the young and handsome and perfect man that was bitter for the last two years, because of this bloody accident, became so intimate with me. He began joking and enjoying my company. Who knew? That under his sadness he could reveal his perfect self? But I could still see this sadness in his eyes and I didn't like it.

That night with the Molahonkey song … "Tell me something good" he said. And I did. I made him laugh. I saw him expressing his love and feelings to me without even none of us know it at that moment. And his sadness went away. Until I asked him if he did ever loved anything that much as I did loved my bumblebee tights. "Yes, yes I did" he said with a nostalgic and sad tone. It broke my heart and I shouldn't have asked that.

But his sadness is going away every time I am looking back into his eyes. Who could ever imagine that the bitter, sad Will Traynor would become sweet, thoughtful and concerned about me? Still sarcastic but in the good way of meaning. And I love his sarcasm.

I fell in love with him instantly. From the first second I walked in this annex. And I know he is the only one for me and my true love. And he feels the same. I can see it. I can feel it. From his words. From his actions. He found a job for my dad. He has done everything to make me happy. He found and bought me for my birthday these gorgeous and hard for me to find bumblebee tights. He remembered the tights. He agreed to a trip just the two of us and I am hopeful that I can change a decision that he made some time ago ….. Switzerland …

I can even now hear his words:

"And it means that one day you can go off and spread your wings without worrying about everyone else. Put yourself first for once"

This phrase makes me understand that he didn't tell me that just about my dad and that he finally had a job. He meant everyone including himself. And if I am right then Will Traynor is wrong. Because of course I put Will first. As he puts me first. And that is true love. And I love him so much.

"You only get one life. It's actually your duty to live it as fully as possible" he said and he is right. He means by that, that I have to see the world. And it sounded natural to me when I thought about it at that moment. But now I understand that living your life as fully as possible, means to love someone with all your heart. Find your true love. And I have. I found him. And I know he understands it. That he feels the same sense of fulfillment.

"Do you know something Clark? You are pretty much the only thing that makes me want to get up in the morning" and this phrase says: I love you Clark. He is afraid and mad with what happened to him in that bloody accident. And he is sad about it. And that hurts me. And after that day that I accidentally found out what he's planning to do …. In Switzerland ….. . I am so bloody furious. I want him. I love him. And I'm so scared that I will lose him. And I am trying to change his mind. I need to try. I want to try. He deserves for me to try and save him. Change his mind about Switzerland. Because he is also the only thing for me that makes me feel alive and want to get up in the morning. Me before him, Oh before him, I just existed.

But knowing him, I am afraid that although he does loves me so much, he will still want to go there …. In Switzerland … No matter what I will try to change his mind. Not because he doesn't love me, but because he suffers too much. Pain, exhaustion, pneumonia, autonomic dysreflexia are things he knows too damn well. And even if it kills me to see him suffering like this, it will equally and more kill me if he does what he plans in Switzerland. He also wants to go to Switzerland even now that I am in his life because except from physical suffering, he believes that he can't give me what I need. I know that he thinks that. And he couldn't be more wrong. Because he gives me everything. He's everything I've ever wanted. And I'm everything he's ever wanted and he suffers so much. How can I help him? How can I make him see that this chair doesn't have to define him? That we can manage his pain together? Because despite his physical disability, Will Traynor is anything but disabled. He's perfect. And he loves me. He wants me to see the world. But the whole world isn't worth seeing if he won't be with me. If he will do what he plans to do in Switzerland. I must convince him to live. I will help him manage the pain.

But what if? … Oh I am afraid even to think about it. What if he will do it? That bloody thing in Switzerland? Bloody hell. Our love is unique. It's the kind of love that never fades away. And if he will do this I will react with anger by his decision, if I won't succeed to change his mind. Because I love him too much to accept that. Because I have hope that I will stop him even in the last minute. But at the end of the day, no matter how angry I will get, I will be in his side no matter what. And if he will do this, our love won't disappear. But God I need to stop him. I must change his mind. I am trying so hard. I will do anything. But if…. –and I pray to God that this won't happen - if he wants to do this anyway, I know that he loves me more than anything , more than him, as I love him more than anything and more than myself and that we will be forever together. And I will wait until I see him again. We are connected in heart and soul always. We will never lose each other. We'll be standing beside each other every step of the way. Because there's no other way. It's our destiny to be together. We have the kind of love that is beyond borders, beyond death, beyond everyone, beyond everything. And you only get one true love and for me, that eternal love, has only one name: William Traynor. My Will. As I know that his love, his one true love, has one name only: Louisa Clark. His Clark. And I will always be his Clark. We will be together forever.

I will try with all my heart to change his mind because it hurts so bad thinking of seeing him doing what he plans to do in Switzerland. But if I won't change his mind, I will never lose him and he will never lose me. If I don't change his mind, I don't want to imagine myself with any other man. It's impossible to love someone else as I love him. But even if someday I will get married or make a family I won't be happy because he will not be Will. Because Will is my soul mate and the love of my life. So maybe I will always be single, maybe I will get married but with no love for that person. Because he will not be Will. I want to make a family with Will and we can adopt children knowing that physically is very difficult to have kids on our own. I love him. But if he will do what he plans in Switzerland, I will always be with him and I will wait until the day I will see him again. And I will see him again. I will end up with him.

Because no matter where I will be or what I will do or who I will be with, I will always truly, completely and honestly love Will Traynor. He is my beginning and he will be my end.

I will never give up on him and he will never give up on me. We will be together forever in heart, in soul, in mind, in everything.

I will be walking beside you Will Traynor every step of the way. No matter what. I love you. Always have, and I will always will.

We will always be together …