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It was winter. I was in my room and was sitting beside the window. I kept on questioning myself about Arme. How long was it that I loved Arme? Each day my feelings for her only increases. I'm not good at expressing my emotions and I don't know the reason. I wonder if she noticed my love for her. Everyday I'm trying to tell her my feelings but I always ended up changing the subject. If she will notice my love for her I'll be happy even though I've never once put them into words. I closed my eyes for a moment to recall the first time I met her.
(Flashback)
"I'm sorry it's my fault that the person close to you died." Lass said. Elesis was about to get her sword which she dropped at the ground but Arme stopped her.
"It's okay. You were controlled. Cheer up!" Arme held out her hand as she gave a warm loving smile that gave happiness and hope. Most importantly a smile that made Lass fell in love with her.
(End of flashback)
My love for her is just like the snow they quietly kept on accumulating. My thoughts were ruined by a knock on the door. I opened the door and was surprised to see Arme. She asked me if she could come in and I nodded. She sat beside the window also as I went to my seat. She smiled at me again. Her fluffy jacket, pants and boots made her cute. I started the conversation by calling her lil' violet from what Sieghart said. She puffed her cheeks and pouted making her extremely cute.
"It's cold isn't it?" She replied. I nodded. She sat beside me. I was surprised that she held me tight. I know what it was like to be loved by someone now. I want to tell her my feelings but a part of me doesn't want to know because I might hurt myself. She smiled.
"I wish you wouldn't be cold from what I did." She said as she exited the room. How long will I need to be thinking of you? My sighs fogged up the glass that much. I asked myself another question. Can a candle flame still melt my trembling heart? I wished that she would hold me tight longer and tighter like she doesn't want to lose me. That time I didn't feel cold. Someone knocked again. I opened it and saw Arme again. She told me that lunch was ready. She said that she also made her favourite, strawberry shortcake. I followed her to the dining room. There were many foods. Then it hit me. It was her birthday. After lunch, I saw Elesis and Ronan went to the training field, Lire and Ryan at the greenhouse, Amy and Jin at the music room, Mari and Sieghart at the library. I greeted her and asked if the two of us could go outside. As we walked towards the forest, I shivered. Arme noticed and hugged me. That hug, it didn't make me feel cold after the icy wind. She told me that we should go back. We went back at the castle. Arme immediately entered her room. I also went inside my room. Every time I think of Arme I miss her so much. Before I took a seat I heard a knock. I opened it and saw that it was Arme. She gave me a present even I'm the one who should give her one. She closed the door suddenly. I opened the present and smiled. Today, I held this half-finished muffler, all alone. I knew Arme still haven't gone inside her room. I leaned on the door and thanked her.
"If there was an eternally falling snow, could it hide my feelings for you?" I said making sure she can hear me.
"If you're cold, I'll just hold you tight. I feel the same way for you." She responded. I knew that she was leaning on the door also. What it was like to be loved by someone? I know the answer to my question now.
"I love you Lass." I heard her say. That feeling wells up in my chest.
"I want to shout to the wintery sky that I want to see you and I love you more than everything."