He Ain't Feelin' Anything!
By: BirdieEsme10
~So, I know not everyone listens to country music, I love it by the way, but here's my take on what Bella's really feelin' when she's with Ed!
"Dead Flowers"-Miranda Lambert~ - Robin
"I feel like the flowers in this vase"
About three things I was absolutely postive.
First, Edward was a vampire.
"He just brought'em home one day, ain't they beautiful he said"
Second, there was a part of him- and I didn't know how dominant that part might be-that thirsted for my blood.
And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him.
Am I still in love with Edward?
You're not good for me, Bella.....
"They been here in the kitchen
And the waters turnin' gray"
That day he left I just couldn't take it,and it almost destroyed me, so why am I still in love with this beautiful mystery?
"They're sittin' in the vase but now they're dead"
"Dead flowers"
I saved him and he would have died to save me, all for me!
"I feel like this long string of lights
They lit up our whole house on Christmas Day"
I'm here, and I love you....I have always loved you, and I will always love you.......
But, he never lets me see Jacob.....why can't love actually be a little fairy tale-ish!
"But now it's January and now the bulbs are all burned out
But still they hang, like dead flowers"
He's supposed to be perfect but.....he yells, argues, commands, and can't even hold or kiss me without restraining!
"He ain't feeling anything
My love, my hurt, or the sting of this rain
I'm living in a hurricane
All he can say is man ain't it such a nice day
Yeah yeah"
And Jake, I can't love both of them without feeling like it's all my fault.....
They both are killing me with lies, arguements, and telling me it's okay and to not worry!
"I feel like the tires on this car
You said we won't go far but we're still rollin
I look in the rear view and I see dead flowers in the yard
And that string of lights they ain't glowin' "
I'm no good for you, Bella.....
"Like dead flowers"
Anything. Anything else. You'd be better off dead. I'd rather you were.........
"Like dead flowers"
Anything. Anything else. You'd be better off dead. I'd rather you were.........
"UUUGH, HE'S RIGHT!"
"He ain't feeling anything
My love, my hurt, or the sting of this rain
I'm driving through a hurricane
All he can say is man ain't it such a nice day"
Driving long and hard on my motocycle, I go down the recongizable path way as Jacob's words scream at me inside my head!
Anything. Anything else. You'd be better off dead. I'd rather you were.........
I stop and before I even get off my bike, Edward appears confused and angry.
"Bella, I really wish you would get rid of that dogs bike!"
"He ain't feeling anything
My love, my hurt, or the sting of this rain
I'm driving through a hurricane
All he can say is man ain't it such a nice day"
"Edward.....I...d-don't...w-want...you...a-anymore!"
"Hey hey, I guess he'll just go to waste"
"Like dead flowers"
Love, Life, Meaning.....over......but then truly found!
As I fall in the love, life, and meaningful arms of my true beautiful warm, sweet werewolf!
No, dead flowers!
* DONT HATE ED FANS! This song just sounded like she feels in my head so, here it is....R&R FELLOW TEAM JACOB'S! AND DONT HATE IF YOU DONT LIKE IT! * -Robin