Ok so this is my second fanfiction sooooo... I hope you like it even thought it might suck XD
It's a Gajeel and Juvia story. Honestly i don't think Juvia is right for Gray, she tries so hard just to be pushed away. I pair Juvia with Gajeel maybe even Lyon, don't get me wrong Gruvia is awesome, but it's not for me.. so if your still interested keep reading :D
~My Wish~
"All done sir" I whispered as i showed the elderly man in front of me a tied up group of thief's.
"Hmm!" He growled "Took you long enough!" he said, almost yelling. There was a sour cold tone in his voice as he said those words.
"I'm sorry" I whispered as i placed the robe in his hands
"Either way this is coming off your reward!" he yelled snatching the robe from my hands
"I understand" i whispered
I knew this had nothing to do with my mission. I finished in three days instead of the week i had promised. I also took out six thief's while the man assured me that there was only one maybe two. But he was a client, even if i did correct him. He might complain to master Mackrov. The last thing i wanted was one more complain to worry the man that saved me from my previous guild.
I sighed as i nodded to the man "I understand" i said once again before i made me way to the door.
I collected my reward as i headed towards the train station. I bought a ticket and sat down on an empty bench, my pale blue suitcase next to me.
I couldn't help but wonder, when did i became so weak?
In my previous guild people looked up to me, even feared me, but now all i was. Was another love blinded fangril.
My mind wondered to why i was here in the first place. Then i remembered.
It was all do to Gray.
I chuckled a bit under my breath. Gray?
When did i stopped calling him Gray-Sama? It was true, i did love him, but what good is it to love someone that will never love you?
I heard a loud whistle, and i stood from the bench as i walked towards the train. Sitting down on an empty booth next to the window.
Is not like i hated him. I just loved him less, more like a good friend than a lover. Well at least i told myself that, but deep down i knew if a chance were to come, i would take him without any second thought.
The reason i even left for this mission, was to clear my head.
Why was it that he never looked my way twice without frowning? I did everything i could for him. I cheered for him against his fights with Natsu. I even followed him to make sure he got home safely. I even took out all those girls from enemy guilds out of his reach.
Even so he still hated me. But why?
The view outside was sad and gloomy, it felt like it was acting like i was.
A small drop of rain tapped the window, and soon afterwards a crowd of drops followed. Making small dripping sounds with each drop that fell.
Drip,
Drop,
Drip,
Drop
A small tear fell down my own cheek, but i closed my eyes shut before others followed.
I was Heartbroken.
Deep down i knew i had to stop loving him, but my heart tightened at the thought of not being able to be with him.
Even if it was from afar, I loved seeing him.
Laugh and Play,
Fight and Cry,
To be by his side made me feel like home.
A thing i never had in the past. Fairy Tail was the place i felt close to.
My Family, My Friends.
But Gray made my knees feel weak and he will sent waves of heat down my body.
His deep black eyes, made me feel hypnotize. His bare body, made me water, and his low husky voice made me want to crawl under him. Still he never seemed to notice his affects on me.
I loved him. I did.
But sometimes you have to let go of those you love. Even if it broke my heart. To love someone was to let them be happy.
Tears were now running down my cheek, i felt so useless, so unloved. Was love always this hard? I knew i would never be able to love again. For how could you love someone, when you were already deeply in love with someone else.
I will just have to stay single, and let him be happy. When the right time came i will be able to find love again.
The train stopped and i wiped away my tears. I couldn't let anyone see me like this. It would break their hearts and they will worry. The last thing i wanted was to worry my only family.
I stepped down the train, Rain still falling.
I could hear people yell and scream at the bad weather but i was used to it.
I walked down the road, bags in my hands.
"Kyaaaaaa! Natsu It's Raining!" screamed Lucy running towards the train station.
She ran right past me, ignoring every sight that i was there.
"It's just a little rain Lucy" said the great Titania, pulling a cart full of luggage.
"It's ok Lucy I'll heat you up!" said Natsu his hand bursting with flames.
"Kyaaaa!" yelled Lucy as she dashed forward Natsu following after her.
I smiled at the sight. Even in this weather they still had fun. Well they were from Fairy Tail anyways.
I continued walking, head healed a little higher.
The i heard a whisper
"I hate this weather" it whispered
i stopped dead in my tracks, as my whole body swinged around.
That voice..It was all to familiar
I froze, eyes opened wide in shock as i swinged back around rain starting to pour down.
More screams were heard.
All i could do was run, run and run till my legs ached with pain.
I had no idea where i was going, no idea where i was headed but where ever it was it was better that where i had been before.
That was because, when i turned around my heart shattered as i saw
A tall man, with raven hair, no shirt just a pair of black baggy pants, walking away in the pouring rain
Whispering into thick air, with the voice i once fell in love with
"I hate this weather"
His words roamed inside my head
"I hate this weather...I hate this weather...I hate this weather.."
After that my mind went blank. All i could see was my feet running on the floor of the forest.
Stepping on dirt, leaves, twigs, and rocks
A thick root stuck out; catching my boot, thrusting my forward. Making me fall on the muddy floor i felt with a loud thump!
I was covered in mud, and i was drenched. Rain was still pouring down on me. Tears filled my eyes and my nose was running.
I clenched my coat. My heart ached it felt like i had been stabbed multiple time by a knife by the person i was deeply in love with.
His voice making fun of me laughing at my misery.
I couldn't hold it anymore. I clenched my fists next to me hitting them against the hard ground underneath me.
I let out a yell, one that i never knew i was holding.
A yell that could rival that of any Dragon Slayer.
My roar filled the thick atmosphere, Birds flew out in every direction. Echoing my yell.
Tears rolled down my cheek, whipping away the dirt in them. I yelled and yelled, till my throat was sore and all you could hear were muffling sounds.
Something grew inside me that day. Something i was scared to see.
Hate,
Sorrow,
Guilt,
Revenge,
Disgust,
It left a shallow hole inside me, something that could never be replaced.
I cried for god knows how long. The tears in my eyes were not even from sadness anymore. They were just crystal tears with nothing but distasteful salt.
My head felt like a nest of wasps had invaded.
My vision began to blur, and the echoing sounds of my screams seemed to have been muffled down with the sounds of nature.
I was falling...
and i felt...
back pressed against the wet floor
I fainted,
but i wished it would have been more than that
I wished i would have fell to my never ending sleep...
I wished i would have fell...
...To my death