Never knew what love meant…
P.S. This is a song-fic too. Uh Mariah Carey's
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A lonely night, I stood alone in the dark. Thinking about that beautiful pink haired girl smiling sweetly at me. Her beautiful eyes made my knees weak. But I know I can't ever have her. She's so beautiful and nice and sweet.... Oh who am I kidding? Yamato has her. Yamato always gets what he always wants. He can have any girl in the school. But can't he just let my sweet Mimi go? But my thoughts were interrupted my mother's call.
I would give up everything
Before I'd separate
Myself from you
After so much suffering
I finally found unvarnished truth
I was all by myself
For the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heartache
Would not subside
I felt like dying
Until you saved my life
"Bed time, Ken."
"Coming." I looked once more at the beautiful opening sky. Thinking, hoping, praying one day Mimi would come to me.
I walked towards my room and spotted Wormmon sleeping happily on a corner of my bed. I smiled to myself. As the digidestineds defeated me. I actually felt happier. But the happiest day of my life was meeting Mimi Tachikawa.
~* flash back *~
"Ohayou." I said to my friends, but my eyes stopped when I spotted Mimi...
"Who's that." I whispered. Hikari heard me and grabbed my hand and let towards Mimi. She introduced both of us.
"Oh, that's Mimi." Hikari smiled.
"Hi, Mimi." I said with a blush. Just then Mimi whispered something into Hikari's ear.
"Ohayou, Ken-kun." She reached her soft silky hand towards me. I blushed and shook her hand.
"Nice to meet you Mimi." I bowed.
"Same to you Ken." Mimi gave me one of her sweet smiles that I would give anything to see.
She walked away with her beautiful pink hair swaying back and forth making me dizzy. That was the best day of my life.
~* Flash back ends *~
I sat on my bed staring and smiling at wormmon. That little creature sure can sleep! I lay down keep thinking about Mimi. How can I ever tell her that I like her or maybe even love if I can't get near her? And once I do, I blush like crazy. She'll think I am nothing but a wimp. I closed my eyes hoping all the images of her will get out of my mind. Because of her, I can't sleep, I can't eat, and I can't do anything! Before I knew it, I was fast asleep with all the problems out of my head once and for all.
^^ Next morning ^^
"Good morning Ken." Wormmon spoke quietly hoping mom and dad won't hear him. I opened up my eyes and faced a very happy Wormmon.
"Good morning Wormmon. Did you have a good night sleep?" I asked.
"Of course I did." Wormmon laughed gently and crawled back to his corner.
I sat up, yawned and got out of my bunk bed.
I smiled and said, "I'll bring you breakfast okay?"
"Thanks Ken." Wormmon went back to whatever he was doing.
"Okay then!" I went into the bathroom and did the daily usual. Brush my teeth from top to bottom, washed my face and changed myself into my school uniform. How I wish I could go to Mimi's high school. But, I have to go to a boring old private school. But, I smiled to myself. At least I got to know her right?
I went into the kitchen and grabbed some breakfast and headed back into my room.
"Hey, Wormmon. Breakfast is ready."
"Okay." Wormmon crawled out and headed towards the tray. He eagerly swallowed a piece of pancake. I sat there eating happily along.
"Time for school Ken!" Mother called.
I smiled. "I'll see you later Wormmon, when you're done. Leave it and don't let mom see you okay?"
I grabbed my books and headed towards the door.
"See you later mom! I'd better get to school before I am late and get a slip. See ya!" I called and ran outside.
"Bye Ken!" She called back. I smiled and rushed out.
On my way to school, there weren't much people out yet. Private schools you have to get there earlier then public school. Half an hour early, but the good thing was it's the same time as the high schools. So I may be able to get a peek at Mimi.
While I was so busy thinking about seeing Mimi. I crashed into a pink haired girl.
"Oh I am terribly sorry." I apologised picking up her books.
"Oh, no it's my fault." I recognised that soft voice. It was Mimi.
"Oh, good morning, Mimi." I smiled.
"Good morning, Ken." She smiled and picked up her books.
"Hi ya Ken." I realised that was Yamato's voice. He was with Mimi, his hands wrapped around her shoulder.
"Hey, Yamato." I replied slowly. There was no chance I could compete with a guy like that. I sighed deeply and continued on to school.
Thank god I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My Mimi I'm so thankful
I found you
The school was a dread as usual. But I was excited right after school, the digidestineds and I are going back to the digital world to take another look. Sometimes, Mimi might drop by. Wormmon sometimes say that I am obsessed, but I am proud of it. I grabbed my heavy book bag and headed towards Daisuke's school.
I arrived just in time. Everyone else arrived. Oh yeah did I mention I had to go back home to get Wormmon? Well, I did.
"Kon'nichiwa!" I said.
"Kon'nichiwa." Replied 6 voices. I spotted Mimi right away, she was there! How lucky I am today.
"Ready to go?" Came another voice. It was Yamato's. Great, he's coming along too?
"Ready Yamato." Daisuke smiled and said. "Digi port open!"
All of us went inside the screen like a soft spring breeze. I felt jealousy inside me. Jealousy of Yamato.. So unfair.
But I smiled as we arrived, it was always good to be in the digital world. The air is so fresh, the grass is so green. Everything was just right. Until……
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Muwahahaha! I am so evil hey? So you're wonderin what will happen next. Okay, warning for all Yamato fans! Because, I am gonna make him do some bad stuff. Nothin weird, but bad. Like abandon Mimi or somethin. Oops too loud! Well, I hope you enjoyed so please review. And uh my e-mail addy.
The song will continue on next chapter. Arigoto for reading and reviewing ^^