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Family

I never expected this--
Well, how could I, right?
But I never expected this--
Falling in love,
Finding a family.
I never expected to miss you
Miss you all
To wonder when Sango's birthday is,
To know Shippou's favorite flavors,
To think of Miroku as a brother.
To expect a future with a hanyou.
I wasn't prepared. But I am so, so glad.

Keh, it's stupid.
We're not a family, we're...
Something else.
I guess, I never really had a family,
So I wouldn't really know, but...
Times when I was little and Mother would hold me...
It feels like that.
It feels like knowing who's gonna be around
No matter what. Like home.
Like being able to see the future
And they're all in it, you know?
I guess just because... they want to be.

I don't really think about it
All that much.
Sometimes when I'm alone,
I think about my father,
What he would want for me now,
And I know the answer's this.
It's not a family like a mother and father and all.
But it's a family like,
Like something else.
Like the only reason we're together,
Even though we could all be somewhere else
Is just because this is where we belong.

It hurts me to burden them
With thoughts of my young demise
At the hands of Naraku.
It hurts me to see them hurt,
Even InuYasha, who has had enough hurt in his life.
That's why I continually risk my life...
I couldn't do less.
After all, they're my family.
The thought of losing any of them...
I lost my father. I ought to know enough of losing.
I say I despise Naraku for my curse, but what I mean is,
I despise for doing this to them. My family.

I... I had a family, already...
I'm old enough now, strong enough
To stand on my own.
To fight on my own.
But I don't. I don't want to.
I wasn't trained to fight alone.
I wasn't made to live life alone!
These people... they took me
When I was hurt,
And no more than a stranger
They gathered the pieces of me together
And made me a part of-- their family!