RPOV

Sitting her in the pale moon light in front of the apartment complex I am suppose to move into tomorrow. How did I get here? What caused me to come here? My life was ripped out of my hands in a blink of an eye. How did I let that happen?

The sound of my 6 month old James' whimpering brought me out of my thought. I touched his cheek and fixed his hat that was falling off his head. This caused him to stir in his car seat.

For Him. I am doing this for us. I couldn't stay close to him. I just couldn't. It would hurt too much.

Flashback

I walked into the dark house. Something was right. Felix should be home by now. I look on the floor by the stairs and I see a pair of pants. There were Felix's pants. My baby is home. I held our son close to my heart. And that's when I heard it.

Laughing. And it was female. I quietly walk up the stairs and I walk down the hall to our bedroom and notice it slightly open.

I quietly push the door open to get a better view and my world cracked.

My love of 4 years is in bed with another woman. His co-worker Jessica Stanley. He was in bed with Jessica Stanley. We've been to parties together. She was always nice to me when I met him at his office. And she was very sweet to help me when I needed it for my baby shower

I can't believe this he did this in our house, in our bed. The same bed we conceived our son and where I birthed him.

It meant nothing to him.

We meant nothing to him.

I pulled out my phone and took a picture of him and quietly left our house.

I know it is nuts for me to do that but I couldn't bash his skull in with our 3 month old son in my arms.

I ran to my car and swallowed my tears until I reached my cousin. My best friend.

I knocked on her door and she answered.

"What's up Rose? Did you forget something?"

My grey eyes looked up into chocolate brown and I started to tremble and sob.

She led us inside and took James from me to when to her bedroom to lay his down.

I sat on her couch and put my hands to my face and started to cry harder.

My cousin came back and sat with me on the couch.

"What's wrong Rose?"

I looked at her and said between sobs.

"Bella. Felix. Felix."

Bella looked very concerned.

"What happened to Felix?"

I wiped my tears.

"I caught… I went home and…"

I couldn't say it. I couldn't say it so I reached in bag and pulled out my phone and showed her what I couldn't say.

"That motherfucker. Is he still breathing?"

I just shook my head.

Bella pulled me into her arms.

"I am going to kill him. That bastard. You just had his baby. That's worthless crappy."

Bella's tirade was cut off by my cell phone ringing.

I looked at the name and it was Felix.

"I will answer it." Bella said while trying to take the phone from me.

I shook my head and tried to make my voice sound normal.

"Hello." I said and cleared my throat.

"Hey babe."

Babe? That made me sick to my stomach. Does he call her babe? That bitch.

"Hey Felix. What's up?"

"Where are you?"

"I am at Bella's."

"You are still there? I thought you left already."

Yeah I am sure.

"No I am about to leave now."

"Hurry I miss my girl and my baby boy."

I closed my eyes and a tear rolled down my cheek.

"We are on our way." I said with my voice trembling.

"Are you ok?"

"Yeah. Just tired. I am leaving now."

I hung the phone and I looked at Bella.

As I thought she had a disgusted look on her face.

"I know you are going to cut his balls off."

I rose off her couch and walked into her room to get my son.

"I know you aren't going to pretend like nothing happened."

I could feel a dull headache coming on.

"This isn't like you Rose."

She was right. This wasn't me. The cook Rosalie Hale that was beautiful and could get any man she wanted. I have a beautiful face with an amazing body. And it didn't help that James enhanced my body after having him.

"Bella." I said while putting my hair in a messy bun.

"I am going to handle it."

She scoffed.

"Yeah but I don't like how you are handling it."

I blew out a breath.

"Isabella, can you watch James and I will be back either tonight or tomorrow morning?'

"You know you don't have to ask me that. He's my godson and my baby. Go."

I hugged her and left.

I sat in front of our house. I couldn't go in. I couldn't go in until I knew when I saw him I wouldn't fall apart.

But the more I sat there I more upset I got.

I got out of the car and walked inside this joke of a house we shared. The house I thought that supported a love that I thought couldn't be shattered. Boy was I wrong.

"Felix?"

"Upstairs Roses."

Roses were his name for me. The first time he met me, he said he smelled like roses. And it stuck.

I went upstairs and I saw him getting dressed. He must have just got out of the shower because his hair was wet.

Washing off any evidence of his slut, but the bed was made up.

I shook my head. How long has he been doing this?

Felix walked to me and kissed me.

I swallowed hard.

"Where's the baby?"

"He is ummm at Bellas."

He pulled me into his arms.

"Oh you wanted to spend some alone time with me."

Felix started kissing my neck.

"I see you haven't had enough" I mumbled under my breath.

He pulled back to look at me.

"What did you say?"

"What time did you get home?"

"Ummm not to long ago."

He let me go and walked to his closet.

"Oh I see. And what time did Jessica Stanley leave?"

That stopped him.

He turned to face me.

"What are you talking about?"

"No don't do that. Don't lie. Don't deny it. Just don't."

He walked closer to me. But I put my hand out to stop him

"I don't know what you are talking about."

"Yeah you do."

I took my phone and threw it at him

He picked it up from the floor and his mouth fell from what he saw.

"Quiet I see."

I turned and went to my closet and pulled my bag and started to put my clothes into it.

"I am sorry Roses. I didn't want you to find out about it this way."

"How long?"

"About 8 months."

I stopped to look at him.

"Eight months. I was pregnant. I was carrying your child."

I couldn't believe what I was hearing.

He walked closer to me.

I turned my back on him and started to cry.

"How could you do this to me? To us?"

"I love her Rosalie. She's pregnant."

The wind was knocked out of me.

I turned to face him and I slapped him so hard across the face.

"I trusted you. I love you."

Felix put his head down.

"You can't say anything?'

He looked into my grey eyes.

"I am so sorry."

I sniffed and continued packing my stuff.

"I gave you everything. You were my everything. You promised to never hurt me."

"I know I did."

"You don't get to agree with me. You don't have that right anymore."

I pack both my stuff and my son's stuff and I left.

I drove back to Bella's house with tears in my eyes. How I made it one piece is news to me.

I knocked on her door and she answered.

"He loves her and they are having a kid together."

Bella pulled me into her arms for the second time that night and I cried. Cried for the man I lost.

~~x~~

"You know you can stay with me."

I huffed out.

"Mom I love you but I told you that we are done mooching off of you."

"You are my daughter. There is no such thing has mooching off of your mother."

She worried about us. And no matter how many times I tell her that we would be fine it just goes in one ear and out the next. I moved back to my mothers after the whole Felix fiasco. And I hear that he and his slut are getting married after the baby (which I heard is a girl) is born. It didn't take him long to move her after we left.

Just then one of the mover guys walked into our new apartment.

"Where do you want this?"

"Mom I have to go. Thanks for watching James for me and I will pick him up tomorrow."

I walked to him and the box said James's clothes.

"That goes to the bedroom on your right."

"Anything for you baby. Whatever you need" My mom said through my cell phone.

"We have to do this. I have to do this."

"You wouldn't be you if you didn't have too."

"I love you mom."

"I love you too Rosie."

I hung with her but Bella was harder to shake off.

"I don't know why you don't want to go out to that hot club a couple blocks away. And get a hard drink and a harder man."

A man. I didn't want one. I was in the mood to entertain them. Plus Felix wasn't completely out of my heart yet.

I groaned.

"Come on Rosie. It's been 3 months."

"Yeah but I just broke up my child father who I was involved with for four years."

Bella didn't get it. She's never been in love. She never felt what I felt for Felix. She never let a man get close enough to her. I am not saying she's hoe or anything. She was still a virgin and very very picky.

Bella always believe that when she meets her man she will know. She will feel it from her feet to her head and back. I wish I felt like that. But it was over for me. I didn't want to give anybody else my heart. It was just me and James and I was happy for that.

"Hello. Didn't you hear me?"

"Sorry Bells. What did you say?"

"I said let's get something to eat."

I've been so busy unpacking while the movers were bringing in my stuff I didn't realize how hungry I was.

As we left the apartment I noticed a busy brunette walking down the hall toward us. She looked very trashy. Like a street walker. She was wearing very tight skinny jeans with stripper shoes on and a very tight halter top. He breast were spilling out of the top.

"Hello." She said as she got closer to us.

We both replied back

As she passed, Bella and I shook our head and rolled our eyes.

We turned our head to see where she was going and it was next door to me.

She rang the bell and our eyes met and she smiled. As the door opened she said goodbye to us and was pulled inside.

Bella and I looked at each other and chuckled.

We decided to go to the Italian place around the corner. That was convenient. If I didn't feel like cooking, I could grab a sandwich or a salad or pasta. The place was called Giovanni's.

As we got back to the apartment with the food we sat on the floor to eat.

I watched Bella open up her meatball hero and I hated her for eating anything and not gaining one pound. Me I smell something and I gain 5 lbs. Thanks James.

"How can you eat that?"

"Easy open my mouth and shove it in."

I threw my fork at her.

"You smart ass."

I opened my chicken cesar salad and began to eat.

As I put the first forkful in my mouth I started to hear something banging on the wall.

"What is that?' Bella said as she put her sandwich down.

"Is that?" She continued.

We got up and followed the banging to where it was getting louder.

It was very loud in my bedroom.

"Shit shit shit shit. Yeah get it get it get it."

Bella laughed and put her hand to her mouth.

My neighbor was having sex with the busy brunette.

"Hold on baby."

"Yeah baby give it to me. Give me all of it."

The moaning and groaning were very loud. I can't have this. Not with my son here.

"Ready baby? Ready for the Em ride?"

"Yeah baby give it to me. Yeah right there. Don't stop"

Bella opened her eyes wide at me.

"What the fuck?'

The moaning and groaning got louder and the banging got harder.

"Shit Em. You are killing it babe. Kill it baby.

"Shut up. Shut the fuck up."

Her moaning was muffled.

Oh great this is going to be very interesting.

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