Here's a first try to this kind of oneshot, I started this a while ago but stopped after not long. Two days ago, I decided to finish it differently than it was originally planned but… who cares it still ended up the same way. Oh! And I do not own the characters of this fic.
It's would be hard for anyone to believe it if you looked at me right now but, two weeks ago, the girl I truly cared for died. She was hit by a speeding car, while walking not far from school.
When we eared what happened, every one of us was devastated. Most of us cried while some tried to stay strong to help the others. I just couldn't accept it so I ran, as long as my legs could hold me until I finally passed out.
Since she was buried last week, this is the first time I actually come to see the grave. It still seems surreal for me, not even two weeks ago we were still busy doing what we normally do and now… All that time, I felt… No, I hoped that it was just some dumb joke and that she would just reappear out of nowhere so that I could get mad at her for doing that and that everything would go back to normal later.
In a way, I'm grateful that I wasn't there when it happened, because I probably would have felt helpless to stop what happened. Another part of me hates myself for thinking so selfishly and wished that I had been the one hit. If it were I, maybe I would have survived but what is sure is that she would still be here and alive, but that doesn't matter now. She's gone and I fell so alone without her.
I finally found the tombstone I was looking for. This wasn't any grave to me like those I passed by while looking for this one. This was HER grave.
That's when something happened. At that moment, I knew she would never come back even if I prayed or cursed all the gods that ever existed. My knees started to shake before letting under my weigh. Then, I felt something wet on my cheek as my vision began to blur. I brought my right hand to face and rubbed my eyes, only to bring out more tears.
"Why must it have to be you? Why not someone else, anyone? I never even got the chance to tell you how I felt."
I felt someone's hand on my shoulder. When I turned my head to look back, I saw a tall girl with long orange hair placed in two ponytails. I looked into her green and blue eyes for a few seconds before grabbing on to her leg.
"Why her, Asuna? Why did it have to be her? She never did anything wrong."
Asuna bent down and gave me a tight hug. "I know. I know." She pulled me up on my feet. "Lets go, Negi."
As we walked away, I took one last glance at the tombstone.
Miyazaki Nodoka
1989-2007
A caring daughter
and a true friend
So, how was it?