I was fourteen when I got into that car.

Maybe I should have waited for my mom.

But all I remember is my boyfriend kept drinking and drinking.

I got in that car.

It was raining and we hit that wet spot.

He yelled and we hit that tree.

That when I realized I was dead at fourteen.

My parents came to the hospital.

They looked at me and sobbed.

I wanted to shout"Im not dead! Im only fourteen!"

But they layed that sheet over me as my mother cried out"Bella can`t be dead!She`s only fourteen!"

I heard her then ask"Where is Lucas?"

The nurse replied " The boy isnt dead."

My dad went to Lucas` room and I heard him yell" You should be dead instead of my baby!"

I wanted to scream " Daddy I made him drive it`s not his fault!"

But my dad kept on going " You killed my Bella and she`s only fourteen!"

I tried to yell " Dad! I`m not dead at fourteen!"

But sadly,I was.