Hey guys! So I had an old account and used a completely different name and bio for privacy. This was one of my old stories so I'm revising it and hopping you like it. It won't interfere with my other story because this is mostly already written; it just needs a little work! I hope you guys like it, and if you have already read it let me know how I did revising!
Bella= 18 Edward= 20
Alice= 18 Jasper= 19
Rose= 20 Emmet= 20
Relation= Alice and Edward are siblings. Couples R+E A+J F *future relationships*
*All human* Edward leaves Bella pregnant in NM without knowing. What happens when Edward returns with an extra family member? Will she forgive him? Will she tell him that its his child? Read to find our R&R
The pink plus laughed at me as I let out a long sob. Alice and Rose exchanged worried glances before running over and holding me close. In my mind I knew there was only one person the baby could belong to, and that person wasn't in my life anymore.
Edward had been gone for a month now. He never admitted to it but I knew it was because of a different women. It was probably someone beautiful and smarter then I was, because I clearly wasn't good enough for him.
Rose and Emmet had had a beautiful boy named E.J when Rose was nineteen, but she had Emmet for support not only economically but emotionally. Raising a child at 18 as a single mother was going to be nearly impossible. "We will be there for you ever second of the way," Rose soothed, but it wasn't enough to keep my faith.
The one person that could keep me faithful was buried in a coffin. The thought of Charlie's stone cold body wasting in the ground made me want to vomit. To this day, two years after the tragic accident I still hadn't gotten over his death. It was so harsh and disgusting it sent shivers down my back. Up until I had met Edward I was a mess, I barley ate and I was terrified to sleep because when my eyes close, the nightmares came. Now I was right back to where I started from. Alone and helpless.
That's why Rose, Emmet, E.J, Jasper, Alice and I all moved to a new big house, to get a fresh start. They were the ones that got me out of my funk and I had a feeling they would be the people I could rely on threw my pregnancy. I decided immediately I had to tell them in person before they found out on there own. That night when we sat down for our usual supper I took a deep breathe and started the conversation, "I have to tell you something," I mumbled looking down at the intricate wood deigns. Suddenly a wave of dizziness washed threw my brain and I felt my lunch turning in my stomach.
"Are you okay Bells?" Jasper asked quietly, "You look pale," he mused. Instead of answering I quickly ran to the small bathroom and just barely made it to the toilet in time to puke up anything that had entered my stomach that day.
"Alice will explain what's going on, they wont tell anyone unless you say its okay. Were going to get threw this Bella, I promise. "There are only a few more months of school and then we can focus on the baby. You're going to be fine," she comforted me. I sighed, vomit once more and reluctantly got up to brush my teeth.
"What am I going to do with it?" I asked, not able to say what it really was.
"Whatever feels right," Rose encouraged. When we had finished our conversation, Rose had to practically drag me back to the table. I had no appetite anymore and I didn't want to see what was on the faces of others. Disappointment. Anger. Disgust. But I was wrong, when I finally worked up the nerve to look at my friends they looked more sympathetic then anything. They felt pity for me, and I suddenly wished they were angry instead of pitiful.
"We have always been here for you Bella, no matter what happens we will never abandon you," Emmet said honestly. I have him a small smile, but secretly wished I could just vanish from the table and go stay in my room by myself. There was a small noise from the kitchen and when I looked her way, I saw Alice talking on the phone.
"Yeah that's fine," she said with an unsure voice, "I understand….Okay, love you too," Alice said hanging up the phone and skipping over to give me a kiss on the cheek.
"Are you ok?" she asked. I gave my best fake smile and nodded weakly.
"Who was on the phone?" Jazz asked as Alice pilled down on his lap. Alice's face dropped and she looked down and the floor with a guilty expression.
"No one important," she said giving him a cautious glance.
"Alice," I warned knowing better then her awful lies.
"Look Bella this is only going to make things worse," she mumbled.
"Tell me," I whispered getting a bad feeling in my gut.
"Edward got a job offer and doesn't have a place to stay," she whispered reluctantly giving me an upset expression.
"And he's staying here," I said putting the pieces together.
"I'm sorry," she muttered apologetically.
"He can't come, not now when I'm like this!" I cried.
"Bella he's my brother and I have to help him out. He wont be here long, everything will be fine," she soothed me.
"No! You keep saying everything will be okay but they wont be! Things will never be okay!" I yelled. Tears streamed down my face as I ran away up to my room. I flopped down on my white sheets and stared and the light red walls. I heard feet trail up the stairs and a small knock came from the door. "Yeah," I said my voice cracking. Emmet walked in wearing nothing but a pair or torn sweatpants. He sat down on my bed next to me and took my hand into his. There was a long moment of comforting silence before he said,
"Did I ever tell you that I fainted when I found out Rosalie was pregnant?"
"No," I smiled.
"Yeah, we weren't really planning it or anything. I was so shocked I just passed out when she told me. I was more nervous about having a little Emmet running around then about actually raising the thing?" he asked lighting the mood.
"A little Emmet isn't so bad."
"Come one be real Bella," he rolled his eyes. "Any ways the point is you might not think your ready now, but that's what I thought and here I am happy as I have ever been with my family," he said reassuringly.
"Really?" I asked.
"Yeah really. I'm not going to lie, its hard and your going to screw up a few times. But its worth it in the end."
"Thank you Emmet," I whispered.
"Anytime," he said. Thankful the next morning was Saturday. I slept in until Alice had to drag me out of bed while bribing me with chocolate chip pancakes. When I walked downstairs pancakes, eggs and bacon was spread of on the table and the family, all sleepy eyes and still wearing there pajamas gathered around to get some of the mouthwatering food.
I piled my plate high with one of everything and plopped myself down. My stomach growled and I couldn't help but use my hands to shovel the delicious food into my mouth. Everyone stared at me in disgust as I shoved eggs and bacon in my mouth. I looked down embarrassed, blushing furiously.
"Hey don't judge me, I'm not as nearly as bad as Rose." We all cringed at the memory of Roses love for ketchup. She squeezed the red sauce on almost everything she ate, and to this day she refuses to touch it.
"So what are you going to tell Edward when he comes?" Jasper asked taking a bite of his omelet Alice made especially for him. I looked down and shrugged not in the mood for this talk.
"Well she's going to tell him she's having his baby," Rose replied.
"It's not like he would want to raise it or anything?" I said coldly.
"Why do you say that? Just because he… Umm left you doesn't mean he wouldn't be thrilled to have a child," Jasper said.
"He might be excited if he actually wanted a baby with me," I said stiffly, "But that's not the case here," I muttered before clearing my plate and stomping away.
A few days later Emmet called to me in a hurry, "Belly it's on!" I chuckled at my childhood nickname and ran downstairs. Every Wednesday night the others would go out for drinks at a fancy restaurant me and Emmet never liked, so we started our own tradition. Once everyone had left we sat slurping Roman Noodles and watching Elliot Chang our favorite comedian.
I poured the noodles into two bowls and plopped down onto the floor leaning against the couch like Emmet. Emmet and I laughed hysterically the whole night until his show was over and the others arrived home. "Bella!" Alice called as they walked through the front door. I got up taking our bowls and set them in the sink.
"Hi how was dinner?" I asked.
"Fun, how was Elliot Chang?" Alice grinned.
"Funny like usual," I smiled.
"Bella I made you an appointment with the doctor for an ultrasound tomorrow, no backing out of it," Rose called from the office in the other room.
"Ok," I called back. Alice and I made ourselves warm tea and sat around the table talking randomly about some of our plans for the upcoming weeks.
"So have you decided what you're going to do yet?" Alice asked taking a loud slurp of her Tea. We hadn't talked about my decision since Saturday and I still didn't want to, but I knew I had to be mature and face it one way or another.
"I really want to keep it… but I cant," I sighed. Alice looked shocked and almost disappointed but clearly was trying hard not to show it.
"When will you…" Alice said trailing off.
"I don't know. Sooner then later I guess, why," I asked nervously.
Alice looked down. "What will you say to my brother?" she whispered
"I don't know," I said my voice cracking as tears threatened to pool down my face. Alice leaned over to comfort me.
"You will make the right choice… I know you will," she said. "His umm… plane is landing tomorrow at noon so he will get into forks around three," Alice said sheepish. I sighed.
"Is his…umm girlfriend coming?" I asked.
"I didn't ask it probably depends on her work," Alice said.
"Alright I guess I can live with Angela while there here," I sighed.
"Bella," Alice scolded. "You're not living with her! You are staying here and being mature about it, you can't hide from him like a child!" Alice screeched.
"I still love him!" I yelled which made everyone outside the conversation freeze. "I wish he never left I miss him and I would do anything to kiss his lips again and have his strong arms wrap around me," I cried. There was a moment of silence before she answered.
"I just cant bare to see him with someone else," I muttered when she didn't answer.
"I know," Alice sighed. "But there's nothing we can do just yet," she whispered
The next morning Jasper and I went to the grocery store to fulfill my craving for freeze pops and yogurt parfaits.
"I already go that baby room planned out," Jasper smiled. I rolled my eyes and laughed sarcastically. "You are keeping it right?" he asked turning serious all of a sudden.
"No," I answered too quickly, Jasper gave me a confused look.
"Adoption?" he asked.
I shook my head. "Ill get too attached," I explained.
"Does Edwards's opinion matter at all during this?" Jazz questioned but the annoyed tone was clear in his voice.
"I'm the one carrying this baby I should be able to make the choice," I sighed.
"You're going to tell him right?" he asked.
I looked down, "What he doesn't know can't hurt him," I whispered.
"Are you serious?" Jazz said loading the cart up and paying for the groceries. "Bella you're a good person. Think about what you're doing. What he doesn't know is defiantly going to hurt him," Jasper said trying to control his emotions.
"He left me because I wasn't good enough, no one knows how that feels," I sighed under my breath.
"Your right I don't understand, but were a family Bella. We are here for each other so we can talk about our emotions and how we feel" Jasper said giving a sympathetic smile. Once we had stepped into the house there was a frantic atmosphere everywhere. E.J was running around in his underwear leaving small dirt trails behind him.
"Bella, can you please go get the guest bed room ready?" Rose asked desperately. Her voice rang with stress so I nodded and quickly made the bed wile Emmet hook up the cable on the T.V.
His room was dark navy blue that had light orange curtains and a sky blue bed spread. I dug through the closet in hope to find some kind of decoration for the walls when I found a dusty photo. I took one look and felt a pain of regret fill me. It must have been taken at least two years ago when we were in high school. Edward wore a school football sweatshirt and had his muscular arms wrapped protectively around my waist. We were smiling ear to ear, just happy to with each other. I was about to put the picture back in the closet hoping Edward would find it, but then tore it from its place and set it in my room.
When will you be home? (Bella)
On my way back with Edward now…. Maybe ten minutes (Alice)
What's his girlfriend like? (Bella)
See for yourself (Alice)
I took a deep breath and decided to change out of my pajamas into something more presntable. I put on a pair of black jean shorts and slipped on a tight shirt, but once I looked in the mirror I realized something that made my heart stop. There was some shouting and excitement coming from downstairs so I quickly called for Alice's assistance.
"Alice! Come here!" I yelled.
I heard Alice's little feet stomping up the stairs and enter my room. "What?" she asked.
"I have a baby bump," I sighed. Alice looked down at the small bump underneath my shirt and tore the thin material off me. She replaced it with a loose fitted top that still showed the bump, but hided it slightly.
"Maybe it will be easier to tell him if he already had seen your stomach," she shrugged. I took one last deep breath and trailed down the stairs to where Edward and his new lover waited.
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