NEW STORY
Name of Story: When It Was Me
Summary: Rin is deeply hurt when the person she least expected dumped her. Sesshomaru. She expected them to be together forever. But that all changed when a mysterious girl comes to their school.
Author's Note: Yes, I know. I shouldn't be starting a new story when I have three others to work on. But I just got to get this down! It's eating away at my mind. And besides, no one is reviewing for my stories. I feel rejected and depressed. R&R
Name of Chapter: Pain
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She was under her covers, face smashed in her tear soaked pillows. Tears were running down her cheeks, unable to stop crying. Her heart felt like it was in pieces. Her small body shook with each breath she released and drew in. Her throat was raw from all her sobs and silent screams. She felt so empty inside.
She heard her door open and someone lightly touching her back They asked if she was okay. But she really didn't hear them. It wasn't the voice she wanted to hear. It wasn't his voice.
"Please, don't do this." She begged, tears on the brim of her eyes. He looked at her with hazed golden eyes.
"We are over," he said in a bone chilling cold voice. She let out a sob.
"I know you don't want to do this," she said, placing her hands on his muscular chest. He glared at her and stepped back. "I know she's making you do it."
"I know not of the nonsense which you speak of, human."
Her breath caught in her throat. He never talked to her like that in such a cold manner. And he never ever called her human. At least, not since they started going out.
"I love you." She gasped, releasing her tears. He didn't scrunch his nose like he usually did at the smell of her tears. That was another sign something was terribly wrong. Her heart skipped a beat, seeing his eyes unhaze for a second the returned to being hazy.
"Love is weak." With that, he walked away. She stood there, not knowing what to do. She sunk to the floor and buried her head in her hands.
"I thought we were going to be together forever."
She hiccupped, coming out of the painful memory. It happened two days ago and her heart was still in pieces from what he said. She hasn't ate, showered, or gone to school. She just cried underneath her covers, day and night.
Whenever she fell asleep, she heard her voice in her nightmares. She was always holding onto him. Her heart ached, remembering all the times he held her.
When it was me.
She screamed into her pillow. Her heart was in pain. She needed to stop thinking about him. But she couldn't.
"Rin," a sweet voice said. It was Kagome, one of her best friends and her second cousin. Rin heard feet shuffling against the carpeted floor and then her covers being removed from her head. She closed her eyes tightly at the bright light.
"Oh, Rin." Another voice said. It was Sango, another best friend. She felt her torso being lifted up and leaned against someone. "Are you okay?"
"What are you guys doing here?" Rin asked in a hoarse voice from crying so much. Her throat hurt when she talked. She wiped her eyes with the heel of her hands and looked at Sango. Sango had her long dark brown hair in a pony tail. She head deep brown concerned eyes. She wore jeans and a dark blue shirt.
"Making sure you're still alive." Kagome replied next to her. Kagome had long jet black hair that fell to the small of her back and chocolate eyes. She had on jeans also with a pink shirt. "Inuyasha and Miroku told us what happened. We are so sorry."
Inuyasha was Kagome's boyfriend/mate. And his brother. Miroku was Sango's fiancé.
"I knew she was trouble when Miroku didn't try to grope her." Sango muttered, sitting on the other side of Rin. Miroku was a pervert and groped or felt up any pretty woman he saw. It was a mystery sometimes why Sango loved him.
Kagome nodded. "I agree, Sango. Inuyasha keeps looking at her with a dreamy look on his face."
"How could he do this?" Rin cried, a fresh wave of tears building in her eyes. "He promised we'd be together forever."
"Promise we'll be together forever," She asked hopefully, looking into his beautiful golden eyes. He smiled faintly and placed a clawed hand on her cheek. She smiled and leaned into it.
"Till the end of time." He said and her heart fluttered.
"Good." He leaned down and captured her lips in a passionate kiss. "I love you."
"And I, you."
Rin let out a sob. What was left of her torn heart, shattered. She leaned on Kagome's shoulder and cried uncontrollably.
"I miss him so much." She cried as Kagome made comforting sounds and ran her finger through her tangled brown hair. Sango rubbed her back. "I feel so empty. My heart feels like it's in a million pieces."
"We know, Hun." Kagome soothed.
"She's going to pay. I know she's the reason behind this." Sango said in a deadly tone.
"We don't know if she has any involvement in this, Sango." Kagome defended and Sango rolled her eyes out of annoyance.
"Kagome, I love you and all, but, can't you see she has something to do with. Sesshomaru would never break Rin's heart. And you said Inuyasha looks at her with a dreamy face." Sango argued and Rin's heart skipped at beat at his name.
"But he's a guy. They always look at girls like her."
"Puh-lease. Inuyasha loves you too much to look at another girl like that. He would never betray your heart. And besides, you're mated to him for life."
Kagome sighed. "I guess you're right." She said quietly. "But Sesshomaru wouldn't break Rin's heart, not if was under some spell or enchantment." Again, Rin's heart skipped a beat at the name.
"But how would he be under some spell or enchantment?" Sango asked. "It's got to be pretty strong to control him."
"Yes."
"Then it has something to do with Naomi." Sango stated, matter of factly.
"Can we not talk about her?" Rin asked. Kagome and Sango glanced at each other and nodded.
"Sure." Sango pulled a plastic grocery bag from beside her. "We have comfort food. Berries, Chocolate, and mint ice cream."
"Any raspberries?" Rin asked, just the name of them made her sick. He always said she smelled of raspberries.
"No." Sango said. "We thought they would make you sick."
"And we were right!" Kagome cheered, seeing Rin's face pale at the name of the fruit.
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"So," Kagome started as they laid on Rin's floor watching some sappy romance movie. She popped a strawberry in her mouth. "Are you coming back to school tomorrow?" Rin head was on Kagome's lap and her feet were on Sango's lap. Cases of various berries surrounded them. Strawberries, blueberries, grapes, and blackberries. Empty bowls of chocolate mint ice cream were to the side.
Rin shrugged, putting a handful of blueberries in her mouth.
"I don't know if I can stand being around them yet." She said.
"We understand." Sango said. "You need time to heal."
"In this case, lots of time to heal." Kagome added.
"It hurts." Rin said quietly. "It hurts to think about him. I feel like my heart has been ripped out of my chest, put through a shedder, drove on by a eighteen wheeler, and shoved back into my chest. I loved him so much."
Sango and Kagome nodded.
"It'll take a lot of time to heal." Sango said while patting Rin's exposed legs, not noticing the prickly feeling underneath her fingers. She knew Rin hasn't bathed since the break up. "You're heart will mend in time. Come back to school when you are ready."
"Yeah. And we'll always be here for you." Kagome said, wiping Rin's tears away with a tissue. Thousands of those scattered around them.
"Thanks, you guys." Rin said gratefully, smiling a bit. "What would I do with out you two?"
"Be underneath a dark rock filled with creepy bugs?"
"Or still underneath your covers?"
Rin laughed, knowing how her two best friends could make her happy. But inwardly, she felt like going underneath her covers and never coming out until the end of time. But she just laughed more, hiding her pain.
To Be Continued….
Sorry. It was sad. I hope you liked it. Next chapter, you meet Naomi. I will probably update within the night. 'Cause my Internet might get shut off at anytime. You have to listen to When It Was Me by either DJ Boonie or Paula DeAnda…I think. They are both good but I like the DJ Boonie version better.
R&R kindly please!
Drama Kagome