Disclaimer: i dont own twilight but i do own the plot
Chapter 1
~~~2005~~~~
it was a cold day that was for sure and jacob and edward where in my front yard waiting for me like always what can i say i am a hottie with two sexy guys and i mean sexy and one doesnt even own a shirt. i mean dont get me wrong i aint no slut but come on i hang with the hottest guys in Forks wait make that the world but my true love is Johnny Depp like that will ever happen through right? hey a girl can dream right. anyways i walk out the door in alice approved outfit i mean i know i said i aint no slut but i sure as hell do dress like one. jake lets out a wolf call and edward makes his two bit comments on it ugh why do i hang out with these fuckers? oh right sexy
"come on bells we are going to late for school again" jake hollas at me as i walk down the steps i slip and edwards there before i even hit the ground "ummm...thanks i guess" i look into his topaz colored eyes and feel myself getting dazzled ugh only if he was eric nortmen from tru blood i am kinda a closet junkie i watch every sunday night. "HEY EARTH TO BELLA" Edward calls to me mmmmmmmm this boy has one sexy ass voice. " sorry what where you saying?" he looks at me with such desire i cant breathe i go weak in the knees, my mind goes blank "silly bella we have to go to school" edward taps my cheek with a finger tip. i get up and walk to the car. we get to school with 5 minutes to spare i run towards english class i pass through the door just as the bell rings i walk over and sit next to alice.
*hey baby wanna skip-the shirtless*
i silently giggle *no u homeless puppy-the torn*
my pocket vibrates *come on bells u know i aint homeless ;) i live wit u-the shirtless*
i sigh and start to type back * no u stinky pup i got ground the last time-the torn*
...vibrate...i snap my phone open getting a little annoyed then i see its edward
*bella y r u calling jake a homeless puppy-the confused*
i sigh *becuz u old man he wants to skip-the torn*
just as i finished texting as the bell rang
"hey alice did you take notes cuz jake was annoying as hell he keep texting" i was over dramic but hey i can be right. as the day passes by i start to realize that i might be in love with my two best friends i have no clue how long it has been there i think it always has been but i can see it more clearly now that i am getting older i feel like my heart really is torn into two halves my world is most likely going to fall apart my mind is all sorts of confused and i dnt know wat to do about it i feel like i am only half of me not completely whole my love for edward and my love for jacob i am sick to my stomach i start to sweat i run over to alice " hey can you take me home i dont feel good i need to get out of here" she takes meto her car and speeds off to my home i race up to my room and try to think about what i need to do i am scared and so confused i start packing a bag and i grab all my money. i stop in the kitchen and write three letters to charlie, edward and jake
Dear charlie,
i love you but i ran away to think i need to clear my head i will call u in a few day please just trust me
love always Bella
i wrote jake's letter next
dear jake i know you will be mad at me but i did this because i am confused i will call in a few days please dnt look for me
love bella
edwards letter was the same as jakes.
~~~~2009~~~~~~
as i walk out of the house that day i was scared i would never come back to my beloved Forks but i know this was the only way i could make up my mind its been 4 years since that day i walk up to my home and knock on the door i hear charlie grumble about people always at his door he opens it and boy is he in for a big ass shock i just hope his heart is stronge enough to handle this...
ok here is the part where i leave you hanging i know i am a spoiled brat now i am going to do this a little different i am giong to ask you what the shocking thing should be and where it should go from here i have an idea but i want ur opions now please just REVIEW REVIEW AND R-E-V-I-E-W THANKS!