here is the new installment to the Divided series! :D Part II: Together. :)

i hope you enjoy it, and please, continue to be awesome like you were with Divided and continue reading and reviewing.

i'm not gonna post anymore tonight, because i don't wanna overwhelm people who didn't get a chance to finish Divided. i could put up to 23, but i won't. i'll put this tonight and continue updating tomorrow.

if i get more reviews. :)

now, please. R&R. and enjoy. :)

after i tell you this. this is another song i strongly recommend you listen to! it's amazing. once again, i can't make you, but i strongly recommend it. :)

00. The Diary of Jane: Breaking Benjamin

I've come face to face with death before—many times it seemed, and over the past year, the number has only grown. It would've been peaceful, and it would've been a lot better than my life; or what was coming at least. I had no idea just how bad it was about to get. What seemed like my fairytale was about to have one of the most unhappy endings I could ever imagine.

Everything I knew was falling apart. Edward became more and more distant as the days went by, and he got to the point where he didn't even come visit me at nights anymore. He would just text me.

Honestly, it hurt. I felt scared, like he was beginning to not really even care anymore.

But, here's what really gets me. When we are actually together, he acts completely normal and happy, like nothing is wrong or weird. Part of it is sincere, but there's another part inside of him that's completely faking it. I could tell he was being truly sincere when he said he loved me, but there was always pain in his voice. It was a pain he refused to talk about, but I knew he needed to talk. It was bothering us both, and it was scaring me.

If one song could describe my life right now, that would have to be Together by Avril Lavigne. If any of you have a theme song of your life, this was my current one. Of course, mine changes all the time, because my life is constantly changing, and I'm not the same person as I used to be. The point is, it was my current theme song right now.

I had become dependant on him, against my willpower. He had become a necessity to my life, but I was beginning to believe that soon, he wouldn't be there.

Being alone scared me. It always had. I feared I would find anyone, and I would grow up alone as one of those cat ladies—except with dogs, of course.

Edward came along and made me realize that it didn't have to be that way, and I truly thought it wouldn't. I began getting new ideas, the biggest one being the idea of forever. But now, I feared tomorrow, worried that I might wake up one day to find all of this was just a dream. I might wake up one day and realize my fairytale I had gotten sucked into was turning into a nightmare.

I. Was. Scared.