the hopeless still hope

jellal/erza

.

oh, she's hurting bad,

and y o u know it,

blood the

color of her

scarlet hair,

eyes broken by it all

and really, you want to

k

i

l

l

what made her scared,

except

when you look a g a i n

it's you that

put

that

fear

there, where her eye used

to be covered,

and she's all grown

up,

but you can't help

but

see that little girl

she used to

be,

your little

warrior with

the

m a k e s h i f t

armor

fighting her

way up

to you again,

just like

old

times w h e n you knew

something like

l

o

v

e

.

and it's almost

a broken

r e c o r d,

but this time she

knows

the

hate just

like

you did

that time.

and

you don't know when

it all

changed to

this.

so you sit up

in your

play p r e t e n d

throne,

with your little

game

and you're making up

the

c

h

i

l

d

h

o

o

d

you wanted,

except there's no Erza

and

yet you

just keep dreaming.

(heaven isn't heaven without her)