All right. I've had this idea for a while and I needed to get it out and onto something. So I hope you like my first Jacob fic and also first M rated! It's for future chappies though. So sorry, you have to wait. =)

Hope you like it,

Katelyn Goode

Disclaimer: I own Nothing.

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I ran.

I ran as fast and as far as my legs would take me. I could feel the cuts and bruises healing even as I ran at full speed, dodging trees and roots effortlessly. My legs ached and my muscles screamed for me to stop. But I couldn't. Not until I knew I was far from that place.

Terra, please don't do this! I'm begging you! My brother yelled helplessly in my head.

The voices wont go away! They have to go away! I have to get far enough away from them all! I pushed myself harder. It had to be done. I didn't care. I didn't belong there. In their world. In their pack.

Kyle, she's made up her mind. Don't push her. She knows we'll… Lucas's voice trailed off and there was nothing but silence in my head. I slowed to a trot and came to a halt. My legs felt like jelly and I about collapsed there when I forced myself to keep going. My breath came quickly and my paws stung as I padded my way through the December snow. I would have been dead if my fur was any color other than pure white. I blend in perfectly. But still I kept to the shadows of the forest, having nothing but the moonlight to light my way. Keep going. Just keep going. I had to get away from all of them. All the people who whispered and murmured as I walked passed. All the lies told to my face. I didn't belong. They knew it. I knew it. So why stay any longer in a place that didn't want me?

That's it. Just keep at this pace and you'll be far enough away. I chanted in my head as I walked along. All my cuts were completely healed and the soreness in my paws subsided for now since I went slowly enough for the cold of the snow to penetrate the bottom of them. I walked further and came to a clearing. I thought of how nice the ground would feel and if I could just rest my eyes. No! Keep going.

Snap!

I whipped my head around and raised my snout to the air. Nothing unusual at first then the sent of someone or something else out there.

Watching.

Waiting.

The hair on my haunches stood and I went through the possibilities of what could happen. I either fight or flight. Right now I'm too tired to fight so I took the cowards way out and chose flight. I made a run for the other side of the clearing. I was almost there when two gray wolves the size of horses and a chocolate wolf jumped out, baring their teeth. I back-peddled and turned to make a run for the other direction. Big mistake. Seven more had me surrounded. Shit! Fight it is.

I let a warning growl slip from my between my fangs as I crouched, ready to pounce at a moments notice. They kept coming closer and closer. The blonde wolf hesitated a bit but continued to advance when the gray one with spots nudged and grunted to keep going. I growled more and more, getting angrier and angrier. I was about to pounce when the black wolf changed and in his place stood a man. But not just any man. A naked man.

Sure I've seen guys naked with my old pack and all but when you don't know the person, it's a bit more uncomfortable. Thank god I had fur to cover up the blush on my cheeks. With a yelp of surprise I spun and faced the opposite direction. "It's okay. I'm decent now." Rumbled a voice from behind me. I hesitated but slowly looked to see him wearing Bermuda shorts. I turned fully toward him. He tilted his head to the side and hesitantly held out his hand. "It's okay. We wont hurt you as long as you tell us who you are and why you're here. Do we have an understanding?" I looked at his hand and nuzzled it with my head in some sort of handshake type thing. The man smiled. "Good. Now how bout you phase back and explain who you are?" I froze. I am not changing in front of these people. No matter how nice they seem.

Before I could do anything all the other wolves phased back and put on their clothes. "She's not going to change with all you guys around, ya know?" a female voice said from behind me. I spun to see a tall girl with spiked black hair standing there. She had a bored/annoyed look on her face.

"Whoa! You mean he's a she?" one of the other guys said. I huffed. "Sorry. It's automatic." He said raising his hands in defense. "How'd you know, Leah?"

The girl rolled her eyes. "She has girls underwear tied to the rest of her clothes on her thigh. What? Ya scared we'll peep and take pictures to put on the Internet, pup?" the girl mocked.

I spun on her and marched up to her, phasing back as I did. "And who the hell do you think you are to be saying something like that about someone you don't even know?" I spat in her face.

She laughed. "And she's a midget!"

"Actually I'm a bit above average height for my age. You on the other hand are freakishly tall." I said casually and placed my hands on my hips.

"Little bitch!" she went to through a punch but two of the guys grabbed her.

"Leah! Leave her alone." The man from before said. I turned back to him. "Go get dressed somewhere else if it makes you more comfortable. But if you run we'll know." He warned.

I let out a short laugh. "Well, I'm already naked in the snow in front of all you so I don't think it really matters much."

He nodded. "True." I untied my denim short-shorts and bikini halter from my thigh and put them on. "I'm Sam, the alpha. This is my pack." He gestured to the rest of the people.

I flipped my long brown hair out of my face as I finished tying the back of the halter. "Yeah, hi, I'm Terra. So, Sam, exactly where am I?" I asked impatiently.

He didn't think twice at my impatience. "La Push."

"And where on God's green Earth is La Push?" I placed my hands on my hips again.

"Washington State."

"Shit. Didn't think I went that far." I scratched the back of my head. Well I just kept running without thinking so I'm not totally surprised.

"And where are you from, exactly?" Sam raised an eyebrow.

"Southeast South Dakota." I said as I walked the tree line. "Damn, all the way in Washington."

"Washington coast actually. If you had gone any farther you'd of hit ocean." One of the others I recognized as the blonde wolf said.

"Not like I'd have stopped." I meant to mutter it to myself but something shifters seem to have is over sensitive hearing and trust me they heard that.

"Uh, sorry to but in." Blonde wolf said raising his hand like he was in class. "But why wouldn't you of stopped going when you hit the ocean?"

I glanced over at him and smirked. "Why not? When no one wants you it seems to be the only choice. Run and keep running. Don't let the assholes of a pack hold you back... Ha, pack my ass, more like a dictatorship where old farts sit around and think of ways to use the youth to do their dumb pointless shit. Trust me, leaving my pack was the best thing I've done." But also the dumbest. I left Kyle back there with everyone. I left him with my old life. I left him in the world I never fit into.

"You left your pack? Ha! What, are you mental?" the one I remembered as the other gray wolf laughed. What a smug ass!

"Yeah, so? What's it to ya?" I snapped.

"What it is to us is you, a lone wolf, are running about without an alpha." Sam stepped forward, more authoritative than welcoming. Well guess this is his alpha side.

"Yeah, so? What do you care, I'm not your problem." The hairs on the back of my neck rose. The pack slowly began to close in. I was trapped. I was on the offense, not letting my guard down. They mean business now. Before they could do anything a howl ripped through the crisp winter air. All our heads snapped to the east. "Shit! Not now!" I muttered.

"What are you talking abo-," but before Sam could finish his sentence I was out of there. I made a run for the north. If they caught me I was dead! I had only enough energy and adrenaline to run in human form. To shift I would of passed out. I ran and ran, again. Screams and growls from Sam's pack echoed around me. I didn't care. I kept going until I came to a river. I skidded to a stop. I can't make that. Not without being in wolf form.

The growls of both packs fused together but the scent separated them. The strongest scent came from directly in front of me on the other side of the river. I knew I couldn't make it in the river, even if it was my only chance. Even having a temperature of 107, our kind can't handle water this cold without hypothermia setting in- if we're lucky. But I was running out of choices and was going to make a run for it. I was about to jump in when a blur of black crashed into me. I flew back and smashed into a tree. "Fuck!" I yelled as I hit the ground. I was drained and had no chance in this fight. The wolf growled and bared his teeth. I lay in the snow on my stomach. My whole body throbbed. I spent all my energy on the run here. I couldn't take him if I tried.

The wolf growled more and slowly stalked to me. I willed myself to get on all fours. The wolf barked and jumped for me. I just had enough energy to try and dodge him. I did and he went smashing into the tree. I landed on my stomach again but before I could get to my feet he slammed my body back down by placing his gigantic paw on the middle of my back. My breath came quickly. I couldn't get enough air in. the wolf grunted and slashed his front paw down the left side of my back. I screamed in pain. I could feel the warm trickle as my blood seeped from the wound. He removed his paw off my back and decided to toss me across the woods with his fangs by my other shoulder.

I did my best to overcome the searing pain but I couldn't focus on anything. My vision was blurring. The thing I remember next was the blonde wolf bulldozing into the black wolf. I lay on my back panting. The snow underneath me stained with blood. One of the other wolves, I think he was the russet one, came to my side.

"Hey! You okay?" he asked frantic.

I just kept panting, having no energy to form words. I had to force myself to speak just a few words. "Help..." more panting. "Doctor-" coughing. "I need a doctor… can't heal… unconscious." My vision got horrible. I saw black spots and the russet wolf-boy blurred. The last thing I heard was him yelling, "Sam, she needs a doctor!"

Darkness.

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There was a buzzing in my ear. Ya know, like a mosquito that just wont go away? Yeah well this was while I was trying to get some sleep. I don't know how long I was out or how long it was when I last slept. And I didn't care. I rolled onto my back. Big mistake! I hissed in pain. "Careful. You'll pull the stitches." A cold hand came to rest on my side and slowly helped me to the original position on my stomach.

The voice was calming and sweet. I don't know what I was on but it was so familiar and soothing. The voice was caring. "Mom?" I whispered. I cracked an eye at the bright light.

The woman chuckled. The sound was music to my ears but her scent burned my nose to no end. "Not quite."

I opened my eyes more and forced them to focus. I had to know who this woman was. The face matched the voice perfectly. Her hair was copper and curly, her skin pale, porcelain and perfect. Her eyes glowed golden. "Who are you?" I croaked.

"Here." She grabbed a bottle from the side table. "Drink this." She bent the straw to my mouth. I drank the water greedily. I didn't realize my mouth was so dry. "You must be hungry too." I nodded.

"Yeah. I don't remember when the last time I ate was. How long was I out anyway?" I said holding my head. The room was spinning as I sat up.

"About a day." She said smoothing my hair and steadying me.

"Where am I?" this room didn't look like a hospital.

"Someplace safe. Don't worry. Let's get you downstairs, the boys have been worried about you this whole time." She escorted me out of the room.

"Boys? What boys?" I asked as we descended the stairs.

"Sorry. I meant the pack. Before you passed out you asked for a doctor. Something about not being able to heal when you're unconscious." She shrugged. "Well, they brought you here after you passed out." We walked down a hallway where at the end I could hear laughter and fighting. Things breaking and being caught before they were broken. As we rounded the corner the woman spoke. "Boys stop making a mess of my kitchen and pick everything up. We have a guest and I don't want her to see this." She scolded.

"Sorry, Esme." They all mumbled picking up shards of glass and porcelain.

"Sorry, mom." Two other guys said as she passed.

"Well, don't be rude boys. Get the girl some food to eat. Poor thing looks starving." She said as she smoothed my hair again.

I watched as they all worked as a team to get the food on one plate. My stomach growled as they put just a little food on the plate. The blonde wolf-boy scratched his head in confusion. "Hey, Terra, exactly how much do you eat?"

"About as much as you would." Said a velvet voice from the doorway.

"Hey! Eddies back!" the bigger one of the woman- Esme I guess- boys.

The guy- Eddie? Really his names Eddie? – Sighed. "Yes, Emmett, I just got back with Bella and Nessie."

"And it was a long flight home." Said another woman coming into the kitchen with a sleeping toddler in her arms. She was gorgeous. Her chestnut hair flowed flawlessly over her shoulders and her eyes along with Esme's, her sons and Eddies shown bright gold. "I'm going to put her down in your old room." She said to Eddie.

"Alright." He said and gave her a quick peck on the lips. The woman walked away and it left the boys, Eddie, Esme and me in the room. Blonde wolf-boy came over and placed my plate in front of me. It was packed. Sausage, bacon, eggs, toast, and a huge glass of orange juice. My mouth watered by the aroma. I couldn't wait; I grabbed a fork and dove strait into the food.

After I finished was the only time I noticed everyone staring at me. "Damn! She eats more than you do Embry!" the chocolate wolf-boy said.

"Stop calling me fat Quil! I already know I need to loose a few pounds! Look at these thunder thighs!" the boy, Embry, said turning his rear toward everyone.

I stared at him and shrugged. "I've seen worse." I leaned my elbow in the table and put my chin in my palm. "So, where the hell am I? Last thing I remember was being used as a chew toy."

Sam walked over to the table and sat across from me. "We were hoping you could tell us what happened. But first, who was that attacking you?"

I stared strait into his eyes and didn't bat an eye when I said, "My father."

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