Winner at a Losing Game
He was alone and reckless, for reasons he couldn't come to terms with. His life was gone and all because he wasn't strong enough to hold on to his one last bit of serenity, he had acted out of impulsion and for that was earned punishment. Never again would he hear the vibrations of the crowd's roars or the soft hum of his guitar beneath his finger tips. He had nothing to hold onto
… That is until he met her.
She was the sun and she was the rain, she was fire and she was ice, she was the moon. His love for her was so strong that a battle field of soldiers would be unable to diminish the feeling. For her he would sacrifice anything, even his love for music. She had once told him that she didn't just sing for one that she sang for all, but he could hear the lie hiding within her words, she did sing but not for all
… Just for Him
And that's why he was here, alone and suffering he loved but that love that was so rich and so deep was not returned. A close friend had once told him of "Unrequited love" and he now knew the pain of it. He could always love but that love will go unnoticed. Her heart will always belong to the other guy.
…of course
He wasn't sure what hurt more, the fact that she still cared for him knowing of his current state, or the fact that his own feelings for her would never be returned, could never be returned,
…and because
His first love would never come true he ran to his second
… Singing.
He sang a song, a song so close to his feelings that it held his shattered heart together
…for now that is,
He could feel a tear spring to his eye but quickly wiped it away "you have to be strong" he whispered to him self. And with that he quietly started the first verse of the song
… "Winner at a Losing Game"
Baby, look here at me
Have you ever seen me this way?
I've been fumblin' for words
Through the tears and the hurt and the pain.
I'm gonna lay it all out
On the line tonight.
And I think that it's time
To tell this uphill fight goodbye.ake what remains of me.
Have you ever had to love someone
That just don't feel the same?
Tryin' to make somebody care for you
The way I do
Is like tryin' to catch the rain.
And if love is really forever,
I'm a winner at a losin' game.
I know that baby, you've tried
To find me somewhere inside of you.
But, you know you can't lie
girl you can't hide the noo
Sometimes two hearts
Just can't dance to the same beat.
So I'll pack up my things,
And I'll t
Have you ever had to love someone
That just don't feel the same?
Tryin' to make somebody care for you
The way I do
Is like tryin' to catch the rain.
And if love is really forever,
I'm a winner at a losin' game.
I know that I'll never be the man that you need or love
Yeah, baby it's killin' me to stand here and see
I'm not what you've been dreamin' of
Have you ever had to love someone
That just don't feel the same?
Tryin' to make somebody care for you
The way I do
Is like tryin' to catch the rain.
And if love is really forever,
I'm a winner at a losin' game.
Oh, oh, oh, if love is really forever
I'm a winner at a losin' game!
Oh, oh I'm tired of losin'
"I love you Mitsuki" Takuto quietly said to himself as the tears silently streamed down his face