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14th February 2013
Watching her sleep I could see her delicate features and how much she had changed. I felt selfish. I had caused this just because of my needs. She didn't deserve this but despite looking delicate she seemed to suck up the pain.
She must have sensed I was watching her because she turned round stirring then finally opened her eyes and her first instinct was looking down. "Oh Edward, I am huge." She said pulling the covers off her. Her stomach swollen and her clothes stretched across her. I could see her bones poking through her arms and the patterns of her ribs going to her shirt. I tried to hide my surprise. As I answered her. "That is a drastic increase in size." I said. She just looked down at her stomach. She shifted and flinched as Connor must have kicked her again but this time there was no snapping sound I was relieved and she must have been too. "Edward I think he has been weight lifting." She smiled but I could see the worry in her face. "I think he was taking lessons off Emmett." I said. For a minute her face settled and she smiled but then I saw the horror and her stomach somehow expanding as her buttons tightened and she held on to the sofa. "Do something Edward." She clung to the sofa her eyes pleading with me. I was confused. How could she physically get bigger in front of my eyes?
Her buttons burst from her shirt as she continued to get bigger. I knew I would have to get him out of her soon. "Edward please do something." Her voice nothing more than a whisper. "Tanya I don't know what to do I haven't seen this before." I said. She frowned at me. "So you will leave me like this to burst?" I sighed there was no winning. "I am not going anywhere I just haven't seen this before." The next few moments are stayed buried in my memory and still bring a chill every time I think of it. One minute Tanya was shouting at me then she let a blood curdling scream out as her body seemed to be ripping she then burst open and I reached in to get Connor who was crying. Tanya was unconscious on the chair. Her expression panicked and I had to move fast to stitch her up. I put Connor down in a blanket I had and started working on fixing up Tanya. I had seen Carlisle do this a million times so I wasn't nervous even though my hands were sweating and when I was done I watched Tanya still unconscious. Connor now in my arms crying. "We can't lose you Tanya." I said. I rocked Connor till he fell asleep again he must has sensed the worry in the air as his mom lay on the sofa. "If not for me at least for Connor." I said taken her hand. Seconds later I heard very light breathing and looked to her face for any signs. She opened her eyes. "What happened?" she asked. She flinched in pain. "Connor happened love." She looked around for him and spotted the basket in the room bundled with Connor and smiled. "I am still hurting." She said. I nodded not really surprised. "Well you did sort of explode." I said. She looked scared but then I said. "Do you want to hold him?" She nodded and I picked Connor up and gently passed him to her. She held him against her and I watched her whole face lit up. "How could you break me when you're so little?" She said. Connor just lifted his arm to her. "I guess he is just strong." I answered for her.
21st February 2013
It had been a while since we had been happy. I didn't want a divorce but we couldn't just argue as much as we were. It started one night the kids were in bed and I had a glass of wine Jasper was there and I put my arms round him. He stiffened immediately and I tried to get him to have some fun. He was so against it I felt rejected and upset. Since then i don't get cuddles in bed we sleep opposite ways and right now I was thinking about this staring out the window at the moon and on my fifth bottle of wine. I didn't hear anyone come in as I let the tears of my failed marriage fall.
The lights suddenly came on and I turned to see Edward just standing in his boxers. "Hello Edward." I said as casually as I could. He walked over to me. "Alice are you okay?" He asked. I was too ashamed to say anything so instead I showed him the rejection the first night it started and how tense it was around him. Edward was good for something I didn't have to say a word and he knew what had happened. "What do I do?" I asked looking up while my hands clenched the unopened bottle of wine. He came closer and wrenched the bottle from my hands. "First of all I think you have had enough wine and second of all I think you need a hug." I had a small idea but I couldn't could I? I mean my brother. But he was there and he offered me a hug so I took it and crawled onto his lap. "W...What are you doing?" he asked. I think he heard my inappropriate thoughts. "You said I can have a hug?" I looked up trying to look innocent I am not sure if it worked or not. "Of course." He put his cold arms round me and I felt happy for the first time in ages. "I hate seeing you like this." He said. "It isn't really your problem you can't do anything to help." I said. Slightly annoyed I mean I don't want pity. "He is a douche." He said. I nodded and looked up. "There is only so many times you can hint at something I mean am I hideous? Everything changed after the babies came." I spilled out everything to Edward and he just sat and listened. "I suppose this is inappropriate." I said trying to climb off his lap. "I was only hugging you Alice." He said. I started crying again letting it all build up and wondering why the hell I got married in the first place. I should have seen this coming but weirdly I didn't. But Edward had his hands on my shoulders. "There is nothing wrong with you Alice, Jasper cannot see it but I sure can." I looked up at him. "Excuse me?" I asked. Did I hear right? "You are beautiful." He said. I sighed. I wasn't going to ruin his marriage I saw how happy he was with Tanya and that was great and they even had a child I wouldn't come between that. "Edward why are you undressed?" I asked trying to change the subject completely and only now remembering he only had one piece of fabric on. "I am on clothes strike." He announced. Like it was so normal but he did have a hot body I mean he was my brother but not by blood so it wasn't as if it was completely wrong.
"You know you don't have to keep your clothes on." He said through the silence. I smiled. "You can take them off if you want to." I said. Who the hell cares if I am married? I stood up and he towered over me removing my clothes. "Much better." He said. I crawled back onto his lap enjoying the contact and his hands very lightly touching my back. I cheekily and very slowly pulled his boxers down his legs and off he didn't move he didn't pull away he just let me get him completely naked. His hands moved to my legs and thighs. I looked up at him. "Are you sure?" I asked. He obviously knew what I meant as he looked back at me his eyes soft. "The question is are you?" he asked. I didn't even hesitate I knew this was right well for now anyway. "I didn't realise you are sexy." I said. It was inappropriate but what the hell we were already undressed. "I didn't realise how beautiful you are." He answered. "I need this." I whispered feeling ashamed what I would do. I knew the guilt would come in soon enough and the regret and hurt. I felt his cold breath on my ear and he whispered lightly. "If this is what you need I can help you out." I closed my eyes feeling the need to pull away and stop this but I couldn't nothing was stopping me but it really had been a while and I felt desperate. "You can do anything you want to me." I said suddenly and well that is what happened. I basically fucked my brother simple as that.
"You aren't going to tell Jasper are you?" I asked when we had finished. I was just casually lying on Edward still undressed and not guilty just yet. "I won't tell anybody." He reassured me. He started again and well I just couldn't resist and spent the whole night with my brother naked and well you know.
22nd February 2013
I had almost spent the whole night spilling out everything to Alice about myself and helping her like a brother would. Alice is damn hot and who wouldn't take the chance to be with her for the night. I had to pretend to care first and that was well boring but I got her naked and she seemed happy enough. I was a whorebag naturist and that made me happy I had converted Alice into a naturist in just one night I just got to perve on her body and that suited me fine.
Alice was on my chest on the sofa she smelt of wine and both of our hair must have been messy. It was very obvious what we had done by the thick smell in the room and something had come to my attention. "I think we have an eavesdropper." I whispered to Alice. Alice bit her lip looking round and tried to cover up with a cushion. "Really?" "Seems Jasper is very interested in our current conversation." She smiled and climbed on me again. She seemed relaxed which was good. If only she could hear what I could I would happily share it with her. I didn't see him poke his head round but he seemed to know how we were laying and I only assumed he was right behind the door listening.
Edward what the fuck are you doing with my wife naked in the room? Why are you slagging me off I have done nothing to you. Just wait till your WIFE knows.
"He doesn't appreciate my name calling and the current position we are in." I said. He was threatening to tell my wife but see what i care I am helping out my sister and it is his entire fault in the first place. Alice moved so her legs were either side of me. "I actually like this position." She said smiling. "It is definitely comfortable." I smirked at her. She was trying to wind Jasper up and I could hear from his thoughts it was working. I didn't want to tell Alice he was angry she seemed in a bubble happy for once in a long time.