Love is a Tough Subject
JurisAnnarielle
Disclaimer: I do not own the Utena characters. Although I wish I owned Juri!
I have loved you since the day you looked at me with
Those lively bright violet eyes.
Then the devil came.
He changed those beautiful eyes into cold empty orbs.
He drained the life out them... out of you.
When he dumped you, you came running to me.
You cried in my arms as I kissed the top of your head.
I whispered tender words of comfort into your elf like
ears.
You stayed over that night and we did unspeakable
things to each other.
I couldnÕt help but touch and caress your pale ivory
skin. My heart jumped when you returned my touches
and I found my love.
At least I thought I did... but the devil returned...
He said he loved you and wanted you back.
You believed him and I watched helplessly once again
as your beautiful eyes died again slowly...
That shine that had returned to them on that night was
fading again.
I became furious and I challenged him to a fencing
match.
I won of course.
He congradulated me as I turned to look at you for you
approval.
You walked up to me holding out an orange rose.
ÒBelieve in miracles and they will know your
feelings.Ó
You told me that... but I couldnÕt follow your advice.
I couldnÕt follow it because I felt like I was holding
you back.
You really loved him... and I didnÕt want to keep you
from him.
So I stepped aside and let you do what you want.
You left the school a little while after that.
You left me with a shattered heart and no one to put
the pieces back.
I had started many letters but.. I could not find the
strength to send it to you.
I had lost my miracle... I was only left with that
numb feeling of emptiness.
If you returned now.... you would find a different
me..
A shadow of my former brillance.
Love is a tough subject to think about...
To speak about..
Do you know what it is like?
Do you know if it hurts for you too?