I love 'Niichan.
He's the coolest person I know. Sometimes I want to be just like him, and it's not fair that I hardly get to see him 'cause we live in different houses. Now we're in the Digiworld, I get to see him a lot, and I'm glad he's there to take care of me. He knows all about me, but there are things he doesn't know that I do.
Like he doesn't know that I know how much he worries about me. Even though I do have Palomon to protect me now too, he still acts like it's all his job. I do like him fussing about me, but sometimes I wish he wouldn't worry so much. I can take care of myself. Wellsometimes.
I also know he sees Tai the same way. He trys to hide it and act like he doesn't care, but I'm his brother and I can tell. I think he hides it 'cause he's afraid of what I might think of it. He's like that. Always worried about others before himself.
I wonder what he would think if he knew I caught them kissing once. And not like mom does to me sometimes. It was on the mouth, like I've seen people do on TV. One night I woke up when it was really dark and I couldn't go back to sleep and I couldn't find 'niichan either, so I got up to look for him. I would have taken Palomon with me, but he was asleep and I didn't want to wake him.
After wandering around and wondering if I should go back and get Palomon to help me find him anyways, I heard mumbling and movement not too far away. Peering through a bush and feeling really proud that I didn't get scared, I was surprised to find Tai leaning forward and kissing 'Niichan. Yamato was kissing him back too. Not knowing what else to do, I went back to camp and curled up with Palomon again. At first I was mad at Tai 'cause I thought he was going to take 'Niichan away from me. But 'Niichan never acted any differently to me. I saw that he was still was going to be there for me, he was still gonna love me no matter what. So it began to bother me less and less that he might like Tai too.
'Niichan still doesn't know I saw them that time.
I wonder what he'd think if I told him about it. I don't think he'd be mad at me, since it wasn't my fault that they were there. But he'd probably be worried. Like about what I thought of it.
If that did happen, I'd say, "Don't worry, 'niichan,"
I can share.