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Summary: Sakura is a sweet, popular 16 girl with loving friends, family, and a boyfriend. But that all changes after Syaoran leave. A year later, sakura gets thrown out by her step-mother. Her friends won't look at her and she is the outcast of the school. In order for her to survive, she has to work as an exotic dancer down town, Tomoeda. There she meets a new life. But also finds more demons to fight.

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Let me go

Chapter 1: Intro

Sakura is the happiest girl alive. What can possibly go wrong?

(Sakura's pov)

"To tell the truth. Everything! I hate my life. I wish that I wasn't born. And most of all I hate him.

I'm Sakura Kinomoto. I'm 17 years old. My life sucks so deal with it. If you want to tell you why then let me tell you.

My mother died when I was 3. My so call friends left me, and the person that I thought I loved left me. My father loved me. He thought that I should have a mother figure since he's never is home because of his job. My brother is away in college at China. That was the biggest mistake EVER. She kicked me out from my own house. My Houses. I hate that stupid bitch.

Since that day, my life change. I was force to the dark side. The sweet innocent young girl that people once knew is now dead. I still go to school, where I face my demands and have a crapy night job. I know that I should just end my life. I mean we all want to. When I mean we, I mean my new family, Meiling Rae, Rika Sasaki, Antonio

Sung, and Joshes Chan. We are still alive because of this little life force.

Who do I mean? Well for me to tell you then I have to kill you. Kidding.

Umm, where should I start so you won't get lose. I know, the day of my sixteenth birthday. I just found out that Syaoran had to go back to China. I didn't know for how long. I loved him with all my heart. The saddest thing is, he was leaving that night, the night of my birthday.

(Flash back)

--one years ago—

Dec. 2, 2004

"Sakura come on. You can't be in your room all your life."

"Yes I can!" said a stubborn Sakura

"But you have too. I want to…to say goodbye." Syaoran called back "and I can't when you're locked in your room."

"But xsniffx but I don't want you to go."

"It's not like I want too." reply Syaoran. "It's my mother's idea. And we can still talk to each other. Come on, it's your birthday. The happiest day of your life. I don't want to leave like this."

"xsniffx ok" the door open and revealed, xsniffx a xsniffx crying Sakura xsniffx

In Syaoran's eyes no matter how horrible Sakura looked like, she will be his angle.

Syaoran look up at her. He walks over to hug his cherry princess. Tomoyo was recording that that moment with tears in her eyes. Behind her was Sakura's father, her brother Touya, (who was getting angry by the minute), Chiharu, Naoko.

Sakura was, I mean, is a good girl. She was the best child of the Fujitaka. The father was proud of his children. Fujitaka looked at his son. Touya is going back to school next week. And sakura will be alone. Sakura family is a well respected and wealthiest in Japan. But his job is taking to much time and he won't be home for sakura. He was seeing someone. Maybe he should marry her for sakura. Now sakura won't be so lonely in this big empty house.

Both Syaoran and Sakura started to date each other when they were both 14. They were the cutest couple in the school campus. Sakura knew that Syaoran would be leaving but she didn't plan it soon. But neither them knew how long they will be apart.

She has the best friends ever. They all know how Sakura feels about Syaoran leaving. So to cheer her up they made a surprise party. But the plan is going a little slow. They need Sakura out of the house so the party can go underway.

They just witness true love. They can even see that Syaoran is going to miss her, and truly. The love that those two have will never burn out.

"That was beautiful." Tomoyo said

"I wish I had a boyfriend like that." Chiharu said

"Are we jealous?" said Naoko with a muse smile.

"NO!" both shouted then the three giggled.

"She's coming!" someone shouted

"Turn off the lights" another one shouts

"Hide" another person screamed

"SHOUT UP" rough Touya

(Outside)

"Syaoran, where are you taking me? I want to see"

"We're almost there. Just one more minute"

"But you said that like 3 thousand times already." wined sakura

Syaoran smile

"You know its not funny being blind and all."

"I know, just two more steps."

"Ok, one-tw----"

"SUPORISE"

"OH" said the surprise birthday girl

The whole house rough of laughter

"Sakura happy Birthday" said the girl behind the camera

"Oh, me" sakura pointed to herself

"Yes my love." Syaoran put his arms around sakura. (I want that) sakura laid against his chase and enjoy the rest of the even.

(Hours pass)

Well the party went well, despite the fact that there was a lot alcohol, and a lot of young teens consume them. To point out whom- well the love birds.

"Syaoran come with me to my room." Said a drunk sakura

"To do what" Syaoran said huskily

"I don't know, maybe to watch a movie or something. Hey where did my father and my brother go to? I think he said that his office called him in. but then where's Touya? Syaoran? Where did you go? Syao-." Sakura turn around to see Syaoran standing by the window of her room. He turned around to look at sakura when the moon light hit her face.

"I will never leave a goddess like you."

"huh."

By that time sakura didn't notice that they were in her room by them self and drunk. The two stared into each other eyes looking to see the future. And they did.

Sakura walk over to Syaoran like she was in a trance. Syaoran couldn't get sakura out of his head.

The two walk up and share the beautiful moment ever.

Syaoran woke up the few hours later with a killer headache. He roll out of bed not noticing the other person in it. "I'm never going to drink again.' Then Syaoran looked at the clock it read 2:03. 'Damn it, I'm late. Mother is going to kill me." Syaoran got up. Not even trying to figure out why his cloths were thrown all around, but to be at the airport in 15 minute.

Once he got to the air port he found a very angry Wei. "Sorry Wei, I lost track of time."

"Hhmm. I suppose an aspiring will do?" Wei offer to Syaoran.

"Y-yes, but don't tell mother." Said a shock Syaoran.

"As you wish master." Reply Wei

As the plane took off the last thought that Syaoran had was, 'Sakura, I promise to come back to you if it's the last thing I'll do, I swear. I love you'

The next thing he knew was darkness.

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TBC

There I'm done. This is my 2nd fan fiction. I hope that you like it and comment back on anything. Ja Ne