AU Note: Hi guy, this is my first Drarry story. I have been planing to write it for a while now, I hope you all enjoy it. This story is inspired by a song "bad things" by Machine Gun Kelly & Camila Cabello. Just a heads up that in the story the whole being gay concept is taken as a bad thing but it's because characters have to over come it. I am not offending anyone and I don't have a problem with gender sexuality (obviously since I am writing this story ^^) Please enjoy and feed back would be very much appreciated. Thank you.
Summary: Love that we cannot have is the one that last the longest, hurts the deepest, and feels the strongest. Love between enemies is prohibited, but that makes it unspeakably desirable. So tendering with affection that it becomes harder to believe that it's wrong. Falling for someone you know you shouldn't. Then trying to fight the feelings but just couldn't instead you fell deeper each day and then you tried to hide it in every possible way. But somehow fate just keeps bringing you together, meeting in random locations, time after time. Smashing into each other like the ocean waves. Always explodes with lust on contact. Then leaving each other with a mess and unforgettable fights. But, even the destruction is so bloody beautiful. We always long for the forbidden things, and the desire which has denied us. Harry thinks If you can love the wrong so much... imagine how it would be with the right one.
Am I out of my head? Am I out of my mind?
We were crazy. Our love was crazy. Unique. So lustful. Caring. Perfect. Incredible. Brilliant. Every touch left with wanting more and more.
If you only knew the bad things I like, don't think that I can explain it.
Our love
What can I say? It's complicated.
It was mad, we had it bad. It drove us high. No self-control. Different from anything, everything and everyone. It was out of this world. Out of this universe. It lied between us and just us. No one ever understood it. No can ever understand it. It left us breathless. It was beautiful.
Don't matter what you say, don't matter what you do
Our love…
Was a secret. It was Dirty. Filthy. A mysterious riddle. A puzzle. It was dragging us down and we couldn't stop ourselves from falling. Deep so deep, we kept on falling, together. There was no end. No stop.
I only wanna do bad things to you so good, that you can't explain it
Our love.
It was a sin, a crime, a mistake. We knew it was wrong, so wrong. It was a sin. It was Forbidden.
What can I say? It's complicated ...
"Dad, please stop. I'll be fine. It's my 5th year after all" Albus said rolling his eyes. Harry let out a sigh stopping his son's luggage cart.
"That's exactly why I am worried" He said crossing his arms. Albus grumbled "Dad I am not 5 anymore besides I already apologised for what happened last year" he said moving his luggage cart towards the wall between platform 9/12. Not giving his father the chance to argue back, Albus Potter, ran into the wall crossing the muggle world and entering the platform to the wizard universe. Harry ran his fingers through his messy black hair in frustration, letting out a heavy sigh and crossed over. At the platform there stood the Weasley family and his beautiful wife, Ginny Potter with his kids. He walked over to Ginny and put an arm on her waist, kissing her forehead before looking down at his kids with a smile. Harry couldn't believe how fast the time flew, it was James's last year, Albus's 5th year and Lily's 2nd year. He looked over his shoulder and found Hermione giving the mother lecture to her daughter; Rose Granger-Weasley, telling here to watch over Hougo once they reach Hogwarts. Similarly, Ginny was also going over the older brother responsibilities with Albus regarding their lovely daughter Lily Potter. Though the boy paid no attention to his mother, Harry notice shaking his head with an amused smile. In Fact he was looking around the platform in search, with a bored expression on his face.
"Albus potter! Pay attention to me when I am talk-"
"SCORPIUS!" Albus screamed loud enough to cut his mother off and making Harry jump a little. Harry blinked, he felt Albus shoulder brush on his arm as the boy rushed by him. He barely heard Ginny yell "Oh for the love of- ALBUS!" as he forcefully gulped. 'Scorpius? Isn't that...Draco's child?' thought Harry his veins suddenly freezing.
"ALBUS!" Harry turned around to see Albus hugging the blonde boy just 2 inch smaller then him. His son had his arms wrapped tightly around the boy's waist, almost holding him protectively. In return Scorpius had his arms wrapped around Albus's neck as he let out a surprised chuckle. Harry felt his stomach swirl a little, as the scene before him brought back unpleasant memories.
"Gross" Rose commented making them break their hug.
"Don't be a git Rose" Albus said unamused turning his head towards the tall girl
"I could give you a hug too Rose!" Scorpius said cheerfully, opening his arms. Harry noticed the slight stiff of Albus's shoulder and the smile which was replaced by a frown. 'Interesting' he thought. Harry couldn't help but wonder where Scorpius's dad was. He looked around the platform yet no sight of the older blond was to be seen. He let out a sigh of relief but couldn't help and feel the disappointment building up in his heart.
"NO! You, stay away from my daughter as much as possible!" Ron said jumping in between as he wrapped his arms around his daughter protectively. Harry let out a small chuckle and Hermione rolled her eyes wanking her husband on the head.
"If your daughter does end up with my son, be happy she will have a bright future ahead Weasley"
Thump. Harry inhaled sharply, his eyes widen and suddenly his heart was beating loudly in his ears.
A familiar scent of strawberry filled the air when a tall, long elegant figure came and stood next to Scorpius. Refusing to look at the voice of the owner, Harry decided it was wise to look down at the ground and pretend he wasn't there. He slowly closed his eyes in hope to slow down his heart beat as he inhaled a gulp of air and exhaled out through his nose lightly. 'Relax. Clam down. Please, just please relax Harry' He told himself.
"Father!" Scorpius said with a pink blush on his pale cheeks. The loud voice of Scorpius shook Harry jolt in shock bringing him out of his thoughts.
"Oh shut up Draco!" Ron said with a frown as Hermione let out a soft chuckle.
"As if Scorpius and Rose will end up together" Albus mumbled his brows crossed looking slightly angry. Harry's eyes snapped open and he turned his head towards his son who looked annoyed or even angry with a large frown on his lips. He would have questioned that looked and possibly teased his son if all of his attention wasn't captured by Draco Malfoy and the amused look on his beautiful face. Harry gulped, letting out a small shaky breath and damn it all, why were Malfoy's so fucking good looking?
"And why wouldn't he young potter?" Draco asked raising an elegant brow as he tilted his head a little letting the blond bangs on his forehead fall on his eyes. If Harry was allowed to fanboy or even let out a small squiggle without ruining his image this would be the moment. Oh Draco was so handsome.
"Because they don't look good together, Scorpius is too good for her. He deserved someone who can love him for who he is and protect him always" Albus said with a serious tone, looking into Draco's eyes. So there was some of Gryffindor in Albus after all! Harry felt so proud.
"Excuse you Albus! But you are not the one to decide that" Rose yelled back her voice clearly showing hint of anger.
"Wait. What do you mean by that Rose?" Ron asked panicked. The two cousins had a glare battle ignoring Ron's question.
"Rose? Hon!-"
"Oh Ron, leave her alone! She is old enough to date whoever she wants" Hermione said rolling her eyes.
"NO! She is still my baby girl!" Ron let out a small cry making Hermione smack him again. Meanwhile Scorpius just looked at Albus curiously as the two cousins had a silent tug of war with their eyes. Draco looked satisfied from Albus's comment earlier, Harry could tell by the way he stood tall with his hands in his pockets as he looked down at the boys. There was smirk on his lips, which Harry had missed so much. A unique taste of the blonde's mouth, that he thinks he still remembers, comes back to him and he wonders how long would it take for him to forget it. He wanted to reach his hand out to Draco's hair which were falling on his eyes and push them back gently. The inch to feel them against his fingers again was as strong as the first time when he saw Draco again 12 years after Hogwarts.
Scars on my body so I can take you wherever
His eyes were fixed on the blond in front of him forgetting the people around him. Then Draco's grey eyes moved suddenly locking with Harry's green eyes. Tick-Tock. Time stopped. Everyone froze. The platform was gone and in this moment, it was just them. Harry's eyes widen slightly, the air was getting heavy, he noticed, or was it just him who couldn't breathe anymore? His heart leaped from his chest, flying down to the runway like a mad train, leaving him a bloody mess and breathless in front of the tall handsome blonde man standing before him. His clear ocean, grey eyes were so hypnotizing, just like how Harry membered them. A string of silent warmth, craving, and thirst of some sort flashed through them and Harry was certain his eyes reflected the same. A cold shiver ran down Harry's spine, he was tempted to reach out, to touch him, hold him and breathe him in, until he can't think straight. Thump. A heartbeat. They blinked.
I want you forever even when we're not together...
The grey in his eyes turned as cold as the ice and in an instant Harry knew Draco's fallen mask was back on. His beautiful eyes which Harry loved so much were now back to being empty, showing no emotions.
Scars on my body I can look at you whenever
"Potter." his voice was so dry and cold that Harry had to gulp down forcefully to get rid of the lump in his throat.
"Draco..." Harry said back with a small nod using the same dry tone which he hoped sounded as cold as the blonde's but he knew it would be lie to say that it did.
Am I out of my head? Am I out of my mind?
Train to Hogwarts will be departing in 10 minutes from Platform 9/12, can all the students please get on immediately. Again, train to Hogwarts will be departing in 10 minutes from Platform 9/12, please get on immediately.
They broke their eye contact and looked away, their attention taken by their kids. Harry caught Hermione's eyes which were filled with disappointment, he felt his stomach drop as if someone had punched him and knocked out all of his air. Before dropping his gaze he saw a hint of sadness in her eyes and… guilt? Turning his eyes away from her he saw Albus walking up to Ginny and giving her a tight hug. Then the boy turned to his father giving him one of his special warm smile and Harry couldn't resist ruffling his son's hair with a grin on his face.
"AH! DAD!" Albus said letting out a small laugh pushing away Harry's hand softly. Harry felt a wave of happiness wash through him, Albus was finally letting him in. Finally, the young slytherin boy takes his luggage with a promise to write to his parents over the year before leaving with Scorpius and Draco towards another cab. Harry turned his back towards the three slytherins as they walked away. He picks up Lily's luggage and walks towards another cab of the train with James, Ginny and the Weasley's following behind. He refused to turn around, he refused to steal a glance, and he refused to let himself get hurt again… This time he'll go home without his heart breaking into tiny pieces. This time he won't be hurt. This time… this time he'll get to escape Draco without any pain. Harry let's out a dry low chuckle because damn, what an idiot he can be sometimes, how he protect his heart from getting hurt when it's already been broken. Silly him. Harry knows once the train leaves, Draco would be long gone without even glancing at him. He knows that Draco wouldn't turn back to look at him, he knows the blond would never come up to him and talk. In all honestly, he should be grateful that Draco didn't come and speak to him, it saves him from all the heartache. Although when Draco's magic suddenly disappears, Harry felt a pang of pain struck through his heart. 'Could have at least said goodbye...Areshole' Harry thought biting his lower lip trying to contain his emotions in. With Draco's magic gone that would mean that Albus and Scorpius were already in the train. He breathes out a relief sigh knowing his son was on the train safely. That's one problem off his shoulders. Harry think he should be relieved that he wouldn't see Draco again, so why did he feel so empty? His feelings should have gone along with the blonde, yet his heart still ached. There was only one question in his mind at the moment 'When will I see you again? Will I even see you again…? Do you that I-' stopping his thought right there, he feels that the fake smile on his face could slip off any second.
What can I say? It's complicated...
In Hogwarts
Scorpius and Albus walked into the main hall engaged in a conversation about their summer, wrapped in their own world. Rose let out a low giggle, she glanced at Lily who winked at her as an approval.
"Scorpius!" Albus looked up the loud voice coming from the Gryffindor table, his mouth immediately fell into a frown once he sees Rose walking towards them. His frown got deeper once he saw Rose smiling and almost running towards Scorpius. Something was wrong, Rose never walked towards Scorpius or even spare him with a glance. What was she up to? His train of thought was left empty when he saw Rose jumping on Scorpius and wrapping her arms around him.
"R-Rose?" Scorpius shutter shocked, his cheeks turning pink. Albus let out a low growl dangerously, resisting the urge to rip Rose away from Scorpius.
"Scorp! Come sit with me!" She said tugging on his arm.
"That's Scorpius to you Rose" Albus said tugging on his other arm, glaring at her.
"I can call him whatever I want Al-blus" She said glaring back. Again Scorpius's eyes were fixed on Albus, looking at him with curiosity.
"Let go Rose, Scorpius is sitting with me at the Slytherin table" Albus said pulling at the blonde's arm.
"No, he's sitting with me at the Gryffindor table" She argued back her grip only getting tighter on Scorpius arm. That's enough, he had enough of Rose's nonsense. Whatever she was planning wasn't going to work as long as Albus was around.
"Let go Albus, Scorpius is not your property. He can sit whoever he wants to with and right now I want him to sit beside me. With me" She said clinging on to Scorpius arm, her chest pressing into his elbow joint.
"Um…" Scorpius let's out a small embarrassed sounds. Albus can see a blush forming on his pale cheeks and he felt his jaw getting tighter. He locked his eyes with Rose and let out a loud growl dangerously, his eyes darking from green to black, startling Scorpius and sending shivers down Rose's spine. Her griped loosen down a little and her fingers slipped off Scorpius's arm. Lily watched her taking a step back slightly and this is when she knew she had to step in.
"Brother, don't be a git. We are just inviting Scorpios to our table, you can join too. I am sure Scorpius wouldn't mind sitting with us, so why do you?" said the little girl joining the conversation.
"Stay out of this Lily" Albus said calming down a little, he sometimes hated his soft spot for his baby sister. She looked at him with her brows frowned, lips pouted and Albus felt his heart melting. Damn her for being so impossibly adorable and she definitely knew how to use it against her brother. He let out a sigh and glanced at Scorpius who was looking amused.
"It's okay Al, I am sure new company won't give us any harm" he said with a dazzling smile making a light blush appear on Albus's cheeks.
As they walked towards the Gryffindor table with Scorpius and Lily walking ahead talking to each other, Rose decided to slid next to Albus. She elbowed him in the ribs making him groan in pain.
"What the actual fuck, Rose?"
"Say are you secretly a werewolf Al?" She whispered in his ear. He looked at her as if she had grown two heads.
"Have you finally gone crazy?" he asked her, making her blow out a sigh in frustration.
"Why is it so difficult to have a conversation with you?" She said crossing her arms, her voice showing pure irritation.
"I know you are up to something. Whatever it is, stop. If you hurt Scorpius in any way I swear-"
"Will you lay down a little? I won't hurt him in anyway. Why is it so hard to believe that I want to get to know him? I mean have you looked at him? He's the smartest, handsome, richest boy of the school plus he's a gentlemen. He has all the lady killer qualities, oh for the love of God, even men want him" Albus felt his heart racing, an ugly feeling taking over his stomach. Rose sounded so sincere and her voice was so dreamy as if she was in love with Scorpius. Though that's not what bothered him. He knew Scorpius had always wanted Rose and now that she was showing interest in him… does that mean she and Scorpius will start dating? No. He didn't like it. He definitely didn't like the idea of his cousin dating his best friend.
The whole week Rose managed to drag Scorpius away from Albus to the Gryffindor table. She didn't stop there, in every class they shared, she would come and sit between them. On their private time she appear out of nowhere and drag Scorpius away, leaving Albus by himself. It was getting to the point that Albus was close to snapping at her. He would only get to have some personal time with Scorpius at night, in their dorm and sometimes they don't even get to have that time. Mostly because Scorpius is too tired from playing Quidditch on some days or when Albus has stays back on practicing spells and charms with the head minister. It's been 2 months already and Albus feels lost. Without having Scorpius by his side 24/7 he feels like a part of him is missing. He's sitting on his bed, Scorpius out with Rose on one of his library dates again. It hurts. Not having Scorpius with him. Not having his attention. He misses the blonde's voice, his jokes, and his nerdy moments. He misses his company. He's misses his friends. His best friend. Albus brings his knees to his chest and rest the tip of his chin to his knee cap. He closes his eyes are plays his moments with his best friend. He remembers the day they first met.
"Hi! I am Scorpius Malfoy. Thank you for being my friend Albus Potter"
A smile appears on Albus's face as he remembers the day Scorpius jumped off that train for him. He remembers Scorpius telling him how important he is to the blond.
"Yes you are not bloody Harry potter! But you are Albus! And I happen to accept you the way you are!" Albus lets out a small chuckle as he turns his head, his cheek rest on his knee cap. He glances over the empty bed beside him.
"If I had to choose a companion to be at the return of eternal darkness with, I'd choose you"
Right on the que the door creaked open and Albus's eyes snapped open. Their stood Scorpius Malfoy with his books tugged in between of his waist and arm.
"Albus…" he said softly, walking towards his best friend. Albus slowly got off his bed as Scorpius placed his books on the side table of his bed.
"Scorpius" said Albus stopping in front of the blond. They stared at each other, their eyes locked together, too scared to blink as if the moment might slip away. How long has it been since it was just them?
"Are we having a staring contest?" Asked Scorpius with a grin on his. Only he would try to crack a joke in moments like these. Albus let out a laugh and leaned forwards to wrap his arms around the blond. The same time Scorpius reached out his arms and their bodies moved forwards. They hugged each other tightly, as if words weren't enough to convince each other on how much they missed each other. Scorpius closed his eyes listening to Albus's heartbeat, beating against his.
"I missed you, you enormous geek" mumbled Albus against the blonde's ear.
"Missed you too, you nutter" whispered Scorpius leaning into Albus's warm strong chest. He missed this. He had missed Albus so much over the past few months that he thought he would go crazy. Albus pushed away a little, not breaking the hug and pressed a soft kiss on the blonde's forehead. They had being doing that since the end of fourth year. He remembered it perfectly, Scorpius was the one to kiss his forehead first because he was very upset over Delphini's betrayal. Albus had been shocked until Scorpius explained it was a common action between close friends.
"Aunt Pansy kissing Dad whenever he's upset or angry" he had said with a shy smile and a blush on his pale cheeks. When Albus thought about it he had seen Aunt Hermione kissing his dad's forehead multiple times as well, so it must be just another way to show affection towards friends.
"You should go to sleep, you must be tired after spending so much time with Rose. She can be very talkative" He said softly looking into those piercing beautiful grey eyes. Scorpius shook his head and then leaned forwards to tuck his head under Albus's chin again.
"No. I feel like I haven't seen you in ages. Don't wanna sleep" he mumbled, sleep in his voice. Albus let out a small chuckle and pushed his friend back. They fell on Scorpius's bed together, with Albus on top. Albus tried to move, to get out Scorpius's hold but the blond only held him tighter. He had his arms wrapped around Albus's neck tightly as he shook his head, telling Albus not to leave.
"Scorpius-"
"Please Albus" and that's all it took for Albus to give in. He took out Scorpius wand from his back pocket and mumbled a spell which switch the blonde's uniform to his pajamas. Then he gently placed the wand on the side table, slipping under the blanket with Scorpius. He tucked them in with the warm blanket and Scorpius wasted no time snuggling into Albus.
"You can be such a baby sometimes" Whispered Albus resting his head on top of Scorpius's head. Scorpius's head was resting on top on his arm and his other arm draped over the blonde's waist. Similarly with Scorpius who had his one arm around Albus's waist and the other resting in between them.
"Shut up" came the sleepy response from the blonde, and he curled closer to Albus. His legs were entwined with Albus's, their chests pressed together. Albus breathed in Scorpius's hair, the scent of vanilla taking over him and sending warmth all over his body. With a last kiss on Scorpius head and mumbles of 'Good night' they both drifted off to sleep.
The sunlight flashed through the window and Albus let out a grumble sound opening his eyes. The first thing he saw were fresh big grey eyes, staring at him. A smile appeared on his lips as he leaned down and pressed a soft kiss on Scorpius's forehead.
"Good morning" said the blonde closing his eyes and snuggling into Albus's chest. There was huge smile on his face and his cheeks were red.
"Morning" said Albus with a yawn letting Scorpius move under him. Scorpius let out a giggle making Albus look at him. He raised his eyebrow at the blonde and in return he got a dazzling smile.
"You sound so sleepy and your hair looks so messy" He said with a grin, his hands running through the messy dark black hair. Albus leaned into the soft touch of his friend closing his eyes gently. Friend. This is your friend Albus. What are you doing, sleeping in the same bed as him? Friends don't do this. A bullet shot went through him, his heart fell into his stomach and he suddenly felt sick. He gulped nervously and softly pushed the blonde away and got up. He stretched his arms out and smiled down at the blond who was smiling back at him.
"Get up before we miss breakfast" he said tapping Scorpius's pointy nose with affection. The blond let out another giggle turning into the pillow hiding his face which were turning red again. Albus left a warm bubble in his chest rising overcoming his sick feeling. Scorpius could act so cute sometimes. He let out a sight and got out of the bed, heading towards the washroom before he does something stupid which both of them will regard. They finally managed to get out of the dungeon and headed out to Great Hall. They entered together, engaged in their conversation. Not caring of the world around them, only lost in their own world. Then suddenly Scorpius was pulled away from Albus again by none other than; Rose Granger-Weasley. Bloody fucking hell.
It's around the third month and Albus feels like he's going crazy. Rose is everywhere, in fact rumors of them dating have started to go around. They are sitting in the great hall again for dinner, Scorpius with Rose, lost in their own world. Albus sitting beside Lily as he pretends to focus on his potions essay instead of the couple in front of him. Scorpius looks happy, he thinks. So why does he feel so bloody shitty. It's not fair, Scorpius is his friend, why is Rose clinging on to him.
"What's wrong Albus" whispered Scorpius once they finished their dinner at the Gryffindor table. They sat across each other, facing face-face with Rose sitting beside Scorpius and Albus sitting in between of siblings. Albus looked up from his empty plate into his friend's considered eyes. A warm smile fell on his face "Nothing's wrong" he said shaking his head. A small frown fell on Scorpius's lips, clearly not convinced but luckily he let it go.
"Wanna get out of here?" Scorpius watched Albus's eyes lit up at his suggestion and let out a small chuckle with his friend nodded eagerly. They stood up together earning everyone's attention "Thank you for having us at your table tonight but it's getting late and we would like to go back to our house dorm" said Scorpius politely with a grin on his face.
"Aw, but it's so early" Rose said as he tugged on Scorpius's sleeve.
"Give it a rest Rose. We want to leave" Albus said trying not sound as angry as he's feeling. Just who does she thinks she is? Taking advantage of Scorpius's feelings like that. Albus doesn't even know what he sees in Rose. 'I am so much better than her'. Scorpius should pay attention to me more. I can be perfect for him' he thinks with his hands clutched so tightly in a fist that his knuckles have gone white. In a second he freezes, hold on, did he just thought that? What? Albus can feel the panic in chest raising, he jumps out of his seat and he lets go of his hands. The blood rushes through his head in shame and he feels like he's going to faint from the sudden dizziness.
"Albus are you okay? You look so pale" he can hear the concern in Scorpius's voice. He thinks he should give some sort of reply since all eyes were on him but all he does is steps back. His eyes fixed on Scorpius, horrified and feeling like he wants to throw up with all the pressure building up in his stomach.
"I-I" he shutters. He can feel his lips moving but no sounds is coming out. This can't be it. No. There is no way. He can't feel this way towards Scorpius. No.
"Al. You okay?" James ask standing up and resting his hand on his brother's shoulder. Albus turns his head towards James and he can see his older brother's eyes widding.
"J-Jam-es…" He can't think straight. He pushes James out of the way and runs out of the great hall. He runs. He doesn't know where. All he can think of is Scorpius. His short platinum hair which fall on his forehead so perfectly. His gorgeous v-shape face. His light pale skin. His beautiful smile. His long slim body which could be prettier than any girl. His lovely voice. His vanilla scent. His sassy yet clever attitude. But most of all the way Scorpius says his name with so much affection; Albus. Shit. Shit. Shit!
"AHHH!" He yells out, letting his body fall on his knees to the ground as he grips on his hair tightly. Feeling angry, frustrated, confused and shaken-up, he punches the ground below him hard, making his knuckle burst open. Blood rushes out of his bruised hand but he doesn't seem to care. In fact he is so blown away by his sudden emotions that he can't even feel the pain. This can't be happening. Why? How? Scorpius is his best mate. His only friend. He cannot, absolutely cannot feel this way towards him. No, this isn't right. Maybe he's just jumping to conclusions. After all Scorpius is a man, like him. He's not supposed to like men. That sounds outrageous, he knows he is a failure as a 'potter' but he's not that far gone. Oh God, what would his parents say if they found out? Why does everything has to be so hard for him. Why!?
'No please, no. I can't. I don't feel anything for Scorpius. This is ridiculous" he mumbles lightly to himself as he rubs his eyes with his hands.
"ALBUS!" his body freezes upon hearing the loud way too familiar voice from behind him. Now that he turns to look back he realises he sitting in the middle of Quidditch field. When did he get here?
"Oh God, Albus! What happened to your hand!?" Scorpius rushes to his side and sit in front of him. He grabs Albus's hand his in his and takes his wand out. The young Malfoy mumbles a cleaning spell and Albus barely watches the blood on his hand vanishing. Under the moonlight Scorpius looks even more beautiful and it takes Albus's breath away. The way he tucks his loose blonde, almost white hair behind his ear and focus on Albus's bleeding hand. There is a serious look on his soft face and a frown which Albus wants kiss away. The moonlight almost makes him look paler and the smell of vanilla is surrounding Albus like the summer air in July. Scorpius looks so beautiful under the moonlight that no poetry could ever describe it. Then piercing grey eyes look up locking them with the green eyes looking down.
"What happened to your hand?" The concern in his voice and the worried look on his face makes Albus want to wrap his arms around him. He can feel Scorpius's hands still around him even after the blond is done healing him and a small smile tugs on his lips. The warmth from Scorpius's hands washes through his body and the cold air doesn't seem to affect him anymore.
"I don't wanna talk about it" He said pulling his hands away and getting up. He can't keep on thinking this way. He needs to stop, for God sakes this is his best friend! As soon as he pulls away a flash of hurt goes through Scorpius's eyes and Albus wants to hit himself.
"O-Okay… I am sorry if I upset you today" He hears Scorpius say in a soft voice with the obvious pain in it and Albus hates himself even more.
"You didn't do anything to upset me Scorp" he says trying his best not be an areshole. Scorpius looks down, staring at the ground as he bites his lower lip, fidgeting a little. Albus lets out a sigh and reaches out to wrap his arms around the blonde pulling the boy in a hug. He loves the height difference between them, with him being tall and Scorpius being just 2 inches smaller. They fit perfectly as if they were made for each other. Immediately their bodies press together bring in the warmth. He can feel Scorpius arms going around his waist as he nuzzles his face into Albus's neck.
"I promise you didn't upset me" He whispered softly into the blonde's ear. He can feel Scorpius holding on to his shirt tightly 'why is your hand hurt then?' he hears him say. The warm breath tickles his neck sending a shiver down his body.
"Because I am an idiot" He says taking in the sweet scent of vanilla as he rubs his nose softly against the blond hair. He hears a small chuckle leave Scorpius lips as the blond looks up with his dashing grin. So close. They are so close that if Albus leans down just a little, he can capture those juicy red lips with his. He feels as if his breath is stolen away from him and he knows if he doesn't let go soon he's going to regard his next move. He lets go of Scorpius and pushes himself back giving a small smile to the blonde.
"Come on, let's go back. It's getting cold" says Albus as he reaches his hand out and tucks the blond locks behind Scorpius's ear. He watches as Scorpius's pale cheeks turn red, his heart skips a beat and he drops his hand down knowing he is so royally fucked.
"Yeah… let's go" Whispers Scorpius.
It's been weeks and Albus is trying his best to avoid Scorpius, not that it was hard to do since Rose always took the blond away even before they reached The Great Hall. Still he manages to avoid Scorpius's questions, his grey eyes when Albus knows he's been watched. He doesn't engage himself into long conversations, tries to keep them short. For the first few week he denied his feelings for the blonde. Then he tried to accept them when it was getting too painful to watch Rose flirt with Scorpius and the blonde flirting back. Slowly he started to avoid Scorpius all together because his emotions were getting out of control. He couldn't stand watching him be happy with Rose. It hurt too much, he would rather avoid it. Although, whenever Scorpius was around, his heart would beat out of his chest. His eyes would only follow the blond, like nothing else mattered. Whenever Scorpius smiled, Albus would have the urge to kiss him. Deeply. Senselessly. He wanted to suck on those soft lips, he wanted to explore the blonde's mouth with his tongue. Albus was sure he would taste like vanilla, because that's how Scorpius smells like. He wanted to suck on his tongue and then trail wet kisses down his pointy jaw.
Letting out a tired sigh, he slowly walked down the dungeon when suddenly someone came and roughly turned him around. He met angry grey eyes, and his heart stopped.
"Are you done avoiding me!?" he sounded angry, probably the most angry Albus had ever seen him.
"Are you done following Rose around like a lost puppy?" maybe that wasn't the right thing to say, but at this moment Albus really didn't care.
"What!? Don't you dare to drag her into this" there was a mixture of shock and anger mixed in Scorpius eyes. Albus felt anger boil into him.
"I am gonna bloody drag her into this! You are always with her! It's like you don't even care about me anymore! You don't even know me anymore" Albus shouted starling Scorpius.
"Of course I care about you! I do know you Albus, we are best friends! You are the one avoiding me!" Scorpius yelled back.
"Best friends? Don't fuck with me" Albus let out a dark chuckle "You know what Scorpius! I am so done with you. Ever since we came back all you have been doing is running around with Rose. You don't fucking care what I do! Do you even know where I go when you ditch me for her! You leave me behind like I am bloody worth nothing to you! Tell me one bloody thing I have done this semester! I bet you don't even know that I have personal classes with the head minister for spells and charms! Still think you fucking know me?" Scorpius's eyes were wide open, his lips trembling. Shock was written all over his face.
"A-Albus… you know that's not true. Why didn't you tell m-"
"Don't. Just shut up Malfoy and leave me alone" Albus said turning fast, his robe flying around him leaving Scorpius by himself.
That was all for chapter one! next chapter is going to be Drarry... hopefully... No most likely lol. I just wanna get into Drarry, hahah (Not that I have anything against Scorblus) but I wanna take this story slowly so that it makes sense. Please do let me know your thoughts and feed back.
Thank you all for reading!