Lost in another year,
Replaying each and every tear,
Forgive the guy, who made you cry,
And live the way you want to live.
- Can't Stand The Heat
It was supposed to be a surprise. We were supposed to be together forever. We were made for each other. But then he left.
I lost it. I withdrew into myself, losing myself in the past, in the memories of us, and in my imagination. Imagining what could've been, what should've been. But who ever said the dreams come true.
He left me. What could I have done about it? I didn't leave. I could never leave, but he didn't even say why. We were supposed to go out on our first date that night. It was the beginning of the future. He led the way like a light. But then the light went out.
I already forgave him in my heart. My head was saying otherwise. But every night, I see his blue viper pull up the drive-way, and he would walk up to the door, and bang on it and yell that he was sorry that he left, and that he loved me. But then I would wake up.
No one seems to get, that he and I had a connection, and that no one could replace his spot in my heart.
I can't seem to get anything out of me. No songs, nothing.
It's been 24 hours that I've lived in the darkness. And I really wish I had a light to lead the way. To lead me away from the misery I feel.
Maybe I shouldn't do this anymore.
Forget the guy who holds my heart in my hands, who gave it back to me in pieces, time after time.
Look ahead, and see the light, of a new life that I want to live. And leave me heart behind.
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A/N: So was it ok? It just popped into my head, Might be more, might be less. Who knows?
Laterz!