Living by: rizzoliandisles
Chapter 1: Jane's confession
Jane and Maura have been dating for 2 months, but Jane is keeping a secret from Maura. So Jane decided that she will tell Maura the truth tonight after they celebrate their 2 months anniversary.
She has the right to know why she didn't want to engage in sex, Jane thought.
Jane was headed to pick up Maura at her house. They have decided two weeks ago to ride with each other to save gas and so they just go anywhere they want after work. In 15 min. Jane was at Maura. Jane went to knock on the door and Maura open it.
"Hi", Jane said
"Hi"
"Are you ready to go?"
"Yes"
They got into Jane's car drove to the precinct in silent. When they got there Jane told her that she will be down for lunch. So they went their separate ways. Jane and Maura finish up paper work, so they want have to worry about it later. Around dinner time Jane went down to the morgue. Jane went in Maura office and saw her on her computer so she decided to sneak up on her. Jane went up her and started to kiss her.
"Jane, you scared me. Don't ever do that again"
"Sorry, I couldn't help it. It was just to attempting"
"So are ready to eat lunch Maura"
"Yes"
So for the next 30 min Jane and Maura set there and ate there tuna and talk about their date. Maura told Jane what she would be wearing. They both decided to get ready at Maura's house when left from work.
"Bye see you at 4:30 Maura"
"OK, don't forget"
"I want"
So Jane went back up to the bullpen and finish up her paperwork. When it was close to pick up Maura, Jane got restless so she look at time and decided to call it a day.
"Frost I'm leaving for the day"
"OK, have fun tonight"
"Oh, I will"
Jane went to the morgue down to the morgue and found Maura cleaning up.
"Hi, Maura"
"Hi"
"Are you ready to go?"
"Yes, just let me go get my purse"
"OK, hurry"
They left to get ready for their date. They both were quite they both were thinking about something. Maura was wondering are they finally going to have sex tonight. Jane was worrying about how she going to tell Maura about her secret. Jane quite being nervous she loves you for you and nothing else. She has the right to know and to show her you trust her. Jane thought to herself. 15 min. later they were at Maura house. They got out and went to get ready. It took Jane 20 min. to get ready and took Maura about 45.
"Come on Maura are we going to late"
"OK, OK I'm coming"
Maura came down and Jane saw her and was speechless. "WOW you are really beautiful" Jane said.
"Thank you know lets go"
So they left Maura's house and went to the restaurant they agree to go. When they got there they were sited at their table and order. When their order came they ate in silent for 10 min. before Jane decided to break the silent.
"After we get done here and go home I have to tell something important and don't worry it's not anything bad"
"OK, may I ask what it is, our do I have to wait for that to"
"I will feel more comfortable if we are alone, is that ok."
"Yes don't worries I will still love you"
"Thank you"
Rest of the dinner was eaten in silent both to busy thinking. After they finish eaten the left and rode in silent also. When they got to Jane became more nervous. Grow a pair, and just tell she told you she still will love if you no matter what. Jane thought. They went in and set on couch and Maura waited for Jane tell
"OK we are home so tell me this big secret"
"OK, but promise you want judges me after a promise"
"I promise"
"OK, I was born with condition, and no it's not life threaten. It just makes me different from people…
"Jane everyone different" Maura interrupted Jane.
"Maura please just listen. OK." Just be blunt Jane like Maura, "OK I was born half male and half female. You can guess which one is which" Jane said blunt
"Oh Jane if that's all then there's nothing to worry about and beside I can of had idea that was leaning toward that idea"
"Really? Why didn't you say anything, and how did you know?'
"I figure you would tell me on your own. I know because you would walk different after using the bathroom, and sometimes when we cuddle I would feel something poking my thigh. Don't worry I like that you have both sex. That means double the fun.
"Really you're not freak out."
"No, do you want me prove it," Maura said as she run her hand in front of her pants she could tell Jane was starting to get an excited and little brain was coming out "and I can tell you are excited just like me because little brain is coming out"
"OK he is, but I'm still a little nervous"
"Why"
"Cause its are first time"
Maura got up and straddle her hip and started kissing Jane on the neck "just relax and we will go as slow as you want. You are getting more excited by the minuet. So let little brain take." Maura said in between kisses.
"OK you got me I'm excited, but still like go slow. Its kind of funny that you keep calling my penis little brain."
"Sorry I thought that what people call it sometime because boys like think with their penis sometimes"
"No its alright I like it, and your right boys do that and sometimes when I'm around you try so hard to not get to excited so no one will no I have it. OK enough talking my is to clouded right know and all i can think about is getting you naked and have my way with you"
"OK lets go in the bedroom so I can see what you got"
AN1: I'm stopping here but don't worry I will be telling the sex scene in the next chapter. I hope you like. Please review and tell if it's good or needs improving and if it does tell me how to improve it. Thanks everyone
AN2: I wrote this story in dedication to a friend I had in middle school. She was like that and when people found out she got pick on to the point that she committed suicide. I hope by writing a story like this give people a better view if they meet someone like that.