Amanda Rollins sighed as she threw the mug shot down on her desk on top of the crime scene photos.
"You okay?" Fin asked as he walked up beside her, and leaned on her desk.
"Yea, It's just the case..it's getting to me." Rollins said as she put her head in her hands, rubbing her temples.
"Don't worry, we're gonna get him..we wont let him get away with this." Fin tried to comfort her as he rubbed her left shoulder.
"I know we will, you guys are the best." She said giving Fin a half-smile, and looking around the room at her fellow detectives.
"You aint to bad yourself." Fin said chuckling as he walked back to his desk.
"What are you still doing here?" Cragen asked as he walked out of his office to all of his Detectives. Olivia looked up from her desk, "Well we're working on this case Cap." She explained. "No your not..you all go home, and get some rest..we have all day tomorrow to work on this case." Cragen said sternly. Everyone just looked at him, not wanting to argue.
"Do you need me to walk ya to your car?" Fin asked Amanda as she walked by herself down the sidewalk.
"No, I think I just want to walk by myself and clear my head..but thanks Fin." Amanda said.
"Alright, suit yourself." Fin said walking faster down the other side of the street to avoid a cab coming down the road.
Amanda gathered hair up, and wrapped a black stretched out hair tie around her medium lengthed blonde hair. She let out a big huff of air, as she saw the car garage, remembering a detail from the case. As she entered the garage, it was like a sudden coldness came over her, she got this bad feeling in her stomach, and she placed her hand on her gun, ready to pull it out at any moment. "He always takes his victims from car garage's." She thought to herself. She was sure she was just scaring herself as she walked up the stairs, to get to the level where her car was parked. At this point Amanda started to regret not letting Fin go with her. Just then she felt a sharp cold blade, it was being held to her throat. She pulled her gun out, and scrambled to take the safety off. He threw it out of her hand, as he wrestled her to the ground, "GET OFF OF ME!" Amanda yelled trying to kick him, and scratch him as he pushed the knife harder into her throat, she felt her blood seeping out of her neck, he had cut her, not enough to kill her, just enough to hurt. "GET THE HELL OFF OF ME..NOW." Amanda tried to say sternly. He didn't say a word as he unzipped her coat, and then her jeans. Amanda felt tears start to well in her eyes, then suddenly she got a chance to kick him, and she did just that, right in the balls. He grabbed himself and let the knife slip from her neck, she got up and started running up the rest of the steps, reaching for her phone, when he suddenly pulled her back down onto her knees, causing her to let her cell phone go flying.
She hadn't got to zip her jeans back up, so when he pulled her back down by her pants legs it caused her jeans to slip down past her butt, causing her yellow trimmed black hipster panties to show, she tried to grab her jeans and pull them back off, but he was now on top of her, he had a 'Jason, from Friday the 13th." Mask on, and a black jogging suit. She did the best thing she thought she could do at this point and that was scratch him, and get his DNA under her nails, so she did just that. She began scratching and grabbing for his mask trying to take it off. "Stop fighting blonde bitch." The attacker said to Amanda as he pulled her arms behind her head and began handcuffing her hands together, and then to a hand rail that was right behind her head. "You don't know who I am, I WILL FIND OUT WHO YOU ARE THOUGH." Amanda said trying to keep calm even though she was now basically defenseless. He pulled her jeans all the way down, and off, tossing them down the stairs, he proceeded to take his knife out and cut her blouse open down the middle, and now her stomach, and chest were exposed. She had on a bra that matched the hipster panties she was wearing. Amanda let the tears fall from her eyes and slide down her cheeks. "Aw whats wrong?" He asked Amanda as he rubbed his hand over her cheek, Amanda just turned her face away from his hand.
"Come on now, don't be so shy baby." He said as he rubbed his hand down her chest, and down her flat tummy, then in between her legs. She Flinched and let out a shreek, and said "Please..Please don't." through her tears. He just continued rubbing and eventually she found his fingers where inside her. She wasn't aroused at all but he didn't care. She kept trying to draw back but he kept putting his finger deeper inside of her. Amanda just shut her eyes and tried not to think about what was happening.
It seemed like forever that he was on top of her, inside her, violating her. It was really only about 40 minutes, but that was a lifetime to her. "Mmm, now..was I the best you ever had?" He said as he pulled his jogging pants back up. Then he leaned into her once more, and said "Oh wait, I was the only one wasn't I?" he said as he rubbed his hand over her privates. She didn't say a word, she couldn't feel anything..she was numb. He got up and uncuffed her from the hand rail and took her panties with him. Amanda waited a few minutes before she set up and put her jeans back on, she zipped up her coat, and held the top of it shut, so no one could see her neck. She stifly walked down the stairs and grabbed her gun, and then her phone.
Amanda wasn't sure what she wanted to do, she felt so ashamed, and guilty. She knew what she had told other victims of Sexual Assault but this was different, now she understood what they felt like. She got to her car and drove to the hospital, she knew she probably needed stitches on her neck since she was still bleeding, and she wasn't sure about her downstairs area, but she thought for sure she may need surgery down there it hurt so bad. When she got to the hospital and parked her car, she called her.
"O-Olivia.." Amanda said trying to hold back her tears.
"Amanda? Are you alright?" Olivia asked as it sounded like something was wrong, and it was 3 in the morning.
"Liv-I-I.."Amanda said and began to cry,
"Where are you?" Olivia asked, getting her clothes on, telling something was wrong.
"I'm at mercy-y hos- Hospital, in the ER parking lot." Amanda said through her tears, and sniffles.
"I'm on my way." Olivia said locking her door.
A/N: Another one of my old stories I decided to re-post due to many requests for it back. Please review :)