TITLE: MY IMMORTAL

GENRE: TRAGEDY and Romance

AUTHOR'S NOTES: this is my first fanfic, please excuse my grammar, and please read the author's notes at the end of the story before reviewing and if you wanna understand it more T.Y!

Italic words-past/flashback/song

CHAPTER ONE: RECALLED CONFUSION

Ken awakens in his old apartment. Getting up, his clothes and hair cold and damp, he ran a hand through it. It was a somewhat shorter length than the one he had 17 years ago.

The humidity in his apartment was cold. That told him that the horrid winter was coming. Now it was fall.

His vision blurry he opened a drawer on his side table near his bed and pulled out his case for his glasses. He put his glasses on then suddenly grunted, he laid a hand on his head, ~damn hangover~ he thought. He blinked hard and tried to shake it off, but his vision was still sort of off.

He got out of bed and walked towards the bathroom. Dizzy, he took a shower; there he thought hard what had happened the other night. He then recalled what had happened, he grunted.

Later as he changed the migraine did not leave him, he groaned and found a killer chest pain. He ignored it.

He wore a polo shirt and khaki pants. Over it, he wore a trench coat. He wanted to walk off the whole memory of last night. He did not want to recap the pain that he endured, he wanted to make them oblivious and pretend that it never happened.

Putting a song into his head instead, he came across a particular park. He smiled seeing that old place again-it was the one where he and the other digi-destined used to hang. He entered the park, finding a bench across the playground-where all the memories of those days fluttered in Ken's head.

He then grimaced and looked down, his hands were cupped, they then cupped tighter-a memory came to him-"Hikari." he mumbled. He gritted his teeth at the appalling memory once again, as if disgusted at himself. He calmed down, soon feeling something interrupting his space. He looked up finding somebody looking down on him. He blinked and so did she.

"Ano. Sumimasen, demo is that you.Ken?" Pink hair, skirt pants, big round glasses and big eyes peering through them. Yup it was Yolie alright, same old cheery Yolie. Ken blinked and pushed up his glasses staring at those peering eyes. "It is you Ken-chan! Ah, it's so great to see you!" she said so cheerily. Ken smiled and stood "Yolie!" Obviously, he had forgotten that Yolie had arrived there from Singapore two weeks ago-Yolie had been in business with a friend and was promoted a transfer back to Japan. Yolie hugged Ken, it was quite unexpected that he almost fell but luckily, he found his balance. "Nice to see you again Yolie" Ken said gladly hugging her back.

Yolie let go of her tight grip and sighed inwardly. She looked at him carefully and studied every detail of him then peered back to his raven colored eyes "How long has it been Ken-chan; five, six years?" Yolie exclaimed-overwhelmed. "Let's take a seat first okay," Ken suggested and they did so.

They both chattered for a while, trying to catch up with the happenings for the past years till.

"By the way Ken. Where's Hikari now? How is she?" Ken blanked out on that, there was a pause between the two. "Ehem," he coughed out "She's doing swell." He answered blankly. Obviously, he was uncomfortable with the topic of the conversation. "Ken is something the matter?" Ken shook his head and replied, "Don't worry Yolie-san, daijobu ga."

Yolie pouted, it was evident that Ken was hiding something. "Aren't you and Hikari still together?" She waited and gazed at him waiting for an answer, breaking the silence she continued. "I mean just last month she wrote on how happy the two of you are, and." she hesitated. She felt something was wrong, Ken's face turned gloomy.

Yolie felt sympathy and tried to comfort the man. "Doshitta Ken? You mind telling about it?" she said calmly, but also curious. Ken deeply sighed uneasy to want to recall the memory, but he very well knew Yolie would show her persistency that will provoke him to tell her whether he would like it or not "Well."