Hello readers, welcome to my new All The Bright Places FanFic! This is more of an alternate ending, and I'll try to make the chapters longer as we go on. Please review, and I hope you enjoy!
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I'm so mad at Finch for leaving me here, forgetting me, just about pretending I don't exist. Then he sends me these cryptic texts, doesn't reply to anything, and it's killing me. I just want to get away from it all, so I decide to go for a drive. I'm angry, and now i finally understand why Finch likes driving and speeding so much. I don't speed as he does, but I go exactly on the speed limit, Elanor taught me that much. I don't understand why he left, even when I'm trying to outrun the mess he's put me in, he's still in my head. I let out a scream in frustration at this boy, who can't hear me, who left me, and who- despite all odds- I love. I feel my cheeks begin to get wet, and I scream at the top of my lungs, letting it all out. I don't know where I'm going, but I drive for what seems like hours, even though it was probably not that long.
I drive past houses, trees, people who don't know how hard my world's changed. Sometimes your world shakes so hard, it seems impossible for other people not to have felt the change. It's a while before I realise I'm driving towards the Blue Hole, where we started our one perfect day. I'm listening to a melancholy song as I drive past the Hole, watching other cars, and then, as I drive away, I see a splash in the water. I dismiss it as a bird or another creature until I see Little Bastard parked, just off the road next to the hole. I slam the breaks and the car comes to a screeching halt. I quickly maneuver the car and stop it haphazardly on the side of the road.
I get out and tear down to the water, where I see Finch's clothes neatly folded on the bank. I tear off my shirt and my pants and almost dive in, when the rational part of me says call 911, if you can't save him, they can. I call and tell them where I am, as quickly as possible, then leave the phone with the voice at the other end telling me to stay on dry land, the paramedics will be there soon, but I dive in, and I swim, deeper and deeper, all I can think is I can't loose you, not you too. Finch, I need you, I love you. I go back up, gasping for air. How long has it been? 2 minutes? 10? I go down four more times, and then I feel it. At first I think I'm imagining things, but then no- if feel his hair, and I find his arms. My lungs are burning, but all I can think is FinchFinchFinchFinchFinchFinch. I put my arms under his armpits and kick upwards. I think I can hear sirens on the surface, but I'm not sure at this point. He's so heavy, and the water pushes me down. My vision goes black around the edges, but I have to get to the surface, I have to. I kick one final time and my head breaks the surface. I keep kicking toward the bank, and I collapse there, my legs still in the water, with Finch beside me. I hear sirens as I drift off.
Hope you enjoyed that chapter, please review, it really does help. Thanks for reading!
-Ultraviolet12
