Disclaimer: I don't own Austin and Ally.
A/N: This takes place after Chapters and Choices.
Ally stormed through the door of Sonic Boom and slammed the door shut. She ran up to the practice room, and slammed that door shut too. She sat down and finally let herself cry, Austin had really gone out of his way to play with her feelings, and with her heart.
Ally's POV:
"He kissed me, I thought we had something, He kissed me HE USED ME. Well Team Austin is over, he can kiss my…" Ally was thinking when her train of thought was interrupted by her mom coming in the room.
"Mom if you go back to Africa, take me with you please I can't stay here." Ally said practically in tears.
"Oh sweetie, come here." Her mom wrapped her in a big hug. Ally just cried.
"Mom he used me, he kissed me and then Kira came running up and hugged him and said "Yes Austin I will be your girlfriend. Mom why would he kiss me and do that?" Ally pleaded.
"Ally honey, guys do stupid things, your father was one of the better ones and we still separated." Her mom told her.
"That's another thing if you and dad can't make it I don't have snowball's chance in Miami, of having a strong relationship in life." Ally told her.
"Honey just because your dad and I didn't make it, doesn't mean you won't, right now you probably think your life is over, but it's not." Ally's mom said.
"Mom I'm going to go home, and go to bed, don't worry I won't cry myself to sleep." Ally told her mom. Ally then tossed her keys to her mom.
"Lock up when you leave." Ally told her walked out. Ally walked through downtown Miami. She began to have very morbid thoughts.
"Maybe if I'm lucky, I can get mugged, or better yet murdered. Not like I'd feel it, no one would care if I was dead, well mom and dad would and Trish too, maybe even Dez. Austin wouldn't care him and Kira would probably just go out on a date on the day of my funeral."
Ally got home and wanted to know how to feel better fast. So she went into the kitchen there were a few beers in there she grabbed one and found some of her dad's cigarettes, he didn't smoke anymore but for some reason never got rid of them.
Ally went into her room opened up the beer and lit up a cigarette. With the first puff Ally started coughing, after a few more puffs and coughs she felt better. Then she started drinking the beer, still she couldn't get that image out of her head. Or those words:
"Austin I thought about it, yes I'll be your girlfriend." Austin had just kissed her right before that.
Ally drank the whole bottle, when her dad came home. Ally who was not used to alcohol came out of her room staggering a little bit.
"Ally what is wrong with you?" her dad asked.
"I want another drink." She told her dad and started off towards the kitchen, He could smell smoke and alcohol on Ally. Meanwhile Ally went down to the fridge and opened up another beer.
Her dad ran into the kitchen and grabbed the beer out of her hand.
"Ally Dawson, what the hell is wrong with you?!" Her dad asked extremely angry.
Ally did her signature "WHAT." "Now can I have my beer back?" She said.
"Ally how much you had to drink tonight, AND ANSWER ME HONESTLY." He yelled.
"Dad, relax I had a cigarette and beer, no biggie." Ally replied.
"NO BIGGIE, your 17, you're not old enough to buy tobacco or alcohol. That's it I'm getting rid of the few bottles of beer I have and apparently the last of my cigarettes. Ally why?" her dad asked.
"I thought tobacco and alcohol would make me feel better, apparently not." Ally admitted meekly.
"Honey is this about what happened after the show tonight? Trish and Dez told your mother and I."
"Yes it is, he kissed me then Kira comes running up and I hear those words "Austin I thought about it, Yes I'll be your girlfriend." Then she hugged him and he looked shocked. Shocked that Kira wanted him I guess.
I felt a real attraction on stage with him tonight. I finally conquered my stage fright, and now I think I should have gone to MUNY when I had the chance. I WAS USED, that's all USED." Ally started crying while saying that.
Her dad wrapped her in a big hug.
"Ally cat, look at me." He said. Ally raised her eyes to meet his. "Smoking at first may make you feel better, same with drinking, but Ally in the long run they become addictive and they will kill you."
"Dad I want to die, no one would care if I was gone." Ally told him.
"I would, your mother, Trish, and what about Austin?" Her dad asked.
"Austin would be out on a date with Kira that day." Ally told him.
"Honey I think, he would be crushed. Listen honey sit right here and don't move I need to make a phone call." Her dad told her.
"It better not be to Austin Moon that is all I got to say." Ally said.
"No honey it won't be to him, but someone else." Her dad said and went into the other room and dialed his cell phone praying she'd be up.