Every thing that I came to love, or even become close to, leaves me in the end.
I'm alone and cold. I have to be that way, in the end I'm alone and in pain. That is why I have to close myself off. If I don't let them in they can't hurt me. So, I made myself a promise: I will lock away my emotions. I will not give them the satisfaction of knowing the pain they caused.
I felt numb. Then I found her, or rather she found me. I didn't know her, and she didn't know me. Yet, out of the kindness of her own heart she helped me. Well, she tried to help me; I was cold and wanted to push her away.
She wouldn't let me though. Every day she came to take care of my injury and brought me food, although I don't eat human food. She came every day, even after she was beaten. I know why they hurt her; it was because of me. They knew whom she was with, I don't know how but they knew. I know what happened, although she denies it.
It's been a year now since she started to follow me, and although I will never admit it out loud I truly enjoy her company. But I can not let myself become too attached to her. For, some day see will leave me.
I don't know when or why, but she will. It might be to rejoin her own kind. It night be because her time on this plain is over. Like everyone else, she will leave. I know because I care deeply for that little human. No, I love her as my own child. I love my little Rin.
Every thing that I came to love, or even become close to, leaves me in the end.