"Roxas... Roxas... I think about you all the time... I will be your friend but simply can't live without you knowing this... I like you a lot... A whole lot. I hope this doesn't change anything..."
Hayner looked at himself in the mirror wiping his hands over his black t shirt trying to smooth out any creases.
/Okay... That's enough practice I think... I'll tell him when he gets over... Out straight... That's it... If I slip up I'll just be like 'Roxas I like you okay?' Yeah.../
Just as he sat back down on his bed the doorbell rang, his mother was already moving to answer it, his heart was already beating hard against his ribs.
"Oh hello Roxas! How are you?"
He could hear his voice answering his mother sweetly like he always did, he was like that though...
Sweet, parents loved him, but he had a wild side...
And even when on occasion their parents found out, Roxas would just smile and all would be forgotten...

"Hiya!"
Hayner looked around.
"Hey what's up?"
"Nothing really... So what do you wanna do today? Make it good, start as we mean to go on!"
Hayner sighed.
"To what?"
"Dude the summer holidays!"
Hayner nodded distracted.
"Uhm hmm..."
Roxas sat on the edge of the bed and caught his gaze poking him in the shoulder.
"What's wrong dude?"
Blue eyes mesmerised him and he felt himself move forward gripping a confused Roxas by the shoulders.
"I want to tell you something... But I'm too... Scared..."
Roxas moved forward lowering his voice.
"Dude you can tell me anything. What's wrong? Did you get some chick pregnant?"
Hayner looked at him wide eyed.
"Dude no!"
/It's just three simple words... I could tell him... But.../
"Roxas... Just..."
"Just what Hayner?"
"Kiss me..."
Before he had even thought it through there it was...
Partially anyway.
Blue eyes shot open in pure shock.
"WHAT!"

Hayner's eyebrows knitted together, he put his feet on the wooden floor and clasped his hands together, he couldn't look at Roxas right now...
"I'm just feeling... A bit... Uhm... Confused... For a while now... And well you're my closest male friend... If you don't want to that's okay... Just... It'd help me a lot... And well it's not like I can go to a... That kind of bar and hook up there... I'm too young..."
His eyes looked sideways at Roxas.
The blonde teen just shrugged.
"Makes sense I guess..."
With that he grabbed Hayner and pushed his lips towards his.
"Woah... What? Just like that?"
Roxas nodded.
"Well yeah... You just wanna try it right?"
Hayner nodded.
"Yeah... Sort of but..."
"Well then... Come here..."

He sat closely by Hayner's side and pulling one knee onto the bed leaned in slowly placing his hand on the side of Hayner's face...
Roxas whispered moving closer.
"Is this better."
Hayner nodded blushing slightly now.
Their lips met, slowly Roxas thumb pulled down on Hayner's bottom lip making his lips part.
He followed Roxas example slowly moving his lips in time with the other teen...
He'd never really seriously kissed someone, except Ollette...
But that was more of an experiment for both of them...
So when he felt Roxas pushing him down onto the mattress he didn't know what to expect so he went with it...
Ignored it when the blonde pushed his legs apart and got between them...
Pushed his tongue into his mouth...
Didn't say a word when Roxas' hands slid down his stomach.
/Oh god oh god oh god.../

Hayner sighed out a little bit when Roxas lips left his own.
Roxas looked down at him grinning.
"Has that cleared things up for you?"
Before he could answer Roxas hands were travelling to his crotch.
"Uhm... Roxas...?"
Roxas kissed his lips to silence him, his hands were groping through the thin material of Hayner's jeans pleasuring him ever so slightly..
This slight bit of attention was making his back arch ever so slightly off the bed his mouth was open just sighing noiselessly into the air.
"You like that do you?"
"Yea... Yes!"
Roxas stopped and smiled.
"Chances are you like guys then..."
With that he moved off and left Hayner lying on the bed looking desperately after him.
"Roxas..."
The blonde turned around.
"Yes?"
"I lied earlier..."
Roxas cocked his head to the side staring at Hayner.
"Oh yeah? About what?"
Still panting slightly he said it.
"I've liked you forever..."
With that Roxas turned the key to Hayner's door.
"W-What are you doing Roxas?"
The blonde grinned.
"Continuing."
Hayner blushed as Roxas hand brushed his now obvious erection.
"You do want me to keep going don't you?"
His hand absently brushed Hayner again making him squirm.
"Y-Yes... Please..."
Roxas hand unzipped Hayner's jeans and grabbed his hardening length.
"Wow you're seriously hard..."
Hayner had been driven crazy by all this anticipation.
"It's... Your... Fault..."
Beads of sweat were beginning to form on his forehead Roxas just stared and grinned.
"How long do you think I've suffered waiting for this Hayner? You there being the perfect little best friend, so good, so perfect... So innocent... So tormenting..."
Roxas pulled Hayner's t shirt off over his head and threw it to the floor...
"Now we're gonna have some fun..."
The blonde pulled his belt off, took Hayner's hands and putting them above his head secured them to the headboard of the bed.
Roxas now pulled Hayner's trousers and white boxers down around his ankles and then to the floor. He then sat between the blondes legs.
"Now... Tell me exactly what you want me to do to you..."
Hayner was now breathing quite heavily.
"I... Don't... Care... Just... Please..."
Roxas tutted.
"Please what?"
Hayner blushed and shook his head.
"Tell me what you want Hayner... I'll do it."
"Do whatever you want to me! Just touch me!"
Roxas smirked down at his friend and grabbing his hard length slid his tongue over the top of it making Hayner cry out.
"Shhh... Control yourself... Your parents are downstairs!"
The blonde was flushed and panting hard.
"Roxas I dunno if I can take this and stay quiet..."
The devious blonde scratched the back of his head...
"I guess they're gonna find out then..."
With that he started pumping Hayner hard.
"Mnh... Roxas..."
The blonde looked highly satisfied with Hayner crying out his name...
The sound alone was making him dizzy with desire.

Through the window he could see Hayner's family leaving and even waved goodbye to Hayner's mother, he knew they couldn't see Hayner, he knew they were now all alone for a little while...

"W-Who... Are... You... Waving... At?"
Roxas still smiling innocently waved once more.
"Good news... You can now be as noisy as you want."
Hayner sighed louder and louder as Roxas teased and massaged him.
"Untie me! Please! I beg you!"
Roxas laughed.
"Why should I?"
"I... Need to... Touch you..."
Roxas stopped.
"Is that all?"
"Please don't stop!"
The blue eyes gleamed as Hayner squirmed underneath him.
"Your mouth is so... Hot... Oh god I feel... Like I'm gonna... Explode... I can't take it Roxas... Let me touch you..."
Roxas considered this for a moment while Hayner watched a single drip of his fluid run down from Roxas lip...
This pushed Hayner over the edge.
"Fuck me... Please fuck me!"
The blonde pulled off his own t shirt, shoes and jeans...
"Aren't you gonna free my wrists?"
Roxas just licked his fingers and turning Hayner onto his side inserted one unexpectedly which made Hayner wince...
"Oh god... Roxas... That hurts!"
Roxas just smirked.
"Chances are this probably will... But it'll get better... I promise."
Hayner now felt a second finger enter him.
"Roxas! I can't take it! It hurts! Please pull them out!"
The light blonde teen shook his head and lowered his head down beside Hayner's.
"You know you'll enjoy this... You know it'll feel so good when I make you cum harder than you've ever cum before..."
Hayner's breath was quickening at the thought.
"I just need more..."
Roxas smiled.
"Lube? Oh and I have condoms..."
Hayner nodded.
"Yes..."
"I thought so... You're so fucking tight... I can't wait to see how it feels to be inside you..."
Hayner blushed at the thought.
/He's my best friend and suddenly we're gonna fuck?/
Roxas returned from the bathroom with some lube and putting it onto his fingers slowly pushed his fingers in and out of Hayner who was sighing at the contact.
"Does that feel good?"
"Y-Yes..."
"Are you ready for the real thing?"
Hayner looked at Roxas.
"I-I think so..."
With that Roxas released Hayner's wrists and ripping a small silver packet open put the condom on and pulling him onto his lap pushed himself inside.
Hayner could feel the pain of it and could feel himself reacting by tensing, Roxas seemed to love this.
"Please just don't move yet it's... Painful..."
Roxas was growing inpatient.
"If I don't move then you'll never get used to it..."
Hayner nodded slowly, then rested his head on Roxas' shoulder.
Roxas pushed in fully, then pulled out again very slowly and repeated again and again...
"Is it still hurting?"
Hayner was sighing softly into Roxas shoulder.
"No... It feels... Good..."
Slowly but surely Roxas sped up and Hayner was getting louder.
"Don't... Stop..."
Hearing Hayner sound like that made Roxas heart hammer against his ribs...
His restraint was seriously wavering and without a second thought sped up even more.
Roxas was now going full speed now, Hayner dug his nails into Roxas' skin at the friction he was causing between their stomachs.
"Ah... Ah... Roxas... That's too... I'm gonna..."
His nails suddenly clenched harder drawing a few small drops of blood from Roxas skin, he threw his head back moaning so loud the neighbours could probably hear, he closed his eyes and released over their stomachs...
Less than a moment later and Roxas was releasing deep inside Hayner.
"Mnh... Ah..."
A couple more thrusts and Roxas fell over on top of Hayner, his head was on Hayner's chest both of them were panting.
"That was amazing..."
Roxas nodded pulled out slowly and taking off the condom threw it in the bin and wiped Hayner's cum from his stomach with a tissue.
"Well... That was interesting..."
Hayner cocked his head slightly.
"Have you... Done that before?"
Roxas thought for a moment and nodded.
"Yeah... A couple of times...You?"
Hayner blushed and looked at the wall.
"I know you haven't had a guy but you've done it with girls though right?"
Once again Hayner didn't respond.
Roxas took a step back and started gathering his things and getting dressed.
"Uhm... I gotta go..."
Hayner looked around at Roxas he was still lying on the bed, naked and Roxas was pulling his shoes on.
"Uhm... Didn't you wanna do something today?"
Roxas looked up distracted.
"Uh... Yeah... But hey, we'll catch up another time."
Hayner nodded feeling hurt...
His eyes followed Roxas through his window as the blonde teen made a hasty exit.
/I freaked him out... I'm his best friend... Why did I agree to that?/
Sitting on the edge of his bed he wondered what to do now...
And how he could possibly fix his relationship with Roxas.

Meanwhile Roxas was running towards his own house.
/I just took my best friends virginity... I didn't mean to fucking... I just wanted some fun... Damn it.../
His face was flushed as he ran.
/How am I ever gonna be able to face him again? "Hey Hayner hows it going? Sorry I robbed you of your virginity... I was horny!" How the fuck can I fix this?/

Hayner got dressed and moved the condom from his bedroom bin to the bin outside...
He had gone from feeling amazing not believing his luck, to feeling so shit it was hard to bear.

Roxas and Hayner had one thing in common that night...
Both couldn't stop thinking about what happened earlier that day...
And better still, how the hell to fix it.