AN: My first fanfiction, really. I'm not sure if this is a one shot or if there will be more.

Ch 1. I used to think one day

The hatred and resentment burning so deeply within me for years. Hatred for getting myself into such a situation, and resentment for him holding me back. Blinding hatred towards him for entangling me in this woven web that I can't seem to escape. Suffocating the life of me until I can't breathe, drowning me in his misery and my resentment. I used to think one day... a long time ago we could have been happy. But now, the memory of that image is fading fast like a mirage before me. Blurring the lines of this perfect picture I used to know, twisting reality and fantasy of how things used to be and how the things really are.