hey guys! (: okay, so if this is terrible, i'm sorry. i wrote it last night when i couldn't sleep, and i've never written for Glee or Kurt, so it might actually be really bad. lol. so, read and review, so that i can read your feedback! (: sorry that it's uber short, i couldn't really think of anything and i couldn't really use a lot of the song, since it didn't really have a lot to do with what Kurt was going through. also, i don't own Glee or Kurt, but if i did, Kurt and i would be going shopping every day and i would look freaking amazing. (:


Kurt sat alone downstairs in his room; the room he was supposed to be sharing with Finn. He sat on his bed, tears streaming down his face as he replayed the scene in his head. He just couldn't believe what Finn or his father had done. He understood that his father was only doing what he needed to do to protect his son. But Kurt was still hurt by the fact that his father had just thrown Finn out. The only word still resounding in his head at this point was Finn screaming 'faggy.'

Kurt decided that instead of just sitting on his bed, crying he needed to sing to really let his feelings through. He walked over to his stereo and inserted his favorite CD; The Fame Monster by Lady Gaga. He switched it to track number four and waited for the right place to begin the song.

"I can't believe what you said to me, last night we were alone . . .
I'll never talk again, oh boy you've left me speechless,
You've left me speechless, so speechless
And I'll never love again, oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless. . ."

Kurt could feel the tears still slipping down his face and he thought he heard his father coming down the stairs, but he didn't care. He needed to sing this song for Finn; to Finn and no one was going to stop him. Lady Gaga always knew just what to sing with Kurt that always could cheer him up, no matter what was going on in his life.

"And after all the boys and girls that we've been through,
Would you give it all up? Could you give it all up? If I promise boy, to you . . .
I'll never talk again,
And I'll never love again,
I'll never write a song,
Won't even sing along.
I'll never love again; so speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless."

Kurt finished the song and listened to the last notes fade. He sat on the edge of his bed, a few last tears slipping down his cheeks. He sat there thinking about Finn; how much he loved Finn and how much Finn had hurt him, whether or not he knew it. And then he realized something; Finn would never love Kurt, ever. No matter how hard Kurt tried, Finn would only love Quinn or Rachel.

This thought made a few more tears escape his eyes and he quickly wiped them away. He decided right then and there that he, Kurt Hummel, would never shed another tear for Finn Hudson. And surprisingly, this revelation made him speechless.


Oh, if you've never heard the song Speechless by Lady Gaga, please look it up. (: it's a very good song and it makes me happy. Okay, i'm out. (: peace, loves.