Hey people, i was watching Legacies 1x10 and i felt really bad for Lizzie, i wanted to hug her! After i watched the episode i searched YouTube for a fanvideo based on the latest episode and found one by Nati Gilbert called "Lizzie Saltzman | "You can't break me..." and i got inspired so this story is dedicated to her, go check out her videos she is amazing!
Also, as i spent my entire night writing this i found another video that also helped me to get inspired it's by MoonlightDreams and it's called "Lizzie Saltzman \ PromQueen {1x10} so go check out her videos too because she equally as awesome!
Now, i wanted to put a disclaimer that this story contains refrence of topis such asrape, self harm, suicide attempt, so read it at your own risk!
Lastly, this story is a crossover with the tv show called The Magicians and it's a lotAU so don't get mad at me!
With this song i would suggest listening to the following songs:
Tom Odell - Another Love
The Score - Dreamin (Audio) ft. blackbear
The Score - Born For This
NF - 10 Feet Down (Audio) ft. Ruelle
NF - Paralyzed
MACKLEMORE FEAT OTIENO TERRY - LEVITATE
Florence + The Machine - Moderation
Panic! At The Disco - Old Fashioned
SYML - Where's My Love (Acoustic)
Jaymes Young - I'll Be Good
Birdy - Wings
Enjoy!
The Change In Lizzie
Lizzie looked at the Jinni and wished that she never should have met the monster in Malivore and in conclusion she forgot about her time with the Jinni or so she allow the magical creature to believe.
At night she found a memory returning spell and cast it on herself and she remembered everything. Then in the following days she quietly prepared her stuff and she had decided to stop causing trouble by leaving the school and forgetting all about magic.
Living a normal life.
It was unlike how she would have thought couple weeks ago and that is why she knew no one will ever found her.
She climbed the gate and she started walking to the nearest bus stop.
From then on she took the bus with one route, New York City.
Couple Weeks Later:
Lizzie walked out of her hotel room when she saw an African American man and she looked alerted.
"Who are you?" She asked him and he said;
"I'm Dean Henry Fogg."
And from that point everything changed for her.
Dean Henry Fogg welcomed her into Brakebills Academy. She then started training under the name Estella Parker.
Four Years Later:
Lizzie hadn't uncovered her true identity nor anyone had came to find her since she made sure she was hidden under a cloaking spell that way she wasn't found.
She was strangely happy with the group of friends she had made; Quentin, Alice, Kady, Margo, Eliot, Penny, Josh, Fen and Todd. She had gone on so many adventures and went through so much shit that she wasn't the same girl anymore and most of all she wasn't a girl but a woman.
Also she had managed to find a way to always have magic and never be in need of siphoning ever again thanks to Fen's knowledge about Filorian magic.
Lizzie now known as Stella she was walking the streets of New York with Kady and Penny when she heard someone calling her "Lizzie". She ignored it hoping that it was some other Lizzie when she instinctively she touched Kady's arm and squeeze it and somehow Penny understood something wasn't right and as they walked into an alley they teleported them back into the apartment.
"What is going on, Stella?" Julia asked in worry since all of them appeared in the living room and Lizzie went into an anxiety attack mode.
"Breathe! Breathe!" Julia instructed her and she tried her best.
An hour later she laid exhausted in the couch with a blanket and Julia and Kady sat by her side as she tried to calm down.
"What caused this?" Kady asked her as Quentin brought her a warm cup of tea and Lizzie thanked him.
"I'm sorry I haven't told you about my entire story." Lizzie said and everyone tensed.
"Stella Parker isn't my real name although I am a Parker and a witch. The last of my coven to be exact. My real name is Elizabeth Saltzman and I'm a Gemini witch before coming here I was going to the Salvatore Academy, my dad and mum ran the school. And my entire life story is complicated…" She started and told them everything.
An hour later everyone was stunned and stare at her.
"So, when Dean Fogg brought you into the school both times and you pretended not to know about magic you were lying?" Todd asked and she nodded.
"I'm so sorry guys! I was afraid Dean Fogg would sent me back and I do not want to merge with my twin, I love Josie and I have been sucking the air out of her and everyone in the school…so I removed myself from the occasion." Lizzie told them and she started crying.
Julia had hugged her tight, she understood the feeling that you destroy everything you touch.
They had both survived Reynard's attack and Kady was there for both girls and when Julia discovered she was pregnant both Lizzie and Kady were there for her. She comforted Quentin after Alice's death and their break up, she helped Alice deal with her having no soul, she even comforted Kady when Penny had died and still did when Penny 2.0 appeared. She was good friends with Josh and found him the comedy relief they all needed.
And all of them now knew they had to support her in return for all of the support she offered to them in their time of need.
"And back in the street I heard Josie's voice, not in my head, but right behind us. They found me." Lizzie told them as she looked truly terrified.
"We are going to protect you! You could go back to Fillory, stay with Fen." Julia said determinate as she squeezed Lizzie's knee.
Everyone around her nodded and Lizzie felt at home for the first time in her life.
That night everyone slept in the living room because Lizzie had already woken up by a nightmare twice.
All those years when Lizzie gone missing Alaric and Josie even Hope were worried sick about her, they search high and low to found her but couldn't.
A year went by Caroline and Alaric searched for her all over the world, nothing.
Josie and Hope even Penelope searched for her everywhere they knew Lizzie would go and the grownups didn't know on year two.
Year three they had finally come to accept that she must be dead killed by a monster want the next key for Malivore and killed all the monsters they could as to avenge her. Then held a funeral.
Year four they held a memorial.
Caroline, Alaric and Josie hell even MJ and Hope were heartbroken for three years they mourned her and on year four Josie had finally started coming out of her mourning stage and had moved to New York in hopes of turning a new leaf.
She and Hope were returning from a successful furniture hunting when they saw three adults crossing the street and the blonde in the middle with dark brunette highlights and they were talking about something really vividly but as the blonde turned to face the other woman in the group then both girls felt like they were being slapped in the face.
There she was an older version or what could have been an older version of Lizzie…she looked so mature.
Without missing a beat Josie yelled her sister's name in hopes they had found her but she only saw the trio walking into an alley. When Hope and her walking into the alley they found no one, how could in just two seconds for three people to disappear?
The Next Day:
Lizzie and the gang woke up in the morning ate breakfast and waited for Josh and Margo to return with the monster that possessed Eliot's body.
Then Lizzie decided to go back to Brakebills and search through every books she could and had brought with her from Salvatore Academy and her own grimoire a way to bring Eliot and magic back for good and kill the monstrous god.
She needed to find something immediately and she did then she went on and tried to find the items she needed.
Once she acquired them she went back to Kady's house and then she learnt that Quentin's dad's cancer was back because of magic being partly back.
She was now even more determined to finish this.
When Margo and Josh were back with the monster she quietly walked up to Eliot and offered him a warm drink in that moment before the shocked eyes of all Lizzie started chanting in Latin. In that moment a black smoke came out of his mouth and then it went downwards.
Eliot fell down and he was unconscious and everyone looked confused.
"I sent him to hell. And Eliot is back. I spent my entire morning searching for a way to bring our friend back." She told them smiling and Margo suddenly ran up to her and hugged her tight.
"You're welcome." Lizzie said to Margo and hugged her back. Then everyone helped their violated friend to the couch.
"Now let's kill the McAlisters and be done with them." Lizzie said determined and everyone nodded.
Lizzie found herself getting worried about Josie and Hope finding her yet when she went to check on Eliot she saw him sitting and smiling to her.
"So, what do you like being called Lizzie or Stella?" Eliot asked her and she sighed.
"I really don't know…Lizzie is the name I was born with yet i've done so many bad things under that name. Stella is the name I chose for myself, the name that I used those four difficult years, years that transforming as a person and as a witch. I know I sound like a person with dissociate personality disorder but Stella is who I really am…the person that was buried deep down and came out when I met all of you." Lizzie said to Eliot as she sat next to him and hugged him.
"Then Stella it is." Eliot said smiling and Lizzie hugged and she whispered;
"Sana"
And Eliot felt the warming sensation of a healing spell and he hugged Lizzie back and they both started crying.
"I'm glad you are back." Lizzie told her best friend and Eliot just hugged her tighter than before and kept crying.
Suddenly the apartment's door blew open and the McAlisters marched inside, Lizzie jumped up and stood before Eliot in a protective stance and put a protection spell on him.
But before anyone could react Lizzie drew a gun and fired three times. The three McAlister witches fell down all of them wounded either in the shoulder or legs, non fetal shots.
"Don't try to heal, those are poisoned bullets." Lizzie said smirking at their shocked faces and then she put the gun behind her and turned to her friends.
"Told you I had a plan." She said smirking and everyone was stunned by her behavior. This was a new side of her that had just learnt and they didn't know if they should feel protected or afraid.
"Why are you misusing magic again?" She asked her victims as she kneeled before them.
No answer came out of them and Lizzie nodded.
"You know there is a spell that can wipe out your entire bloodline no exceptions?" Lizzie asked them and again she got no answer. She nodded as she took her backpack and opened it taking out a map, a bowl, a knife and a water bottle.
"I only need a drop of your own blood and it's done." Lizzie said smiling to their shocked faces and then Lizzie put the bowls under the wounds and blood spilled in it.
Then she put water and with the knife she stirred it then she allowed a few drops to fall on the map and she started chanting.
Everyone watched in awe and fear the Gemini witch work.
Of course what Lizzie hadn't told them was that spell only worked on family members that had misused magic if they hadn't they were left alone but the three McAlister witches didn't need to know that.
Once Lizzie stopped chanting she looked at them and waited for a second before blood started pouring out of their eyes and ears they were screaming in pain.
In couple minutes they were dead and Lizzie stood up and looked at her friends.
"I know what I did is heartless but I didn't kill all them, only those who misused magic." She told them and everyone gasped and then Margo started clapping.
"How did you know such spells? The Library doesn't allow such magic!" Todd asked in awe and Lizzie smirked.
"It's from the things I brought with me from my old life, I felt that I will need them and I guess I was right." Lizzie said and then they got down to work and they burnt the dead bodies and they spent the rest of the day brainstorming on ways to bring them down.
She wanted for once not to be a black hole or being taken care of but wanted to take care of people instead of the other way around.
The Next Day:
Lizzie walked into Dean Fogg's office and demanded to be let inside the Library. Dean Fogg was shocked but took her once he learnt that she was planning to bring back magic completely.
Lizzie during that visit she learnt that Alice was imprisoned there too and had made a quick plan in her head to save her too on the way out.
She walked into the office and she smirked as she took out her gun and started shooting Librarians before Dean Fogg's shocked eyes. Then she turned to where she felt the magic coming from, the batteries and she knew if she broke them the magic will go free in the air and everything will be back into normal.
She did exactly that. Then she run to the jails after Dean told her the cell number and Alice and Lizzie hugged tight as both girls after their reunion separated and Alice went to find the books she needed and Lizzie needed to take care of the Librarians.
"You have been withholding information on a grander level, not for protection but purely selfish reasons, the Library wasn't created for that reason, you are misusing it." Lizzie told the Head Librarian.
"That is why I take upon myself to kill all of you and bring in new Librarians, trustworthy ones." She said to them and Dean Fogg looked at her confused and terrified.
"What happened to you, Stella?" Dean Fogg asked in shock.
"I'm broken, Dean." She said to him before she shot the Head Librarian and then went on to kill the rest and only allowing some to survive that she knew were trustworthy after she read their minds and healed them.
"You will recruit new members by humans that are close to death like cancer patients and such." Lizzie advised the new Head Librarian who nodded.
"Thank you." The new Head Librarian told her and she looked at him confused.
"I just murder most of your people, why you thank me?" Lizzie asked him and he smiled.
"We, the lower ranks, never agreed how the new system was in place. You gave us a second chance to make things better." The Head Librarian said to her and she smiled.
"Don't make me regret it then. Bury your dead now. Burn them in order not to have problems with ghosts." Lizzie told the Head Librarian who he nodded and Lizzie waited for Alice who made good on her promise and they all returned to Kady's apartment.
Alice apologized to all of them and she was caught up with what she had missed.
"Since magic is back we should celebrate!" Todd said excited and Lizzie smiled as she sat next to a recovering Eliot who raised his cup of tea in agreement.
"I agree but not now. Let everything be sorted out and Eliot to recover fully." Lizzie said smiling at her family and everyone nodded.
Couple Months Later:
Lizzie walked out of her last class for the day as she smiled at her classmates around her at least the ones who waved at her.
She felt at peace again and her mind was drifting always back into the problem about what if the magic runs out completely again.
When she bumped into Julia who seemed to look for her.
"I have this idea, what if we make a deal with the Fairies to supplies us with magic every ten years to make sure we have stock?" Lizzie asked Julia who looked confused at her and then thought about it and nodded as she made a mental note to ask an audience with them through Fen.
Two Days Later:
Julia and Lizzie were summoned in Dean Fogg's office and they saw one Fairy and a deal was made.
During the night the Brakebills celebrated the new era with a grand party that was whispered from witch to witch.
Unknowingly for Lizzie, those news of the party reached Hope Mikaelson's and Josie's ears since every witch in New York was meant to attend them.
Lizzie was dressed in leather leggings, a denim crop top and her hair curled perfectly she wore a long necklace that was made out of black glittery stones and a choker. Her makeup concluded of red matte lipstick, black eye shadow with glitter and eyeliner wing.
She was dancing happily with Todd and laugh at Josh's awkward dance moves when she caught a glimpsed of Josie and Hope walked inside the party.
She instantly ducked and rushed through the crowd to find Kady or any other girl friend she could. She found Alice and Julia with Margo at the bar while Kady was dance with some guy.
"SHE IS HERE!" She yelled over the music.
Margo turned and looked towards the direction Lizzie's frantic eyes were looking and she nodded.
"Your sister looks pretty." Julia said and Lizzie nodded.
"She is beautiful inside and out that is why she can't see me, she deserves a life without me burdening her." Lizzie yelled over the music as she ducked behind the bar and she smiled awkwardly at the bartender who raised his eyebrows.
"Hiding from an ex?" He asked jokingly.
"No, I hide from my twin because I run away from home before joining Brakebills." She said truthfully to the bartender who looked shocked at her and then smiled sympathetically her way before going back to work.
"We lost her you can get up now." Alice said serious and Lizzie stood up and let a breath out.
"Don't let them spoil your night." The bartender told her and for a moment Lizzie looked at him.
He was right. Why did she have to hide? She wasn't burdening her by living her separate life!
Just then the DJ put her favorite song;
She run to the dance floor dragging Todd with her before she started dancing and Todd followed her lead and soon they were the center of the attention.
Josie and Hope were front in line gaping in shock while next to them stood none other than MJ, Landon and Rafael and Alaric.
"Aren't they cute?" A random chick asked them as she clapped her hands to rhythm and the confused look made the girl say;
"Stella Parker and Todd Michaels are the ones to thank for magic being back on! They are legends!" The random chick said to them before she went to the bar for another drink leaving a very shocked group of supernaturals.
"Dad, what do we do?" Josie asked her dad completely worried as they watched Lizzie smile and laugh at Todd as she was twirled around and then she grabbed Kady and soon enough the dance floor was full of people again.
Once the song ended another song came on and this time it was one where Kady and Lizzie loved so much that they started dancing by themselves their own a little choreography and soon they were back the center of the attention much to their delight.
"They look at you." Kady whispered to Lizzie as the jumped to the rhythm and Lizzie just smiled wider and twirled around and grabbed a random person from the ground urged him to jump with her and soon enough everyone was dancing again.
Lizzie felt this adrenaline of knowing she was having fun and showing the people that thought of her as burden that she could have friends who care for her.
She danced for three whole songs before she was in dire need of a couch, water and a drink!
Eliot came to her rescue as he praised her for her dance moves when suddenly a very angry Alaric marched up to them and requested to talk to her.
Lizzie smirked and looked up to him.
"Um…who are you, sir? Aren't you a little old to be in such a crowd?" Lizzie said smirking and took a sip of her beer.
Somehow Eliot understood what she was doing and didn't speak allowing his best friend to work this out.
"Elizabeth Saltzman you are coming with us!" Alaric said angrily and grabbed her arm forcefully but Lizzie just nodded.
"I will come with you only because I don't want you to disturb the party and secondly my name is Stella not Elizabeth. I don't know who you thought I am but I'm not." She told him before she complied and they walked out in the cold night where Hope, Josie and the rest were waiting for her.
"Now, we are out can you explain to me who is this Elizabeth Salts…man?" Lizzie faked confusion as she folded her arms to her chest to keep warm.
"IT'S YOU! YOU ARE ELIZABETH!" Alaric yelled at her frustrated and Lizzie deep down felt bad for putting her dad through this but she knew it was for the better.
"No, I'm not. My name is Estella Parker, daughter of Annabeth Chase and Percy Parker. Mum is a lawyer and dad was a firefighter that died in 9/11 when I was four years old. So, I don't know what you are talking about." Lizzie told them repeating her cover story when Dean had put the identity cloaking spell to protect them.
"YOU ARE MY SISTER, LIZZIE! MY TWIN! MY BEST FRIEND!" Josie begged her and Lizzie looked at her dead in the eyes with no emotion.
"I don't have a sister, sorry. I only have…had an older brother and he is dead…he died in Afghanistan four years ago." She told them and she let a tear slip down because she indeed felt the pain of loss because she felt as if the memories she had as her cover were far to real so she can pretend they were just a cover. She felt the loss in core, like it was fresh.
She also felt loss because she had lost her family completely because she was a burden to them.
"Thanks for ruining my night!" She huffed as she wiped her tears and started walking back in before stopping mid ways.
"I'm hoping you find whoever you are looking for though. Missing someone is terrible…I miss my dad and brother every day. Now, I'm also guessing you are not going here so I suggest you live because soon all none students have to leave since it will be curfew." She said before she walked back into the party with her mood completely ruined.
But she had to do it.
She was a burden to them.
She didn't belong in the Salvatore School but here she did.
Behind her stood a heartbroken Josie and Alaric as they held onto each other and tears run down their cheeks. Hope stood there stunned and took out of her pocket the truth crystal that light blue showing that whatever it was said it was true.
Josie seeing this broke down crying and MJ hugged her. Rafael was angry because he knew how Lizzie smelled and that girl whichever her name was smelled just like Lizzie! Meaning she didn't look just like her but smelled like her!
They weren't giving up.
Lizzie climbed to her dorm room and fell on the bed as she started to cry alone.
During the night:
Hope and Rafael had decided to perform a spell…okay Hope decided to perform a spell Rafael was coming along for the ride inside this Estella's mind while she was asleep.
Lizzie's Mind:
Lizzie stood in a room brightly lit and she smiled to Julia.
"Do you think we are doing the right thing?" Lizzie asked Julia and Julia smiled.
"Of course it will!" A male voice told her and Lizzie smiled and they started chanting.
Suddenly the memory seemed to flicker and change when suddenly Lizzie stood in the middle of the same room but this time it was full of blood. And she was bleeding.
She looked shocked at the man that stood before her. She made an attempt to run away but slipped on the blood and she was down on the floor at the man grabbed her leg and dragged her towards him.
She screamed and kicked to no avail.
Then…then he raped her.
The scene flickered again to a bloody and sobbing Lizzie curled in her own pool of blood as she covered her ears with her bloody hands muting Julia's pleads and sobs as Reynard did the same thing he had done to her.
The scene changed again to a pale Lizzie looking at the mirror and then she grabbed a razor and sliced her wrists before she slipped in the bathroom floor and started crying.
Outside of the door was heard the sounds of banging and a voice yelling her name.
Suddenly the door blew off its handles and Kady and a Penny rushed her and started shaking her as Penny tried to performing a healing spell.
"You are not dying like this, Stella! You are not! DON'T YOU DARE, PARKER!" Kady yelled at her as Stella looked the ceiling with an empty smile.
End of Lizzie's Mind:
Suddenly Hope and Rafael were kicked out of the memory and Lizzie's mind.
Shocked and mortified the tribid and werewolf looked at each other.
Hope walked to Alaric and Josie and said;
"This is what I got from Lizzie's…Estella's mind." Hope said as she put her two hands on each person's cheeks and allowed the memories to flood their minds.
Josie and Alaric gasped in horror as tears run down their eyes.
Brakebills: Same time:
Lizzie woke up startled by her own scream and drenched in sweat as Julia ran by her side and without a word she hugged her as Lizzie cried.
"I saw it again." Lizzie mumbled in Julia's arms as both survivors laid in the same bed.
The Next Day At Breakfast:
Hope looked at the remaining Saltzman standing and waited for their reaction to last night's news.
"It still feels like Lizzie." Josie said after a long silence.
"So, what is keeping her from remembering who she really is?" Hope asked Josie but suddenly their conversation was cut short by a door of their hotel room blowing open and a very angry Lizzie walking in.
"YOU STAY OUT OF MY HEAD!" She yelled as Hope was flung across the room.
"ELIZABETH STOP!" Alaric yelled but the look he received from Lizzie made him flinch.
"Elizabeth is dead. Accept it already and go back to your previous life with the remaining daughters before you lose them too." Lizzie said before she let Hope down and suddenly a man appeared for second grabbed Lizzie's shoulder and disappeared again in seconds.
Everyone stood shocked.
Lizzie's Dorm:
"I'm done with them! So done! They think I'm broken and damaged and when I finally take myself out of the way they suddenly miss me and turn the world around to find me! Why can't they just enjoy the peace that comes with me not being around them, huh?" Lizzie said hissing as she punched her punching bag and Penny with Eliot and Julia sat on the beds doing their own things.
"Maybe because they love you?" Penny challenged her and Lizzie glared at him.
"Please! Jinni showed me that I am the problem and the love you talk about it's biological not real…" Lizzie said as she continued punching the bag.
At Josie and Hope's apartment:
Josie packed her bag with a heavy heart just like the rest.
What had happened to Lizzie to change her that way?
One moment they were together in Paris with their mum having fun and the next…the next she vanished in thin air.
"My sister isn't dead, Hope, she is just missing." Josie voiced her thought.
"I would disagree with this she looked pretty convinced when she said that Elizabeth is dead." Hope said as she continued packing herself.
"But…but it's Lizzie she is always dramatic!" Josie tried to understand her twin's behavior.
"What she did and said wasn't just for the sake of being dramatic, Josie. She truly believed those things. She is gone we can't help someone who doesn't want to be helped." Hope said in a sad tone as she zipped her suitcase. Both girls were packing to go back to Mystic Falls it wasn't time for them to leave Alaric alone.
He needed support. They needed to support each other while they break the news to Caroline that their Lizzie was dead in all the ways but the physical one.
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