Oldies: Spova Edition
A/N: Uh... I don't really wanna repeat the long winded A/N I posted in Oldies. The short version is I'm taking all my old spova one shots and compiling them here cause I have a love/hate relationship with them. I'll include the original summary in italics before the title for nostalgia's sake.
...Enjoy?
Drabbles about Sprx's inner struggle.
My Heart Wants To Kill Me
Sprx stood outside the gold monkey's room.
Talk to her.
"Give me a second!"
You've had a year Sparky.
"If you weren't me I would-"
I'm not you, i'm way smarter than you.
"Must stop talking to self. Must stop talking to self..."
Plus I haven't gone insane.
Sprx was ready to talk back, but he shoved his words back down as Gibson walked by, The last thing he needed was for Brainstrain to be involved in this mess. "I hate you." he said the moment the blue monkey had dissapeared through a sliding door.
Then you hate yourself. In fact, it's worse than that. You hate your true self.
Again, Sprx didn't reply. This time he had nothing to say. He shook it off and began to head back to his room when he suddnly keeled over in pain clenching his heart. "Stop doing that!" he begged.
You need to stop doing that.
"I can't! You started it!"
I am you! Stop trying to be someone your not and you can take control!
"I can't!"
Why not!
"I... I don't remember how..."
Well, you can start with her.
Sprx looked up from the set of feet that has appeared in front of him to a pair of concerned pink eyes. The pain seemed to fade just enough for Sprx to stand and brush himself off. He tried to laugh it off. "Heh heh... hey there Hotshot!"
Nova gave him a punch in the usual spot on his face and walked off. As she headed toward the bridge, Sprx got up and rubbed the new bruise. "Man, one of these days she's gonna kill me."
No, you're gonna kill yourself.